I was frustrated. I had been dating Sandra for three months, and while she gave it up like a hooker at a Shriner's convention, she absolutely refused to fill her mouth with my dick. She had told me how, one time, she had been all but forced by a friend of her brother's to suck him off. He had been crude and rough and had not warned her when he was about to shoot, making her gag on his spurting load. The experience turned her off so completely that she never wanted to suck another cock for the rest of her life.
Maybe it would not have been such a big deal, since Sandra was a luscious brunette beauty with big natural tits and a tight little honey pot, but I had been spoiled by an orally-addicted former girlfriend who preferred my dick in her mouth to in her pussy. Not that I wanted Sandra to follow in that vein; all I was asking for was the occasional blow job. Not a big deal, right?
But to Sandra, it was a big deal. Big enough that she had gotten upset with me for even mentioning it again, and cut our date short. She didn't even give me a kiss before stomping up the walk to her house.
It was eight-thirty when I headed home. No, wait, I should clarify: it was
only
eight-thirty, on a
Friday
night. I was morose, despondent, pissed off, and as I already mentioned, frustrated. Not only was I not getting a blow job, but I wasn't getting any pussy, either. And I knew that my buddies were all with their wives or girlfriends, probably getting their share of poontang pie by now.
I got into one of those melancholy moods as I angled my car along the roads toward home. Twenty-three, still in college and with only seventy-two hours under my belt, living at home, waiting tables. I had friends from high school who were well into their careers by that point. Married friends, with kids on the way, homes of their own. Happy friends. Successful friends.
I parked the Dart along the curb before the house, mumbled to myself as I headed up the walk. I jerked open the door, almost slammed it closed. Mom was out of town, as she was every other weekend. She worked for a medical supply company and spent six days a month looking for other markets. Normally, that would have meant bringing Sandra home and letting her stay the night. But not tonight.
I headed to the kitchen, grabbed a beer from my private stash. My eyes narrowed as I realized one of them was gone. "God damn it, Hannah," I cursed under my breath. My kid sister had snaked one of my beers again.
Probably to loosen up before she gave it up,
I thought sourly.
"Bro?"
I was startled to hear my sister's voice from the living room. It was a Friday night; what the hell was she doing home? Hannah never stayed home on the weekends. Since the liberation of her eighteenth birthday, she had taken advantage of her fully legal status and the svelte, toned body she had been graced with. She had a literal crowd of boy-toys that called her day and night. It seemed she was always on her cell, talking to Ricky, or Joe, or Henry, or Stu, or . . . . I didn't know anyone who got as much action as my own sister.
But, then, I had to admit, she was a hottie. Five-seven, well-tanned, with long, straight, natural blonde hair and a model-gorgeous face, my sister was a stunner. I had seen her in bikinis and had to admit that her tight butt, long, toned legs and perky B-cups were damn near perfect.
I grabbed a brew, frowning. "Hannah?"
I came around from the kitchen, looked into the living room. There she sat, Indian-style on the couch, a bowl of sunflower seeds cradled by her legs. All I could see in the way of clothing was a long white T-shirt. Her hair was dark and damp from a recent shower, and her scrubbed face glowed naturally. Hannah rarely wore makeup beyond some eye shadow and a little mascara, but her total lack of face paint made her look like a sweet little sixteen-year-old.
She gave me a sheepish look, glancing to the open bottle before her on the coffee table. "I took one of your beers, Billy," she said. "Sorry. I was gonna leave a couple'a bucks in the case."
I shrugged. My sister was so sweet, I couldn't be mad at her. "It's no big deal," I said, falling into the big recliner across from the couch. Hannah had one of the cable channels on, showing one of those stupid teen movies. Something about a teen-aged porn star that lives next door to a high school geek.
"You okay, bro?" asked Hannah, cracking sunflower seeds. I could never understand my sister's addiction to the things. They seemed to be too much work for such a little reward. But she devoured them by the pound.
I grunted noncommittally, taking a healthy swig of my beer. I stared at the screen, not really watching the movie.
"I thought you were out with Sandra tonight," she said.
I grumbled, gave her a sidelong look. "What about you? You're never home on a Friday night."
She shrugged casually. "Didn't feel like doing nothing," she said. "I even turned off my phone."
That surprised me. "
You
without a cell-phone?" I chided.
Hannah rolled her eyes. "I'm not that bad," she complained. She sighed, cracked another sunflower seed. "I just wanted to be alone. Partying every weekend gets kind'a old after a while, you know?"
I pursed my lips, sipped my beer. "I guess," I said. "You want me to go upstairs?"
Hannah's brow furrowed. She was so blonde that her eyebrows were practically invisible. "Why?"
"Well, you said you wanted to be alone," I said.
Hannah cocked her head. "I meant from everyone else," she said. "You're my bro. I like being around
you
. You don't . . ." she trailed off, scrunching her face as she picked at another seed.
I frowned. Something was bothering my sister. "I don't what?"
She shook her head. "Nothing," she said. She lifted her eyes, sensing that I was looking at her. "Look, I don't wanna talk about it, okay?"
I nodded, feeling a little concern for my kid sister. I respected her as both my sister and a woman, and didn't press the point. "Okay," I said. "Just . . . if you ever wanna talk, I'm here."
Hannah gave me an affectionate smile. "Thanks, Billy. You're so sweet."
I smiled back, and we sat in silence for a while, half-heartedly watching the movie. I was still thinking about Sandra, about how I could have been balls-deep inside her at that very moment, holding her legs wide apart while watching her big tits bounce as I fucked her. But,
noooo
. . . I had to be a jerk and ask for a blow job when I
fucking
knew
she'd rather suck on a broken bottle than my dick.
I was getting hard, thinking about Sandra's luscious, meaty pussy, her little patch of brunette pubes above her clit, her pencil-eraser nipples adorning her firm, globular D-cups.
I should have suggested a tit-fuck
, I thought, berating myself. She let me do that sometimes, and even licked the head of my cock a little if she got turned on enough.
"But you better not blow your wad on my face, Billy,"
she would always warn me.
I was thinking I should head up to my room, pop in one of my porn movies and jack off, just to relieve the pressure. But my sister's voice startled me again.
"You guys have a fight or something?" she asked casually.
I jerked my head toward my sister. Hannah's eyes were on me, flickering back up to my face. I thought for a moment that she had been checking out my crotch. The bulge of my dick was pretty obvious in my well-worn jeans.
"What?" I asked.
Hannah chuckled. "You and Sandra," she said. "Hello? Anybody home? You guys have a fight, or what?"
I sighed. "Yeah, kind'a," I said.
"About what?" she continued.
"Nothing," I said.
Hannah snorted. "It's not 'nothing,' if you're sitting here on a Friday night, watching some lame-ass movie with your sister instead of banging Miss Big Tits," she said with casual bluntness.
I gave her a sour look, chugged the rest of my beer. "I need another drink," I groaned, getting up.
"Oh, so now you're gonna get drunk," lamented Hannah as I headed back to the kitchen.
"I'm not gonna get drunk," I called over my shoulder, popping the top off another beer. I took a big gulp from it.
Okay, maybe I am
, I thought, and grabbed another. "You want another one?"
There was a moment of hesitation before Hannah called back. "Sure, if you're offering," she said, then giggled. "We'll get drunk together."
I went back to the living room with the three beers, plunked one of them down next to my sister's almost-empty bottle. I could not help but glance toward her naked thigh, seeing most of one of her exposed cheeks. I suddenly wondered if my sister was even wearing underwear.
Well, that thought sure as hell didn't help my erection.
I fell back into the recliner, poured beer down my throat. I grimaced at the movie on the TV. "Can we watch something else?"
"Sure," said Hannah, downing the last of her first beer. "
Lifetime
?"
I gave her a sidelong look. "I was thinking
Sci-Fi
," I said.
Hannah rolled her eyes. "Please," she groaned, cracking another sunflower seed.
"Well, then what?" I asked, feeling annoyed again. "I'm not watching a chick channel."
My sister huffed, then suddenly smiled mischievously. "Let's order a porno," she suggested, her penny-colored eyes flashing.
I sighed. "I'm not watching a porno with my
sister
," I said. "Especially when I should be getting laid right now."
Hannah gave me a smirking look. "So why aren't you, Billy? How come Sandra's not bouncing her head in your lap right now?" She added a giggle to her question.
I huffed deeply. "Yeah, right, as if she would even do that in the first place," I grumbled dejectedly.
Hannah frowned, a funny smile on her face. "She doesn't blow you?" she asked casually. "Or, she's, like, one of those girls who does it for ten seconds and says that's enough."