Sex with my 57-year-old, Grandma
Something he thought would never happen, Raymond had incestuous sex with his grandmother, Elizabeth.
'With her thirty-five-years older than me, I can't believe I had and am continuing to have sex with my grandmother,' thought 22-year-old Raymond.
When my grandmother was 18-years-old, with her not a virgin, and with her already a bit of a whore and sleeping around, she gave birth to her daughter, my mother, Destiny. I always loved my mom's name. Yet, like mother like daughter, when my mother was 18-years-old, she gave birth to me. Her name promised me a good life. Instead, she gave me disappointment and sadness.
Only, unlike my mother who abandoned me, my grandmother stuck around to raise her daughter. My Mom handed me to her mom with a box of diapers and formula and disappeared. Unfortunately, it was her destiny to abandon me. She left me with my grandmother to raise me.
Even while my grandmother was pregnant, something peculiar, she received more tips when dancing with a big belly around a pole to music while slowly stripping off her clothes. Then, after she delivered her baby, instead of giving her breast milk to her infant daughter, she squirted it on the men in the audience for even more tips. Taking a lesson from her mother, my mom did the same. She stripped while pregnant and gave away her breast milk to her customers for extra tips.
Unbeknownst to me that my grandmother was a whore, a stripper, and a prostitute, she never did drugs. Eventually learning more about my granny, I knew little about my mother other than what my grandmother told me. Like her mother, my mom worked as a stripper and prostituted herself on the side, too. She's been arrested for solicitation, and drunk and disorderly. With my mom having little formal education, she made money with her body instead of with her mind.
Smarter and more savvy than her daughter, my grandmother was never arrested. In the way that my mom was, my granny wasn't into alcohol and drugs. Hanging out with and having sex with the wrong men, putting herself in danger, my mom may be dead for all that I know. I only know her by the old photos that my grandmother has of her.
She was tall, had long, black, lush, beautiful hair, big brown, expressive eyes and, like her mother, enormous, double D cup breasts. My birth mom was pretty. Sadly, her getting into drugs is what ruined her life.
Fortunately for me, my grandmother, Elizabeth, raised me. I love her name. I have a thing for women's names with multiple syllables.
Unlike one syllable names, such as, Anne, Jane, Rose, Claire, and Grace, Destiny has three syllables and Elizabeth has four syllables. If ever I have a daughter, I'd give a five syllable name, such as Alexandria, Evangelina, or Apollonia, the name of Michael Corleone's, the Godfather's, first wife that he married in Sicily and who was blown up in his car.
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I always thought my Nonna was my mother. With her still young enough, 36-years-old, when she started raising me, she could have been my mother. She didn't tell me that she wasn't my mom until I turned 18-years-old. She thought that I'd be able to handle the doom, the gloom, and the dark background of my birth mother when I was older.
Yet, now that she told me about my mom and showed me photos of her, I wonder where she is. I wonder if she's still alive. I wonder if she's married with children and if I have stepbrothers and/or stepsisters. If she is still alive, forgiving her for abandoning me, I'd like to meet her.
Close with my grandmother, with me home schooled, we live way out in the country. With everyone around us owning lots of acreage, and with only one main, paved road, it's five miles to our nearest neighbor. Other than my dog, Buster, a Rat terrier, and Bruno, a Border Collie, my horse, Blaze, the cows, chickens, pigs, and goats, I have no friends. My only friend is my grandmother.
Up early every morning, I do my chores feeding the animals, cleaning pens and stalls, and collecting their poop, before breakfast. After breakfast, I do more chores, mainly things that are too heavy for her to do, such as getting bales of hay from the loft and breaking them down. In between, I read and study the books and the lessons that she's prepared for me. I dare say with my grandma, a strict disciplinarian, and a task mistress, I receive a better education than if I was in school.
It's a good life but a solitary one. I live alone with my grandmother. Later, we play board games and card games. Sometimes, when my thoughts become dark and wander with improper, sexual thoughts and horniness, I'd love to play strip poker or Truth or Dare with my granny. Only, with her modestly moral, and a church going, God fearing woman, she'd never play those games with me.
I wish I knew then what I know now, that she was a whore, a stripper, and a prostitute. Had I asked her, she may have played those sexy games with me. Every evening, one of my favorite things to do and something that I look forward to doing, we cuddle together on the couch while watching television and movies.
With me still a virgin, no secret there having never even kissed a woman except kissing my grandmother on the cheek goodnight, there's no chance of me being with a woman until I have a car. I have my driver's license, of course, not that I need one driving farm vehicles on my farm, but there's no way that I can afford to buy a car. I drive our tractor and our old, beat up, Ford pickup truck but only for work and not to socialize.
I never go to town unless I'm with my grandma. She has a car, an old Chevy, but I've never driven it. Everything we have is beat up, worn out, broken, or fixed until it can't be fixed no more.
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Lately, a new feeling for me, I've been horny. It feels good to touch myself. I've been playing with myself a lot. I masturbate every morning and every night.
I masturbate over women that I've seen on TV, in movies, and some of the women on the porn sites that I visit on my desktop computer. Something that excites me more than the other videos do; I like watching mothers having sex with their sons and stepmothers having sex with their stepsons. No doubt, because of my personal situation, I like watching grandmothers having sex with their grandsons and step grandmothers having sex with their step grandsons.