explain to me, in general terms anyhow, what this mass is all about. My dad knows. He's been a Brother of the Order for years. My mom used to be a Celebrant, just like I'm going to be a Celebrant tonight, and Father Auyeung did explain what was expected of me now that I've been accepted as a Daughter of the Order.
Slipping that little red evening dress on, I shiver with growing excitement. It's a very revealing dress. Even more revealing than the dresses I've worn for my dad before, or for Mr. Liu, or for my boyfriend, Brad, or for daddy when I go to his club with him. Liam? He doesn't count. I don't go out on dates with Liam and I don't wear anything special when Liam comes around. Actually I wear as little as possible for Liam. He comes around to our house and he fucks me. The last time Liam came around, after my Friday night date with Brad last weekend, I didn't wear anything at all because Brad had just finished fucking me and he'd left just before Liam arrived.
Liam enjoyed that a lot.
My dad and Mr. Liu enjoyed watching.
They both enjoyed me even more after Liam left.
My dad called me a hot little baby whore and Mr. Liu agreed.
They spent the rest of that night fucking me like a hot little baby whore.
After being fucked by four men in one evening, I was a very tired baby whore.
I wonder if daddy's been saving this dress for Father Auyeung's Christmas Mass? Red is a very Christmassy color, and I know my dad used to take my mom to the Order's Christmas Mass as a Celebrant. Father Auyeung told me at my Confirmation as a Daughter of the Order, after I was finally accepted as a new Celebrant. Did my mom wear this dress when she was a Celebrant? Is that why daddy selected it for me to wear tonight? It's not like I'd ever wear a dress like this out in public. I'd be far too embarrassed.
Just like that, I'm almost ready. It's not like I have to spend much time actually dressing. It doesn't take more than thirty seconds to slide into that dress, and after that, I only have to slip into my shoes. They're waiting, by the door, in a plastic bag, because it's winter and there's snow. I'll wear winter boots for now, and slip into those bright red stilettos once we're inside.
I'm starting to get used to feeling so exposed, almost as if I'm not wearing any clothes at all, but still, this dress covers so little that it's really embarrassing. Half of it's just transparent mesh that clings to me like a second skin. More than half, and honestly, it's so obvious I'm not wearing a bra, but then, you don't with a lot of little evening and club dresses do you? I glance at my dad and he smiles. He knows, and I know he likes it when I'm a little embarrassed. I wonder what Maddie will be wearing? I'm sure Mr. Liu will have made sure she'll be wearing something just as revealing although I don't think Maddie will be embarrassed.
I'm sure Father Auyeung will approve, even though what we'll both be wearing are clothes that innocent and well brought up Chinese girls should
not
be wearing at all, and especially not to Mass with their fathers.
Except of course that neither Maddie or I are innocent. Not anymore.
Father Auyeung does talk about that a lot in church, about innocent Chinese girls and the sinful and corrupt ways of modern society and the evil influences of secularism and modern fashions on us poor innocent Chinese girls, imperiled by the decadent lures of Western Society, but that doesn't seem to apply to girls who are going to the Christmas Mass of the Order of Loving Devotion to the Blessed Magdalene at all. Just like they didn't apply to us girls who went to the Church's Fathers and Daughters Halloween Ball either, and it wasn't exactly the sinful and corrupt ways of modern society and the evil influences of secularism and modern fashions that corrupted us.
It was our Dad's, and I know they had Father Auyeung's blessing.
Father Auyeung is a very interesting priest, but of course I know that now.
I know that I'm very corrupt and sinful now too, but I also know my sins are forgiven.
Father Auyeung forgave me, which is a relief, and he's had one or two lengthy and very personal theological conversations with me lately, just like he's had with Maddie, and of course both of us now understand that Holy Church is an umbrella, inclusive of a wide range of beliefs. The Order of Loving Devotion to the Blessed Magdalene is one more Order within that umbrella, just like the Society of Jesus, the Order of the Blessed Virgin Mary of Mercy, the Cistercians, and of course there's a lot more, but the Order of Loving Devotion to the Blessed Magdalene is not at all well known, even though there are a lot of congregations of the Order and it's actually older than orders such as the Society of Jesus.
That's the Jesuits if you're not a Catholic, and while the Jesuits are the intellectuals and philosophers of the Holy Church, the Magdalene's are much more focused on the more esoteric aspects of sinning and repentance and the desires of the flesh and that kind of thing. I mean, I never knew that there's a Catholic book similar to the Kama Sutra, "A Meditation On The Holy Sacrifice Of The Magdalenian Mass," and yes, it was written by a Prior of the Order back three hundred years ago, Father Ksawery Clooney, and after Father Auyeung gave me a copy to study, I read it from start to finish and wow! I really need to work on my flexibility. Anyhow, the Order
is
very secretive of course, because it would be controversial if the Order's existence and rites and ceremonies were known,
So of course, as a Celebrant of the Order, I do understand that the Order was founded as a Secret Order in 1499 by Father Girolamo Savonarola, together with a dozen companions, with the personal approval of Pope Alexander VI, who gave the Order a special Secret Dispensation in Perpetuity, which is secured in the Secret Archives of the Vatican. Anyhow, Pope Alexander VI took a personal interest in assessing the first Celebrants, amongst whom was his own daughter, Lucrezia, which is why, as Father Auyeung explained to me, the Order has a long tradition of inducting daughters as well as wives, as Celebrants, and of course the doctrine of the Order is very specific as to just which daughters can be inducted. I mean, not just any girl can join the Order and become a Celebrant.
Honestly, I feel rather privileged to have been asked to join an Order with such a long history within the Church, and I did express that thought to Father Auyeung too, although it was difficult to put into words at the time, because he was busy making sure I was a worthy candidate to become a Celebrant, which of course goes back to the founding of the Order, where Pope Alexander VI invited Father Savonarola, blessed be his name, to assess his daughter Lucrezia as a candidate, because, and I quote the exact words of the Holy Father himself, just as Father Auyeung repeated them to me, "she's a hot little whore, Father. Fuck that juicy little cunt and give me your opinion," which is how all candidates to be Celebrants are now introduced to their Assessors.
That's how my dad and Mr. Liu introduced Maddie and I to Father Auyeung.
The rest of course, is history, and after I was assessed, everyone confirmed I
was
a hot little whore, which made my daddy really happy, and they all said I had a juicy little cunt too, and it was a unanimous decision to accept me as a Celebrant of the Order, which of course is why I'm going to the Christmas Mass of the Order this evening to serve as a Celebrant.
* * *
"Really? Is this where the Order has their Christmas Mass, Dad?" I ask, as we pull into the back of the church parking lot, out of sight of the road.
I can't believe Father Auyeung would have a mass like this actually in our church, but then, I never believed my daddy would take my virginity on an altar in our church either, although it was with Father Auyeung's blessing and no-one else was watching. My dad did though, and my dad brought me here one evening for Father Auyeung to talk to me about my candidacy for the Order of Loving Devotion to the Blessed Magdalene. Father Auyeung interviewed me and asked me lots of questions and then he watched me with my dad and Mr. Liu. He watched Maddie too, because we were both interviewed on the same evening and of course we both said we'd really like to become Celebrants of the Order.
It was a very stringent candidacy process, because there was a second interview where Father Auyueng assessed my suitability as a candidate for Celebrant himself, just him and me. I hadn't expected to be assessed the way Father Auyeung assessed me, and I really didn't think Priests were supposed to do the sort of things Father Auyeung did to me, or ask me to do the things he wanted me to do, but he did, and of course I did, and he did forgive me my sins, and he forgave his own too.
Afterwards, he explained why it was such a stringent process to join the Order, and then he decided he should assess me again, and there were a few more sins to forgive after that but as Father Auyeung explained, one of the benefits of being a Celebrant of the Order of Loving Devotion to the Blessed Magdalene was that all sorts of sins that a girl would normally have to repent of and beg for absolution for could be forgiven by a Father of the Order with no need for any silly penances or anything like that because we were all hot little whores, just like the blessed Magdalene had been, and we had to practice a lot so of course we were forgiven our practice sins too, and pretty much anything qualified as a practice sin.
Naturally I asked if my boyfriend's sins would be forgiven, but Father Auyeung said no, Brad wasn't a Catholic and he'd have to sort out forgiveness for his own sins because Father Auyeung could only forgive Catholics, which of course I am, so then we forgot all about Brad, although I
was
sorry he'd end up burning in hell for eternity, but if you're not Catholic, I guess that's what happens, so at least he'd know lots of other people there, and we did some more sinning after I told Father Auyeung some of the things Brad wanted to do to me, and Father Auyeung gave me permission to do them and then he said why don't you practice now, Aimee, so of course I did and then while we were doing those new sins, Father Auyeung wanted to hear about all my past sins, which he said sounded very exciting as well as sinful, so we saved time by me telling him about them, which Father Auyeung said counted as confession.
