Been busy for a while and just got around to finishing this off.
This contains descriptions of pee play, so if that's not your thing, please be aware.
This describes an adult incestuous relationship, and is a work of fiction. Any similarity with anyone, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
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It was 4 months after my mother and I had buried my father and at 25 years old I felt it was so unfair to be burying him. I loved my dad, and we always got on well with each other. We were as much friends as we were father and son. I'll miss him but I can't say that for the only remaining member of my family, which is my mother.
The funeral was a little traumatic with my mother and I having a row and her saying that she didn't want to see me again. What made it worse was that I was happy with that outcome, but with me the only other member of our family it meant that Mum had sentenced herself to isolation. She only had a couple of real friends and even I never understood why they put up with her. She was opinionated and wouldn't accept any challenge to her point of view. If anyone dared challenge her she would cut them down with a glare or a word. Where most of us would laugh off a comment that may have been a little ill-chosen, my mother would consider it reason to hold the culprit responsible for the rest of their lives, with no possibility of any apology ever being accepted, and my mother never considering that anything would ever be enough to resolve the issue. The biggest problem with this was she was the most likely to make such a comment and then demand that those around her accept it. Even worse, if they didn't she would take offence at their lack of understanding and actually hold them responsible.
The other thing with Mum was that even at 47 years old she was extremely attractive and you were drawn in to her by her beauty before you ever got to experience the personality, which is where it often fell apart for those around her.
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It was a spring evening and I was sitting in the lounge watching a film with a drink. There was a knock on the door. I was surprised and checking the clock as I got up, it was only 7:20pm and I wondered who it was. I opened the door and was somewhat shocked to see my mother standing there. I just stood and was so taken aback that I wasn't able to speak. Mum suddenly said, "Well don't just stand there, can I come in? I want to speak to you."
I came back to the real world and held the door open for her to enter. I followed her into the lounge wondering what she was doing here after what she said at Dad's funeral. She sat down and waited looking at me. I sat and decided I would wait to hear what she had to say before I spoke. With that decision made I just looked at her and waited for her to say what she came here to say.
She began, "James, I know you probably regret what happened at your father's funeral but I suppose I didn't consider the impact of his loss on you. I decided I would let what you said go."
I was beginning to get slightly annoyed but decided that I would not react for now and wait to find out the real reason for her change of heart, because this kind of acceptance was completely out of character for her. So I simply responded, "What caused you to reach that conclusion?"
Staying very matter of fact, she answered, "I thought that as you and I were the last members of the family you might feel a little isolated."
"What makes you think that?" I asked.
For the first time my mother's gaze dropped momentarily and there was a sign of uncertainty before she gathered herself and replied, "I just thought that despite our little disagreement we're all we have."
I was now very curious. This was not one little bit like my mother. When she 'excommunicates' you there is no coming back from that. I had an idea and wondered whether she was still in touch with Janine and Angela, the only long-term friends she has.
So I asked, "How are Janine and Angela. They keeping well?
Mum's eyes dropped and she suddenly looked very unsure of herself. She replied quietly, "They're fine, I guess."
'I guess?' I repeated to myself in my head, wondering what that meant. So I decided to press a little with another question. "When was the last time you saw them both?"
She got her 'attitude' back and said, "I haven't spoken to either of them since the day after the funeral."
"How come?" I continued to question.
"They both thought that you were right when we had our disagreement at the funeral."
Then realization hit me. "You told them where to go, didn't you?"
"I don't expect my closest friends to not support me. So I told them that if they felt I wasn't justified in what I said they could leave and not to bother coming back."
I took a deep breath as the truth of the situation began to emerge fully. I pressed ahead in the knowledge that things could go pear-shaped at any moment. But what did I care, it would be no different to her not having turned up at my door. So I asked, "Have you seen anyone socially since then?"
Again, that hint of a lack of confidence from her again, "I've been out and spoken to lots of people, had drinks with them and enjoyed myself."
Pressing again, trying to get to the heart of what has brought her here, "But nobody has visited you and you haven't visited anyone since seeing Janine and Angela after Dad's funeral then?"
Mum's head dropped and it took considerable effort to eventually admit to me, "No."
It suddenly became very apparent that for the first time in her life she had nobody to bully, argue with, or condescend. She was alone and the ultimate irony for her was that having lived a life saying she didn't need anyone else, she had managed to manoeuvre herself into exactly the situation she had bragged that she would be happy with.
My mother's name is Paula; she is curvy with wavy blonde hair. She stands five feet five inches tall and keeps herself in shape. Despite her venomous nature she is an attractive woman. She was dressed in a skirt, that came to just above her knees. Sitting there opposite me the hem had ridden up a little showing her lower thigh. Her blouse showed off her camisole top and with the top 3 buttons undone a little cleavage was on show. She had make-up on and as I had always thought throughout my late teenage years and early twenties she was a desirable woman. Sadly, she was one of those women that every man wishes he had, but who would destroy him if he tried to possess her.
From the time I became sexually active, at 18, and experienced what sex was like, I began to fantasize about having sex with Mum, but I knew it would never be anything other than a fantasy. But suddenly I could see an opportunity to do something that I never would, or if I did I would pay for it for the rest of my life.
I took a deep breath and asked, "So you've been completely on your own for the last four months?"
"Yes." she replied keeping her head lowered.
I laughed, making sure she knew I was laughing at her and said, "Well this is a turn up for the books. All of your life you've prided yourself on your strength and independence and here you are alone, no friends and only me left. Why shouldn't I just kick you out of here and tell you that you're just reaping what you've sown?"
Looking up at me seeming scolded by my laugh she answered, "Because I'm all you've got left."
"I can assure you, you're not all I have left. I've spent the last ten years making a life for myself away from you. Why do you think it is you sitting in my lounge rather than me sitting in yours today looking like it was the end of the world?"
A little more retaliatory she spat, "So you're going to throw your own mother out then."
I looked at her, showing my own annoyance and spat back, "No I'm going to think about how much crap I'm prepared to put up with from you and whether it's worth the grief."
Mum went to speak and I held up my hand to stop her and said, "I think you should go now. I'll consider what you've said and I'll call you in a few days' time."
After a moment of uncertainty, she got up and followed me out to the front door. As she passed me I called to her, "Mum."
She stopped and looked back.
I continued, "Look, today has been a bit of a surprise and perhaps I'm not ready to make things up at the drop of a hat. Give me a few days and I'll give you a call."
She looked at me, almost staring into my mind through my eyes and then seemed to make a decision. She seemed to relax and simply said, "Alright James, I'll wait for your call." With that she turned, straightened herself and strode out to her car and drove off.
I went back into the house, mulling over what had just happened. I pondered and planned for several hours before deciding to go to sleep, exhausted mentally. I had formulated a plan and decided that if there was ever an opportunity to do something that very few people ever have the guts to consider, let alone try and even more rarely achieve, it was now. What made it more appealing was that if it didn't come off the worst thing that could happen is that I never saw my mother again.