It was good returning to college Sunday night. Though Jake missed his mother tremendously, he also knew the distance would serve him well. There were questions spinning around in his mind - things he needed to figure out on his own. Being around Chelsea had a way of skewing his objectivity, and he needed that bias out of the picture in order to make sense of things.
Knowing Chelsea for years had given him the chance to earn her friendship over time. Playful, fierce, and determined at everything she set her mind to, she also had one of the biggest and kindest hearts around. Her love was unconditional, and she was willing to give everything she had to be an outstanding mom. He didn't want to leave her, but was that his heart or his cock doing the thinking?
Sometime over the course of the weekend, the notion had popped into his head that perhaps his mother was really what he wanted after all. But it was complicated to say the least. The love he felt for the parent wasn't the same as what he felt for the woman. Where did one end and the other begin? He hoped that a few days apart would provide some clarity.
Then there was Vanessa. She was a catch by any man's standards and had a good nature of her own. Sex had been their only struggle, otherwise they were the perfect couple. Though she and Jake had gone through a rough patch, it was slowly improving. And with Chelsea's help, Vanessa would never again have a reason to complain.
Jake remembered all of the good memories they had made over the last few years. Even as friends, they had gravitated towards one another. Now as a couple, they were building something with the intent of sharing a future. Was that worth jeopardizing because of new pussy and a weekend fling?
Something inside was telling him that what was happening with Chelsea wasn't just an extension of paternal love. The feeling was always with him, and he gave it serious attention. His time with Vanessa had been a joy, but he wasn't sure it should continue any longer. With Chelsea, he felt warm and whole. But with his girlfriend, there were questions and uncertainties on the horizon. Jake knew what he wanted but decided to spend the week being certain of his decision.
Monday and Tuesday flew by while he kept with his college routine attending classes and socializing with friends. Part of him had hoped there would be some news about his short film, but it was still far too early. All he could do was wait.
"This story makes no sense," he had told his friend, Miles, over lunch. "I'm all for you doing the writing and me turning it into movie; but honestly, how am I supposed to do anything with a script like this?"
Miles shrugged his shoulders. "Movie magic?" He suggested.
Jake raised his eyebrows and smirked wondering if his friend had gone crazy. "Tie up the loose ends. And for God's sake, stop trying to get the theatre majors to do nude scenes. I know you're dying to see Amber Cowen's tits, but I doubt that's going to happen."
"Doubt what's going to happen?" Dana asked taking a seat on the arm of Miles' chair and giving her boyfriend a kiss.
"It's nothing," Miles told her. "Just movie stuff."
"Miles wants Amber Cowen to show her tits on film," Jake commented and shrugged as his friend looked at him with surprise and betrayal.
"They are pretty amazing," Dana said thinking out loud. "You wouldn't even need to do any touch ups. They're already perfect."
"You've seen them?" Miles asked surprised. The injustice of the world had reached its peak.
"Of course, sweetie. We're both on the swim team and group showers are pretty common. I can tell you firsthand that her tits are something you're not likely to forget. It really is too bad you'll never see them for yourself," Dana said savoring the torture she was inflicting.
"That settles it then," Jake said tossing Miles back his screenplay. Get rid of all six nude scenes, change the story, and run it by Dana for approval."