I had a suspicion that my older brother Jared had been snooping in my room; nothing I could put my finger on, but things weren't exactly the way I left them when I had gone to school that morning. I wasn't too worried about it: the things that would have been really bad for him to find were all safely locked in a box under my bed. Nothing was missing, nothing seemed to have been disturbed... but I was pretty sure that I hadn't left the panties I wore yesterday on top of the pile of dirty clothes. No, they had been buried under my pajamas, I was pretty sure of that.
Jared was home from college that semester, living at home and working to save up money. The idea of him rooting through my dirty underwear just wouldn't get out of my head. He wasn't a bad looking guy really. He was tall and lean, and the only blond in the family. He had filled out since he had left for college; he was definitely a man now. I was eighteen, tall and gawky, in my senior year of high school. If he hadn't been my brother...
The more I thought about it, the more turned on I got. I was a virgin at the time; I hadn't dated much, and the only boy I had ever dated had broken my heart the last summer. I knew that my body had changed a lot in the last few years, and I was insecure about it. I wanted to be sexy. I wondered what Jared did with my panties. I wondered if he masturbated with them. I kind of liked the idea, though I knew I shouldn't. I decided to try an experiment.
That night, after I got myself off (thoughts of Jared and the bulge in his jeans kept coming unbidden into my head and I had to push them away), I pressed the crotch of the underwear I had been wearing that day against my pussy. I wiped my wetness into them. I held the damp material to my nose. My scent was all over them. I left them on top of the big stack of dirty clothes in my closet. Then I pulled a hair from my head and laid it across them.
When I got home from school that afternoon, Jared was still at work. He did noon to ten o'clock shifts, six days a week. I ran up to my room and checked the closet. Sure enough, the hair was missing, and I was sure that my panties had been moved. So it was true; someone had been messing with my dirty underwear, and I knew it wasn't Mom. Somehow I found that really exciting.
I was bold that night. I wore my red thong, my "first date" underwear, as I called it, to bed. I fucked myself hard with my vibrator, leaving the panties on, pulled to one side. Needless to say, they got soaked. I moaned out loud when I came, as loud as I dared. Jared's room was next to mine, and I found myself half hoping that he could hear me through the wall.
The next morning, after making my bed, I took a deep breath and made my decision. I left the red thong (still damp and reeking of my sex) sitting on the top sheet of my bed. I got a piece of paper and a pencil and left a note next to them:
JARED-
I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING
-A
All day at school I thought and worried about what would happen when he found the note. Or maybe I had been making it all up. Maybe the hair I had left the other day had just blown off. What did he think about when he borrowed my underwear? Did he jerk off to them? I kind of hoped he did. I kept getting excited thinking about it. What kind of a pervert was I? I had a hard time concentrating on schoolwork.
When I got home, I ran straight to my room. My panties were still there, untouched as far as I could tell, and there was a new note next to them:
ANDREA-
I'M REALLY SORRY. I WON'T ANYMORE.
-J
I felt really bad. I hadn't meant it that way. I didn't want him to feel bad. It wasn't as if he was hurting me. When we were younger, I used to borrow magazines from under his bed, and he had never said anything, though I suspected that he knew. Anyway, I didn't really want him to stop.
I hadn't been in his room since he had been home from college. It was tidy (not like mine), and quite bare. Just his clothes in the closet and his shoes next to the neatly made bed. No decoration, just a few books. I looked under the bed, but no magazines there; they had gone away when he had left for college, and apparently hadn't come back with him. It seemed more like a hotel room than someone's bedroom. I left the dirty red panties on the middle of his bed with a new note:
J-
IT'S OK I DON'T MIND.