The first clues came from a conversation I overheard in the girl's locker room at school. The coolest clique of ultra-girls were huddled around a locker, wearing only their panties and giggling as one of them relayed experiences from the teenage sex battlefield. They always wandered around the locker room wearing only their panties. They were proud of their developed bodies and flaunted them at every opportunity.
Those of us who were lagging behind in the estrogen race, myself one of them despite being 18, were always more insecure and rarely showed any skin, for fear of teasing.
I was quickly changing into my clothes as I tried to catch tidbits of conversation from the more experienced girls. The ones who were way ahead in their sexual development. The ones who knew about 'things'.
"No WAY!", said one of the girls.
"Seriously! It shot about ten feet in the air...", replied the proud storyteller.
"Did you get any on you?"
"Duh! Of course! That's what he wanted. 'All over your tits.' That's what he said. And who am I to say no to Todd..."
"He is like so gorgeous..."
"So he just sorta sprayed you with it?"
Giggles. Snorts. But they all quieted down to hear the reply. I was now dressed but taking my time tying my shoelaces. I wanted to hear as well.
"All over... it was pretty cool."
"Then what?"
"He wanted me to lick it clean..."
"No WAY! Did you?"
"Mmm. He said he wanted me to taste him. And since he tasted me..."
"Well!? What did it taste like?"
I waited for the reply. I didn't really know what they were talking about. I mean, I had some idea, but this was more educational that sex ed class.
"Hey, toothpick!"
That would be me. I jumped and looked over at the group, all of whom were staring viciously at me.
"She is like totally eavesdropping..."
"Beat it, toothpick. This is out of your league."
I didn't reply. You never replied. You just did what I did; gathered your things in a hurry and got the hell outta there.
I stood in front of the mirror in my room and regarded my figure. Toothpick, sure, compared to their zeppelin tits, but my figure wasn't that bad, I reasoned. I had a waist, after all. One that flowed out into my hips. I had tits, didn't I? I cupped them in my hands, pushing them out a little. They didn't reach the next time zone, but they were firm and... pert. Yeah, I had pert tits. That sounded cool.
My ass was firm, too and I had learned one thing from the ultra-girls, shaving your pubic hair was a must. I copied their habit and shaved my pussy clean.
Not that it served much purpose when nobody ever saw it, but it made me feel a little bit cool keeping it constantly smooth.
I ran my fingers down the sides of my pussy, to check if I needed to shave, but it was still smooth from this morning.
I kept rubbing when I felt that nice, tingling feeling start flowing through my body. My mouth dropped open as I watched myself rub my fingers along the sides of my hairless pussy. It felt so good.
I lay down on my bed and let a finger glide up and down my lips and felt them moisten. But I couldn't concentrate. I kept wondering what the ultra-girls were talking about. I pieced together the snippets: 'shot ten feet in the air', 'he sprayed you with it', 'she tasted it like he tasted her...'
Okay, I knew that guys, when they had an orgasm, shot sperm out of their dicks. I wasn't that stupid. I had just never seen it and had no idea what it looked like. And all that tasting stuff. Did she mean she tasted it? Like he tasted her? Was that what I thought it was?
Boy, I needed a date, I thought as I reached up and put my hands behind my head, staring up at the ceiling. I knew I was too shy, but there must be a way to figure all these things out.
There wasn't really anyone I could ask. None of my sorry friends had any idea and while my dad and I had a great relationship, I couldn't really approach him with sexual questions.
Mom left years ago and we didn't know where she was so I was pretty much alone with the mystery. Dad had various girlfriends, but nothing regular. Some nights on weekends I could hear him fooling around with his latest fling in his bedroom. All sorts of sexy sounds could be heard. I couldn't help but touch myself when I heard them. The sounds of people of having sex was... well... sexy.
Even if it was my dad. He's a good-looking man and keeps himself well-trained. I never really thought of him being good-looking before, but... I guess he is.
My dad had a date that night and wouldn't be home until late so I just crashed on the sofa and watched TV. I was surprised when he came home way too early. He was grumpy when he told me he was stood up. That after dinner, the girl wanted to go home. Alone.
He looked kinda upset about it.
"Why did she want to go home?"