I watched my father come out of his bedroom, the rain beating hard on the tin roof. He stopped and looked at me then turned to pour himself a cup of fresh coffee that I had put on just for him. I kept looking out of the corner of my eye as I pretended to watch a silly talk show. Yesterday I had been busy spending my first day of the summer vacation with him by doing what I loved most: running around in the thick woods. Today it was different.
Today I had awoke from one of the wildest dreams I had ever had, one in which I had laid in this man's, my father, arms as he slowly took me to where no dreams had ever. I could remember the lust and need until he was about to take my virginity away, then I woke up feeling a lot different about where my life was headed.
"Thanks, Babe," he said, pouring a cup of the coffee.
"What we going to do today?" I asked, my eyes taking him in from head to his bare feet.
"Oh, I don't know," he replied, looking at me with a sad look in his eyes. "Damn rain pretty well keeps us from doing much. What do you want to do?"
What a question! I wanted him to show me just how real a dream could be. "Well, why don't we just spend time together?"
"Don't ya think I will bore you?"
"No," I replied. "I just want to be with you and get to know you. After all, we haven't seen each other in almost a year."
"I know honey," he said sadly, coming towards me. "You are growing up so damn fast now and I kick myself for not being there for you!" His eyes roamed over my body, clad only in my usual short tee shirt and panties. I could feel his eyes taking in the swath of white material between my legs.
I had to do something. Had to get it to him how much I wanted him. I got up, walked over to him and took the cup of coffee and set it on the counter. "I love you," I whispered as I put my arms around him.
For a long moment he didn't move, then I felt his hands on to my back, slowly moving downwards. I pulled myself even closer to him to show I wasn't about to resist him. Down over the bottom of my tee shirt his hands moved, and then onto my panties until his hands were caressing my butt, pulling me even closer. "I missed you so much, Babe."
"I am never going to leave you," I moaned out as his fingers played along the top on my panties. "I am going to stay here with you the rest of my life."
It had dawned on him- this hermit my father had become- that I was more than interested in playing in the woods. His hands slid under my panties and was instantly caressing where no one had ever touched before. I moaned out at his touch and laid my head firmly on his chest. My heart seemed to be beating in my throat as he kissed me gently on my head.
"I love you so much," I groaned as my hands lowered to his butt, protected only by the jeans he had on.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked, guiding me back to the bed that the couch folded out to.
"Yes."
"How long you felt this way?" He whispered into my ear as his lips kissed deeply at the left side of my neck.