*I struggled with whether to put this series in "Fetish" or "Incest/Taboo," and after some feedback on Ch. 01 have decided to stick with incest, but give you all a heads up:
This story contains strong fetish content, particularly pertaining to watersports, golden-showers, and desperation. I realize this is not for everyone, so if this does not align with your tastes, you may want to look elsewhere.
For those who stick around, I hope you enjoy the story!
Thanks for reading.*
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Kelly's door was open when I arrived, but I still knocked before entering. She told me to come in meekly, and still flat. I was shaking, worried what she would say, what she would do.
As I passed the threshold I saw Kelly standing by her bed, still wearing her soiled bikini, which was still damp, bearing witness to what had just happened. Why was she still wearing it?
"Hi," she muttered, but with a sympathetic half smile that started to put me at ease.
"Hi."
And then we stood. I couldn't take another step. I was frozen just past her door, and she remained by her bed. There was silence. My mind raced trying to find something to say, but I just couldn't continue the conversation, I was lost. For a while it seemed like Kelly was too.
She stood biting her lip for several painstaking moments before she broke the silence.
"I'm sorry," she finally managed to utter.
Her response took be aback. She was sorry? She was basically assaulted by her brother and she was sorry? I felt like shit and suddenly wanted to talk.
Still, a confused "What?" was all I was able to manage at first.
Kelly began to speak but hesitated, apparently not knowing what to say. There was more silence until Kelly broke it once more.
"Andrew what was that? I'm sorry I freaked out, but I just don't really know what happened and I'm embarrassed, and freaked out, and I just had to go, to think. But we need to talk."
"Kelly, we do. I'm sorry. I don't know what happened, I lost control, and I'm so sorry."
I took a step into the room.
"You lost control? Andrew, we basically just dry humped each other. I peed on you. I fucking peed on you."
Did Kelly just say we dry humped each other? Did she just admit that she actively participated in whatever just happened? My heart pounded in my ears, but it was not the time to jump to conclusions, so I responded carefully.
"Yeah, but it was my fault."
"Andrew, that's not what I wanted this conversation to be like. I don't care who did what. I'm just really confused and hoped we could figure shit out."
I took another step into the room, though Kelly still remained a distance from me. I nodded at her with a half smile, as my anxiety shifted from fear to anticipation.
Kelly continued, "because, Andrew, I peed on you, and you kinda seemed to enjoy it... a lot."
This sentence made me feel ashamed again, and I looked towards my feet as kelly continued.
"And I just. I guess. I wanted to see if that was actually the case or if I'm just completely crazy. Because if this is a one sided thing. I..I don't know. I..."
Finally a few words came to me, and I responded, "One sided thing? Kelly, what do you mean by that?"
"Well, that's why I'm confused. I mean, what happened...when I, lost it," she hesitated, "I..I mean, it felt really good-too good-in a way that it shouldn't. And in the moment, I kind of went with it because it felt so good-I really lost control-and it seemed like I wasn't the only one, but you're my brother you know? And the whole this just got weird...Please talk to me, Andrew, I don't know what I'm saying here."
Kelly suddenly looked on the verge of tears. I sighed and closed the gap between us, walking towards her by the bed.
"Kelly. You were definitely, definitely, not the only one," and I decided it was time to come clean. I sighed deeply, and then laid it all on the table.
I told Kelly about two days ago, about peeing in the pool and how it made me feel. I told her how confused it made me and I waited for her response. She didn't say anything, but she smiled, widely and warmly.
"Aren't you weirded out?" I asked.
"Listen, okay," she responded with a chuckle, "after what happened, I don't think anything will weird me out. Besides, I'm just glad to hear I'm not crazy. That actually makes me feel a lot better."
I smiled at her, but only a half smile. I had to come completely clean, "yeah, but that's not all. It really was my fault...I sort of planned the whole thing...well not the whole thing...but I wanted to make you pee, and I feel like I manipulated you into the situation. Had it not been for me, we wouldn't be here."
"Oh."
She responded tersely, then sat for a moment in contemplation.
"I wondered why you kept feeding me beers, haha. I thought you were just trying to get me buzzed or something..."
Her laugh was genuine and she did not seem upset.
"So you're not mad?"
"I mean, I do kind of wish that if that kind of situation were to happen I were in the know...but no. I'm not mad. And it wasn't entirely your fault. I very consciously made the choice to straddle you..."
She laughed.
A weight lifted off my conscience and I think it showed on my face. Kelly mirrored my expression, but there were still more questions.
"So what do we do now?"