Prince Henry returns home to his mother. "Long live the Prince!"
"Henry! You're home," she said running to him to wrap her arms around his neck. "I missed you so very much."
When wearing her high heels, instead of being up to the top of his shoulder, she was at eye level with his chin. With him leaning down to her and her leaning up to him, she kissed him with her eyes closed as if he was her long lost lover instead of her away at the university son. Even though the kiss lasted only for few seconds, she imagined it lasting longer while imagining that kissing him meant as much to him as it did to her.
She wished she could take him sexually instead of just having to settle for just his kiss. Definitely from this one kiss, with her fingers inside of her and her vibrator massaging her clit, she'd be taking his kiss to bed with her tonight. There, in bed, once masturbating herself, she'll imagined him licking her vaginal juices from her fingers in the way that she'd love to lick his cum from his cock. If only she could, she would.
'I'm so horny,' she thought to herself while almost saying it out loud and in front of her son.
As if plugging her into a wall outlet to electrify her, a million thoughts, responses, and impulses ran through her mind with the arrival of her son. Already so ready to have sex with him, she felt a familiar moistness between her legs and her nipples were already hard and begging to be fingered before being sucked. If only by the fact that he readily kissed her on the lips without turning away, she imagined that he missed and enjoyed kissing her as much as she missed him and enjoyed kissing him. If only by the fact that he didn't immediately break off their kiss, she imagined that he wanted to kiss her longer as she wanted to kiss him longer. Being that he agreed to come live with her in Qatar instead of living with his father in Boston, she imagined that he wanted her as much as she wanted him.
Wanting to kiss him longer and she would have kissed him longer if only she could have kissed him more passionately without him looking at her as if she was crazy. Something that no mother should do with her son, she wanted to part his soft, full lips with her tongue and give him a deep, wet kiss. Wishing she could French kiss her son, she'd love for him to return her kiss and French kiss his mother. She'd love to probe his mouth with her tongue while he probed his mouth with his tongue. Swooning at the thought of French kissing Henry, if only she could, she would.
Taking the risk that he'd think badly of her, she kissed him longer than she should, longer than what was appropriate, and longer than what was respectable. In those brief few seconds that she was kissing him, she pretended that he was her lover. She pretended that they were about to make love or had just made love. If only he was her forever lover, she'd be so happy. In her dreams of him, he is her forever lover.
As soon as he touched her and she smelled him as a lioness or a mama bear would do when greeting her cub, she imagined what it would be like to make out with him, really make out with him. With the both of them naked and with him touching and feeling her everywhere while she touched and felt him everywhere, she imagined what it would be like to make love to him. At that moment she wished he really was her lover instead of her son. She couldn't think of a better scenario of her son being her lover.
Something she routinely imagined in her sexual fantasies and perhaps experienced in their past lives, how better her life would be if her lover was her son? In the way that she sexually wanted her son, wanting nothing more in this world, she'd be so very happy if only he reciprocated the love she had for him by kissing her in the way that she so wanted to kiss him and to be kissed. In that moment, as if she was thrown back through eternity to begin their incestuous love affair all over again, she had memories of him making love to her. Those memories are what drove her crazy. Those memories are what kept the sexual feelings that she had for her son alive. Those memories are now all that she had.
Has she lived before? Were they lovers in another life? Sometimes so difficult to discern fantasy from reality, she wondered if he felt the same way about her. She wondered if he had the same disturbing albeit sexual exciting dreams that she was having. She wondered if he had thoughts about prior lives also. Only, how could she ask him any of that without him thinking that she was insane?
Not wanting him to deem her an incestuous slut, for her to show him real affection and the secret sexual desires that she hid from him, he needed to make the first move. As if attacking her before raping her, he needed to feel her through her clothes before undressing her. She imagined him stripping off her clothes. She imagined him taking her. He needed to take her in the way that she so wanted to strip off his clothes and take him. He needed to be the one to part her lips with his tongue and to touch and feel her everywhere with his hands. Without him making the first move, she was dead in the water and adrift in her endless sexual frustration with the unsated thoughts of having sex with him.
He needed to be the one to squeeze her ass while feeling her breasts. He needed to be the one to force her hand to his emerging erection and hold it there. With a gentle but forceful hand to the back of her auburn, pretty head, he needed to be the one to unzip himself, push her to her knees, and fill her willing mouth with the full length and girth of him. With her so willingly obliging him, he needed to be the one to hump her mouth and fuck her face while she sucked his cock. If only she could, she would.