It was more than an hour later before Drew came downstairs, I guess he’d been trying to get up the nerve. I decided I needed to calm him down if I was to get what I wanted. “Come here, Drew.” I said, patting the couch beside me. He reluctantly did as I requested, and I continued. “Drew, are you upset, or sorry about what happened?”
“No, mom. It was just strange, me doing that with you in the room, especially with you, you know.”
“Naked. You mean with me naked?”
“Yes, mom.” He said, blushing slightly, “Naked.”
“You’ve seen a naked woman before Drew, haven’t you?”
“Only in magazines, mom.”
I was surprised, “But what about the girls you date, haven’t you seen them naked, you know when you…”
“Mom! None of the girls I date have let me see them, hell, I have hardly touched them.”
“You mean that you haven’t had sex yet, that you’re a virgin?” I asked, excited at the thought that I might be my sons first sexual experience. “Don’t you want to have sex with them?”
“Of course I do, but we get started and something happens and they change their minds.”
“What happens Drew?”
“I don’t know, we start making out and then they stop, and say it’s time to go home. I must be doing something wrong.”
This was the opening I’d hoped for, my chance to get things started. “Tell you what, Drew. Why don’t you show me what happens on your dates and I’ll tell you what’s going wrong. Okay?”
“Okay. We’re sitting in my car, and I put my arm around their shoulders.”
“Drew, I said show me. Do to me exactly what you do to your girlfriends.”
“But mom, I can’t touch you like that, you’re my mother.”
“It’ll be okay, Drew. We’re just doing this to help you, its not as if anything is going to happen between us.” Unless I get my wish, I thought to myself. “Besides, you’ve already seen my naked body, a little touching can’t hurt. Anyway, you said you never got very far, so what will it hurt?”
He thought it over for a minute, then hesitatingly put his arm around my shoulders. “Then I…”
“Drew, don’t waste time talking, just show me, I’ll tell you when you go wrong.”
Drew nodded, then turning me to face him he started kissing me, it was the first time we’d kissed like this, strange, I thought, we’ve seen each other naked, but we’ve never kissed before. Not real kisses. Man, woman kisses. I was really getting into it when I felt his hand move onto my breast, it was getting better and better. Then I felt a sudden shaft of pain shoot through my body, he was squeezing my breast, way too hard. I jerked away from him, dislodging his hand, boy that hurt, no wonder his dates had lost the urge. I wanted to make love to my son badly, but now I had totally lost my arousal. Still, maybe I could make this work for me.
“Sorry mom, but you asked me to show you what I did. You reacted in exactly the way my dates do. What am I doing wrong?” he said, almost in tears.
“It’s okay, Drew, I know what the problem is. You squeezed my breast too hard, it hurt.” I told him. “No woman likes having her breasts squeezed like that, well there might be some, those who are into pain. You’ve just got to be more gentle, tell you what I’ll show you how.” I could feel my excitement begin to grow. I moved us back into position and guided his hand onto my breast, then I lightly squeezed it, applying very little pressure so he could tell the difference. “There, Drew, that’s about the right amount of pressure to apply. You see the difference?” He nodded. “Good, but this isn’t working, it’s hard to really show you through my clothes. Would it be okay if I take off my blouse and bra?” He nodded again, his eyes locked on my hands as I raised them to the buttons of my blouse.