"Rudra what time will you be back," I asked expectantly.
"I have an appointment to meet with the Dean to discuss an extension of my leave."
"Okay," he sounded pre-occupied. "I have to meet an important client today, but I'll try to get back as soon as I can." He felt his pockets for his car keys, then absently began to walk to the door.
"Alright." I caught up with him at the door and turned him around. "Are you alright," I murmured placing a goodbye kiss on his lips.
"Now I am," he smiled and held me around my waist. We swayed in each others arms and I sighed my content against his chest.
"You take care my darling," He murmured kissing me on my head.
I nodded.
I lifted my lips to his, we kissed and then with great difficulty I extracted myself from the comfort of his arms.
I used the morning hours to complete my chores before the babies woke. I vacuumed and cleaned and washed. After everything was spotlessly clean, I walked to our bedroom to take a long hot shower. The moment I got out I heard Vansh crying over the monitor, so I threw on my robe and made a dash to the nursery.
"Is my baby awake? Are you hungry baby?" I cooed holding him in my arms, walking slowly to the rocking chair. I cradled him holding him against my breast before he began to suckle. I stroked the side of his cheek. He looked so much like Rudra, the resemblance was uncanny. Thank god Rudra and I were actually related or it would be difficult explaining the resemblance to everyone specially ma. I still felt unsettled about ma leaving without as much as a word. My spine still tingled at the only reason I could attribute to her behavior. I tried to settle my nerves for the moment. If she had seen us that day, she would have confronted me at once.
I traced my son's features, his cute nose, the slight dent beneath it. He reminded me so much of his father, that it made my bones melt to honey.
I watched his tiny lips suck on my nipple and the gurgling sounds he made swallowing milk. He made my heart blossom with love.
I was brought out of my reverie. Yukti had begun to cry too, so I got up from my chair, Vansh still latched on to my nipple and walked up to the cradle to gently rock my precious little princess.
"I'm here darling, let your brother finish, hmm," I coaxed. "Then I'll feed you."
After an hour I had just finished putting both my contented babies into their crib, cooing to them gently of how much I loved them, when I felt strong arms encircle my waist.
"What the...?" I jumped out of my skin.
He laughed throatily as I turned in his arms to punch a small fist into his chest.
"You almost gave me a heart attack, you know?" I reprimanded him . "When did you get in?" I smiled at his boyish antics. He had rugged good looks, my heart skipped a beat.
He grabbed my ass pushing himself against my mound.
"I love the way you talk to them, like they understand everything," he said his eyes glowing with boundless love.
"They do understand everything." I chimed.
"Hmm," he gazed at my lips hungrily, then pushed the robe from my shoulders, gazed at my breasts, then pushed me to the carpet, beneath him.
"The babies are watching," I tried to coax him out of it. I was getting late for my meeting with the Dean.
"Hmm, I promise they'll only have pleasant memories of this, incase they do understand what we're doing." He held my breast swallowing it whole.
"Please Rudra, not before the babies." I pleaded.
"I want you," he growled at once. He hated it when I acted inhibited.
He unbuckled his pants then pulled his boxers down just enough to get his cock out. Roughly he pulled my legs apart and pushed his engorged organ into me.
"I moaned a sigh of contentment and saw the babies watch us in awe from their cradle before my eyes rolled into the back of my head.
"Ahhhhh," I moaned at the onslaught. "What's gotten into you darling?" I chuckled.
"I can't hold myself back Riya," he answered with a hint of shame. He'd never had rough sex with me when we were trying to have a baby, incase I was pregnant.
"Its okay," I whispered placing a kiss on his neck. It was a miracle he was fucking me hard. I liked it rough.
"Ahhhh," I moaned every time I felt his hard thrust.
His hand slid to its usual place around my neck strangling me with every thrust. He knew I loved this mixture of pain and pleasure and I felt my pussy flood.
"Ummmh," I moaned my arousal sucking on his lobe.
He groaned deep down in his throat. His lips found mine while we moaned our content into each others mouths. We climaxed together and Rudra collapsed over me. I stole a glance at the babies, they hadn't made a sound ever since we had started.
Vansh was sucking hard on his thumb and Yukti leant against him both of them transfixed on their parents.
I felt guilty. It was one thing for them to make their own choices when they grew up and quite another to expose them to our life choices. I would talk to Rudra about it when he was in a better frame of mind. But he wanted me when he wanted me. A smile broke on my face and my arms went around my love. I gently squeezed him to myself kissing his shoulder.
"I do have to go the University you know. I didn't call you home early for this." I chided him lovingly.
He didn't answer. He was still in his post- orgasmic- stupor.