I gave my son Randy a couple of weeks to think about sex with his mother. I didn't want to overwhelm the boy; after all, he'd had an intense experience with his sister and he needed to process all that before moving on to a much more daunting emotional challenge.
Randy and I have been close since he was a child, but I couldn't call him a Mama's boy. There is nothing weak or needy in him. In fact, he'd been a rock to me when his father passed several years ago. Only in his teens, Randy took it upon himself to stay by my side through the funeral and the subsequent meetings with lawyers and accountants to sort out the financial maze my husband had built with his partner, Jeff. It was clear that Randy had a good head for business long before he ever attained his MBA, and that he'd make an excellent asset to the company in his father's stead.
Me, I wanted out of it altogether. I was left well provided for in my husband's will, and I had the option to retain a partial ownership but chose not to. If I'd been an older widow I might have opted to keep a hand in the business, but being only in my forties I hoped I still had many years ahead to build a new life for myself. And I knew that Randy was perfectly capable of stepping into his father's shoes.
I'd first noticed my son's attractiveness not long after I lost my husband. Perhaps I was just a lonely, horny widow. My husband had been some years older than me; but very dynamic and clever. I saw some of him in Randy, of course, but they were very different. While Victor commanded attention, Randy was more subtle. Victor did nothing by halves; it was the best of everything, all the time, and as a father he was quite demanding that his children succeed. They'd both done so, to my pride, although I'd worried that he was a little harder on Randy since it seemed a foregone conclusion that he would move into the family business.
Randy seemed content with this plan, he liked the work, and his good humor allowed him to become well-liked in the company. In fact, it had reached my ears that he was the object of quite a few female fantasies; apparently there was even a betting pool on who would fuck him first. Since I was no longer in the loop on office gossip, I had no idea whether or not anyone had won that competition.
Randy had no shortage of women in his life. He wasn't one of those sons who felt compelled to hide his sexuality from his mother. He'd brought girls home on his college breaks and I heard them raucously fucking. Even then part of me was a bit jealous and felt some longing for that kind of attention from him. I immediately put the kibosh on such feelings; after all, I was his mother. It was preposterous to think of him that way.
It wasn't until I began an intimate relationship with my daughter, Joannie, that I started seriously considering my son sexually. Joannie was a beautiful young woman, reminding me of myself at her age. She'd even jokingly accused me of wanting her so that I could fuck myself. It wasn't far from the truth. I'd kept my looks up, but there was no comparison in the tone of our skin, the perkiness of those breasts (although mine were larger) and the soft folds of her sweet little cunt. It flattered me a bit to know that, even after two pregnancies, I was able to make my daughter gasp in excitement, licking me, sucking my clit -- she'd been with other women and found me every bit as sexy.
So why wouldn't my son?
In hopes of assuaging any doubts he might have, I determined that we needed to have a talk. I hoped that by being direct with him it might dispel some of the reluctance he might have, that the very idea of us together was outrageously heinous.
I chose to make an appointment to see him at work. He wouldn't be caught by surprise at my arrival, and in a professional environment we could have privacy yet no expectation of the conversation turning into anything more.
I dressed carefully, so that he'd have no reason to believe I was there for anything but a chaste mother and son visit. I wore a navy blue suit, above-the-knee skirt and the waist-length jacket, paired with an ecru silk blouse and a low-cut, lacy camisole beneath- elegant yet sexy. During my last shopping trip with Joannie I'd picked up a new pair of Manolo Blahniks. Joannie called them 'fuck me' shoes; I was going to find out if they lived up to that nickname.
"Hey, Mom," he greeted me when I was shown into his office. He got up from behind his desk, and came around to give me a hug.
He looked sensational, but I'd never before noticed him as a man. Randy, my son. Those three words seemed forever glued together. Randy the man was young, fresh, full of that testosterone essence that made me close my eyes and smile when he held me for a moment.
"You look beautiful," he said, releasing me to sit in the chair in front of his desk. Our eyes met for a moment; he seemed embarrassed.
"Everyone is surprised to see me," I remarked, crossing my legs, relaxing. "I suppose it's been awhile since I made an appearance."
He nodded, returning to his chair. "They ask me about you. I tell them you're enjoying life."
"I am, for the most part," I agreed. "I'm always interested in enjoying it more, though."
"Oh?" he seemed apprehensive.
I leaned forward, my elbows on the front of his desk. "Have you talked to Joannie since I last saw you?"
"I -- uh -- well, no. I've talked to her but we haven't seen each other."
"I wondered if you'd talked about what she said," I continued, in my best sensible tone of voice. The last thing I wanted to do was overwhelm him with my desire to make love with him.
He knew better than to play coy with me.
"Well, uh, yeah," he admitted. He was having trouble meeting my gaze.
"I'd like to know what you think about it. You've had some time to let the idea kick around in your head."
"Mom, I love you. You know that. And, well, you're a beautiful woman. I mean, with Joannie it was . . . really great," here he cleared his throat, "and it wasn't too hard for me to forget that she was my . . . sister."