This happened in 1994 with her son. Life was different in those days. Without the internet, sex was a tricky thing to navigate for young adults. As she was about to learn, sometimes a mother's guidance is irreplaceable.
Elizabeth thought it was her lucky day as she drove down Rockland Boulevard and neared her home. Things in the office finished quicker than expected and she got the rest of the day off. It was such a beautiful day that she figured she'd pick up her 18 year old son Billy and head to the beach.
Parking in front of her house, she noted with satisfaction that Billy's bike was up against the garage - he was home. There was a second bike there, one she didn't recognize.
Entering the house through the side door, she was just about to call out to her son, when she heard sounds from the living room. The sounds were unmistakably dirty. Had her son borrowed a porn video tape from a friend? She paused, careful not to make any noise. Ever so gently, she moved to the living room doorway for a better look.
A loud porn video was indeed playing. From her vantage point, she could see the back of Billy's head as he sat on the sofa. She could tell he was breathing hard, speaking in a low voice.
"Oh God..." Billy panted. "It feels so good. My cock feels so good."
Both a smile and a tinge of embarrassment covered Elizabeth's face as her original assumption proved true. Her son was getting sexual relief from someone while watching pornography.
"I wonder who it is?"
Liz thought as her curiosity overcame her embarrassment.
"Could it be Cindy Kellers, or maybe Donna Griffith?"
Two girls Billy had been dating over the summer. The thought of interrupting them never entered her mind. She'd already had a long talk with Billy about the facts of life. She knew that when the time came, there wasn't anything she could do to prevent her son from becoming sexually active, no more than her parents could've stopped her. All she could do was make sure he knew enough of the facts to make the right decisions.
As she backed away to quietly leave, it occurred to her that if she went around the hallway, she would be able to see the couch from the side. Her curiosity about the girl's identity got the better of her and she quickly took the detour.
When Elizabeth reached the kitchen entrance to the living room, she paused before looking in. She felt flushed and strangely sexually excited. The thought of watching her son getting blown or fucked was strangely turning her on.
"Jan... I'm gonna cum..." Billy called out.
"Jan... Jan who?"
Liz thought as she peeked around the edge of the doorway.
The earlier redness in her face suddenly turned to pure white as she looked at the two lovers. The hand wrapped tightly around her son's cock, belonged to an unknown brown-haired male.
In shock, she watched the college-aged male named Jan furiously stroke her son's penis. The rapid rate of Billy's breathing showed that an orgasm was imminent.
Unable to utter a sound, Elizabeth stood there transfixed as a torrid of white cum erupted onto Jan's face. With a hungry intensity, he engulfed Billy's cock and swallowed as much of the precious white fluid as he could. Through it all, Elizabeth could hear her son's soft moans.
Finally taking a small measure of control, she retreated into the safety of the kitchen. Her own breathing was as rapid as Billy's had been moments before. Standing flat against the wall, she listened to their exchange as the porn was turned off and the living room became silent.
"You ejaculated more than the guy in the video," Jan teased. "See, I knew you'd like it."
"Yeah, thanks for bringing the video. And for doing this favor. It was a lot better than jerking off."
Hearing her son acknowledge that he enjoyed the oral sex was spellbinding. The trembling in Billy's voice was proof enough that this was something that would eventually escalate.
"Think you're ready to try sucking my cock?" Jan asked. "It's not that difficult, you know."
There was a pause. "I think I just need a little more time. I don't have all the experience you have. I mean, I thought we were just going to jerk off like last time."
"Hey, it's okay, I can wait. I'm not one of those cock-teasing girls that gets you all hot and bothered, then sends you home with a case of blue-balls."
"I'm glad," Billy replied. "None of them want to jerk me off unless I spend a lot of money first."
"Exactly. You know, working for Mr. Wilson for my internship has really opened my eyes to a lot of things. He showed me that guys don't need a girl to get an amazing blowjob."
"You mean... " Billy's voice trailed off in shock.
"That's right. All you have to do is suck with passion and avoid teeth."
"Wow."
"I know. He's always sucked me off real good in return. There's no drama or anything, like with girls. Just pure adult fun."
Billy paused for a moment. "Maybe next I'll be able to... you know... do a little more. I think I'd be okay sucking you off. I don't want to lose you as a friend."
"Sure, whatever you're comfortable with. It'll be fun coming here when your mom isn't around."
"For sure. My mom would kill me if she found out about this."
That was Elizabeth's cue to make her exit.
Tracing back her steps out into the street, Elizabeth found herself asking a hundred questions at once. How long had this been going on? Who was this person, Jan? Was her son gay?
She drove and headed back down the boulevard. She wasn't sure where she was going or who she could talk to. After about fifteen minutes, Liz found herself by the edge of Larsen's Park. Leaving the car in the parking lot, she took a long walk around the lake.
It couldn't have been going on too long, she thought. Not if they'd only been jerking off together. She read that boys sometimes jerk off with a friend, but it usually never went any further. In fact, her own sister had taught her how to masturbate when they were in college all those years ago. Something that was equally taboo to what Billy was doing, filling in those curious desires.
But her sexual history wasn't the important thing. Was Billy gay? That was a hard question. If he was, there was nothing she could do but accept it.
Elizabeth was educated enough to understand that you didn't turn gay, it was something that you were born as. No, she didn't think Billy was gay - she just thought he was horny and awkward around girls. When you're 18, maybe it's not so important that the mouth around your cock doesn't belong to a girl.
Then she remembered something one of her girlfriends in college had once told her during an all-night study session. Carla said that when she was about 19, she'd had a short lived relationship with one of her female cousins. Oral sex and so forth. The relationship died a quick death the first time Carla had been with a guy about a year later.
Maybe Billy just needs a real woman to have something to compare. Then again, if this relationship went on for too long without something to balance, Billy might have no desire to try something else. From her own married experience, Liz knew that when your sex life was going great, it was easy to be blind to many problems.
"Should I try to get my son laid?"
she thought to herself.
With a laugh, she headed back to the car and headed home.
***
Billy was alone in the kitchen as she walked in. Only one bike was outside so it was obvious Jan had left.
"You're home early," Billy pointed out.
Liz quickly told him about the schedule change, changing the timing so that it put her at work while he was getting sucked off by his friend, Jan.
"And what have you been up to today?" Liz asked.
"Not much, just hanging out. I went out with my friend this morning."
She raised an eyebrow. "Where did you go?"
"To the arcade, then video store. Normal stuff."
All she could think about were the sexual activities her son had been doing a while ago. She wondered if Billy still felt an orgasmic high, or if his cock was still reeling.
"I see. Any plans for tonight? It's Friday, after all."
"No plans," Billy answered. "We can watch a movie together. I rented a video."
"That sounds like fun. Did you rent anything good?"
He smiled, "The new Schwarzenegger movie."
"On second thought, why don't you invite Cindy or Donna over? I could make you some snacks to go with the movie and then I'll leave."
"I kinda lost interest in them, mom. They weren't that interested in me anyway."
She could sense the hurt in her son's voice. It broke her heart and it explained a lot about the current situation.
"That's their loss."
He shrugged. "Oh well. That's how it goes."
"No worries, I can make us a romantic dinner," she said playfully and suggestively. "Just the two of us with a candle light meal before the movie."
"Gross!" he hollered.
She laughed.
So much for Plan A,'
Liz thought.
'Even if I could get one of those girls over here, there was no guarantee that anything would happen. I mean, I couldn't just ask one of them to fuck Billy. If anything, another frigid date might just drive him further into Jan's 'you don't need a girl' philosophy.'
She continued to toss ideas in her mind as she headed up the stairs and into her bedroom. A shower was definitely in order.
'I could hire a prostitute,'
Liz thought as she tossed her dress onto the bed.
'But that would also fit into Jan's 'you have to pay a girl for sex' theory.'
The warm water of the shower felt good. As she soaped up her body, Elizabeth felt frustrated. If only her old friend, Lisa still lived next door. Lisa Sweeney always had a thing for young men. A few times she even fucked college students she tutored in math.
Elizabeth envied Lisa's brazen encounters on occasions, wondering what it would be like to initiate a young man into sex. All she would've had to do was ask, and Lisa would've had Billy in her bed in a flash. But Lisa moved away last year, unfortunately, so there goes that plan.
Absentmindedly, Elizabeth began to masturbate as she thought of Lisa and all those young hard bodies.
If only I could be more like Lisa, I could take care of this problem myself.