His rock hard cock almost lifted me off the counter, and i knew then we'd made a mistake. "Please stop, this is a mistake, we've gone too far," I said.
"I know you are 18 JD and old enough to think for yourself, but I'm still your mother and you will always be my baby."
As I pushed him away, his look of embarrassment spoke volumes.
"I shouldn't encourage you. It's just your father is away, and I'm letting my emotions and desires take over; this is not your fault. Go finish your homework. I'll get dinner on the table."
Later that night, alone in bed I thought about my mistake.
"Is it wrong for there to be some strange sexual attraction between mother and son." I said to myself.
How could he not be attracted to me. Men hit on me all the time. They see right through me into my dark sexual side and my wanton desires. I've had men proposition me based on the look in my eyes.
As I contemplated all of this, I let my hands slide over my breasts. My nipples hurt and reacted to the slight tough of the bed sheets. The fragrance of my still wet vagina made me realize, there was no mistaking the fact that JD fulfilled me in a way that I couldn't compare. It was an entirely different experience -- erotic, forbidden, tempting. It won't happen again, I thought.
Saturday, when his father returns we'll all fall into our familiar roles. With that thought, I slept soundly, and woke like it was all dream. And maybe it was.