I'd never been too close with my big sister Sabrina, but she'd usually been there for me when I was having trouble. It didn't matter if I was upset over a breakup, graduating, or looking for a job, Sabrina was never at a loss for advice and encouragement. And I had tried to be there for her as well when she graduated with honours, when she moved out, when she quit her prestigious firm job and filed a complaint over sexual harassment. She didn't need my help though. She could handle herself better than anyone.
Sabrina always won, and she never took shit from anybody. As a result, I had a certain image of her in my mind: a confident, independent woman, a little bossy at times, a little too ready to insert herself into my life, but always willing to help. Never out of control. It was a real shock to me when I arrived at her apartment one day and found her on her knees sucking off two men.
I didn't go to Sabrina's apartment often; she was usually busy with her own life, but I needed advice badly. Or maybe I just needed reassurance. When I'd arrived, the door had been left open a crack. It was very unlike Sabrina to leave something unfinished, even something as small as shutting a door. I reached for it and froze.
"Yeah, keep going, Sabrina. You fucking whore. Suck it harder." It was a man's voice. He was panting heavily. I had no idea what Sabrina got up to in her sex life, but it seemed I was on the verge of finding out. I knew I should have left. It was her business how she had sex. But I was just too curious. Sabrina had always been somewhat aloof about these matters. Ready to talk about sex, listen to the details of my love life, and advise me on them, but not share her own. But did she follow her own advice?
"Every man has one goal in mind when it comes to sex." she used to tell me. "Do it without the condom. Forget to put it on, never bring it up and hope you won't, or even let it 'slip off' during. You need to be alert and make sure that condom is on and stays on."
Surely Sabrina would never have sex without a condom. I peered in through the crack in the door. It was hard to make out what was happening. I opened it a little further and got the full side view. There was Sabrina, stark naked, on her knees. Not one but two men were standing beside her and she was alternating between them with her mouth and hands, her ass bobbing up and down over the carpet as her mouth slid along from shaft to base. How very pornographic. Not how I'd ever envisioned Sabrina having sex. That always involved her on top.
Both men were very erect and not wearing condoms. "Yeah, you've sucked a lot of dicks in your time, haven't you? You're so good, Sabrina." That was the panter again. As she turned her attention toward his partner, he grabbed her by the face and pulled her back. "No, no. Keep those pretty lips wrapped around my dick. Big Jim is going to give you a little present from behind."
Sure enough, the man who must be named Big Jim strolled around behind her, cock pointing up toward his stomach. Panter grabbed her by her long dark hair and half led half dragged her on her hands and knees over to the couch. I remember lounging on that couch while we watched television together. I'd even helped Sabrina move it closer to the door so the angle to the TV would be better. How fortunate for me.
Now Panter sat his naked flabby ass down on it with a
whump
and motioned for her to approach. She took his cock in the tips of her fingers and placed her mouth on the bulging head. He panted in approval. She must have done something with her tongue because he groaned and threw back his head in pleasure. Big Jim hoisted her ass up in the air and shoved his cock into her. She didn't make a sound as he began to thrust in and out enthusiastically, but her head movements slowed and her feet waved about in the air.
"Make sure to keep him slow." Sabrina would tell me. "He just wants to blow his nuts in you. If you don't control the pace, you'll never get off yourself." I wondered if Sabrina was getting off to Big Jim pounding her. His hips slapped against her ass again and again, and his balls bounced off her vagina. It was almost hypnotic. I almost envied her.
In that moment I realised my own sex life had been lacking. Sex had always been something I'd done carefully and safely, almost surgically. Kissing, some oral, condom on, one person climbs on top of the other, thrust until he cums, hopefully I would cum too. Usually not. Then I'd want to cuddle, but there was so much mess to clean up. And he'd want to pee, I'd want to pee, and the mood would be gone. He'd get dressed and then there'd be no point in sitting around naked while he was pulling on his shirt, so I'd get dressed too.
It had become so formulaic I'd never taken the time to appreciate the details, like the size of a man's testicles and the way they swung to and fro as he fucked. Big Jim's big balls swung and bounced off Sabrina so wild and carefree that I nearly stepped inside for a closer look. Then Big Jim groaned and slammed his considerable weight into Sabrina's backside. His balls twitched.
She stayed still, waiting patiently, mouth halfway down Panter's cock as he slammed into her a few more times, pushing out as much cum as he could. He pulled his cock out and wiped the excess jizz onto her ass and vaginal lips. Her vagina was completely smooth too; I didn't realise she shaved. More jizz leaked out and ran down her thigh. Sabrina didn't protest, just resumed servicing Panter. He was panting even harder, and sure enough, just a minute after Big Jim emptied his swinging balls into Sabrina, he grabbed her by the hair again and came. More white jizz flowed out, this time from Sabrina's mouth as she spluttered and coughed.
I had always shied away from rough sex even though it gave me a thrill when I thought about it. Maybe because it gave me a thrill when I thought about it. It was frightening, yes, but there was a certain sense of delight in it too. Delight that I could finally witness it without having to take part; hot as it was, I didn't think I could ever stand it. "Yeah, drink my cum, Sabrina. You like that? You like gagging on my cum?" Panter panted. He too pulled out and rubbed the last of it on her cheek, then fell back into the couch.
Sabrina swallowed, coughed, swallowed again, and wiped her mouth. she sat down on her bum. "Are you two quite finished?" she asked. "If you are, then kindly get the fuck out of my apartment." Big Jim was already getting dressed. I scurried away. The idea of getting caught by the guy who had just fucked my big sister and wiped his cum on her was the most terrifying prospect I'd ever faced. Back in my car, I put an empty bag down on the seat, just to be safe. I needed a hot shower and a change of clothes.
A few days after the incident at Sabrina's apartment, she called me up. "Let's go out to Old Paradise." she said. "And bring Caitlin. We'll make it a girls' night out." Old Paradise was a locally owned casino. Not the big chain types with glitzy marble floors and a crab buffet. Think dark red carpet, cocktail waitresses with bigger tits than shirts, and Ted, a security guard who had once asked me out in high school but I'd turned down being fairly sure his brain resided in his wrestling shoes.
I looked over at Caitlin, still eating her morning oatmeal. "I'm sure Caitlin will take any excuse not to do her psychology homework." I said.
"I'll see you two tonight at six." said Sabrina.
Sabrina rarely invited us out, especially since getting her own place, so I was looking forward to the evening. Or I would have been if I didn't feel a degree of trepidation at facing her after hearing the smacking sound her body made as it got pounded, but I resolved not to bring it up. It was her life, right? There was also a slight worry in my mind that the whole affair might not have been entirely consensual, but I brushed it aside. Sabrina was always in control, even when she was getting double teamed.