Continuing with my past, on how my relationship with daddy was, the trials mummy and me were put through, her death, and him returning to prison. I start this Chapter by continuing and replaying, my wedding, and picking daddy up from prison after his subsequent release in 2021, leading up to my marriage ending, 3 years later.
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May, 5th 2021
After Robert and I had a conversation about daddy, his calling me out of the blue, and learning of his pending release, he reluctantly backed down and relented on going with me to pick up my father.
Later that day, Mrs. Green picked me up so I could pick up my wedding dress. I told her It would be one less thing I had to worry about getting. Once arriving, I tried it on and the person helping me made sure no other alterations were needed. It fit well.
"Goodness Sylvie, you look beautiful," Mrs Green, with a glowing smile, complimented me. Adding, she continued, "I still remember when Robert's father and I married 30 years ago; My dress was not THIS beautiful."
Now, tearing up, I hugged her saying, "Thank you, you have been so good to me."
The dress, a 3D floral plunging strapless Tuile ball gown with a slit in the leg and a mid length veil with beaded edge, all fit properly. The heels, 4" white close toed lace-up heels were already sitting in my closet as I hadnt yet decided on those or just plain white 4" pumps for my wedding. I was also still undecided on darker suntan pantyhose or lighter sun beige ones, embellishing my legs under the gown.
Satisfied, Mrs Green paid the balance owed and we left. What she didn't know at the time is I was told by my father to be wearing my bridal attire when I get him at the prison.
We ended up meeting Robert and Mr. Green at Capelli's, an upscale Italian restaurant near their home. I'd asked Robert not to mention daddy yet, as I didn't want Mrs Green to nose around asking me several questions. She is a wonderful lady, make no mistake, but she is very 'uppity'. I just didn't want anymore stress added to me. I told Robert they would meet him at the wedding rehearsal and dinner, and if not then, definitely the wedding.
I was sitting beside Mr. Green, with Robert sitting by his mother, when Mr. Green chimed in, "Jenn said you two went to get your dress. She refused to show me a picture with you wearing it at the bridal shop."
Mrs Green, taking the lead, rebutted him saying, "Nahh uhh, if Robert can't see it, neither can you; Luckily she has her own apartment so you nosey poseys have no access to it." Waving her finger at Robert scoldingly quipped, "And you, Mister, I'd better not hear you trying to sneak glances in her closet."
"But I'm walking her down the aisle dear," Mr. Green whined, reminding her of that important job.
"I don't care, the day of the wedding everyone will see." We were all laughing after Mrs. Green quashed those flames.
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On our drive back to my apartment, Robert spent the night. I was unusually quiet as the only thing on my mind was facing daddy tomorrow. I knew he was furious that I never mentioned my wedding. I just didn't know how he found out.
Robert tried to initiate intimacy, but I told him I wasn't in the mood. Assuring him it wasn't because of anything he did, he understood the emotions I was in the midst of, and so we went to sleep.
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The next morning, I arose before Robert, took a shower, shaved my legs, trimmed my pussy how daddy likes it, and went downstairs to make him breakfast before seeing him off. As he slept, I packed an overnight bag, consisting of several pair of panty hose, my veil, my lace, elbow length gloves, my garter I slide over my thigh, my white choker, and both pair of my white heels. I had already dressed in a floral dress, and yellow pumps, nylons already encompassing my legs.
Grabbing my wedding dress, secure in its safety bag, I went to the parking garage and hid the overnight bag, and wedding dress in the trunk. Once I accomplished that task, I went back up to my apartment, and made breakfast.
Walking Robert out to his car, we talked a little about the 3 hour drive I had, my 'gameplan' in how I was going to allay daddys concerns, and Robert's requests I text or call him along my journey and when I officially have daddy with me. Kissing him softly on his lips, holding one anothers hands, we both expressed our love for each other. Getting in his car, I waved him off.
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Now gone, I went to my car, and got my wedding dress, my choker and my lace-up white close toed pumps, and took them back to my apartment. Standing in front of the full length wall mirror, holding my gown up against my petite frame, a tear forming in my eye, I privately apologized to my fiance. "I'm sorry Robert, I love you so very much, but I cannot avoid this."
Changing from my floral dress into my wedding dress and looking in the mirror, I saw a different woman in that picture. Anxious, scared, full of dread, angry, desperate. "Damn you daddy!, I love Robert!"
Now dressed, my gown flowing, suntan pantyhose under my dress and my lace-up heels cinched around my ankle, I thought I would add an anklet, accentuating the nylon on my legs. I finished putting my hair in pig tails, put my eyeliner and lipstick on, and put my earrings, engagement ring and my long, black trench coat on. "Daddy will approve, maybe he'll be gentler on me tonight even though he's angry," I naively thought..
Looking at the picture Robert and I just took a few months earlier on the wall of my living room, I kissed my fingers and put them on Robert's lips, "I love you honey, I'm so so sorry."
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