*Disclaimer - Every sexual participant is 18 years of age.
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Once I heard that my cousin Carter would be staying over I immediately got excited! Not from anything weird or because we were like exceptionally close or anything. We were close just not like...brother sister close, ya know? Anyway, I was excited because I had been asked to come to this invite only party and while I kind of expected something like this at the end of each school week, it was still an awesome feeling whenever someone reached out like that to me.
The only problem was that I had three younger siblings and also today was the first Friday of the month. My parents had these country club soirees that they'd been taking me to ever since I was fourteen and even though I had begged them for four years since then to please let me stay home because I loathed going to those things, their only response was 'come with us or watch your brothers and sister'. So obvi, I kept going.
It wasn't that the men at the place were creepy or anything. Whenever I dressed up, I never really looked quite as young as I was. And yes, there were stares from the older men as well as their sons from time to time, which didn't bother me. I've never thought of doing anything with them but I definitely didn't mind being eye candy either. Going to those functions is actually what gave me the idea to go and start my secret-from-family social page. For their sons, not for like...the grownups but I'm sure once I turned 18 and not a minute later they subscribed to my page. Some probably even before. I could tell by the looks in the eyes of the guys and the masked envy from their wives or significant others that they wished to be able to look for longer without having to feel guilty or their overbearing aforementioned partners vying for attention. It became a little secret game that none of the wives or girlfriends knew about and especially that
none
of my family knew about. That was the rule whenever I told anyone about the page. None of my family knows and it should be kept that way.
The page was a smash! I never thought that some low cut shirts and high cut shorts would get me so much attention and yes, I'll admit, there were some times when I got bolder than others. If a guy that I liked turned out to be a douche, then I'd turn up the heat on my page. But mostly I was just revealing enough. I would get messages all of the time that my 'sweet face' was an erotic contrast to my 'killer body'. I'd never thought my body to be much special but I'll be honest, their compliments helped to boost the confidence I already had. I never changed as a person and no one ever said that they noticed any change in me, which was amazing. I didn't want to be that person. Even with 1.2 million subscribers. I was still pretty humble.
But now back to Friday, the party and my cousin Carter. They all go hand in hand. As I told you before, my parents would only let me stay home if I watched my sibs. Now that Carter was going to be staying with us for a short while I knew that I could have my cake and eat it too. He wasn't a scrub or anything but he could be a pushover. I'd known that ever since we were little. Even though my dad had married into his family, it had happened before either Carter or I could really grasp the memory of what was before. So we'd always grown up as cousins and I'd always been able to get him to do as I pleased. Well not always, a bit of hyperbole but the times I needed it most, I was able to.
I convinced my parents to let us stay home. Carter and I could catch up as we weren't like, buddy-buddy in our high school and we could also watch my younger sibs. As an added bonus, they wouldn't have to worry about paying a babysitter as we were volunteering (and also family). Babysitter's were getting pretty expensive now-a-days and everyone likes saving money so it was a no brainer as to what their answer would be. Plus they knew that they could get completely sloshed and wouldn't have to worry about their oldest daughter being witness to it. They were funny sometimes, I'd give them that. As soon as my parents told me yes, I immediately sent texts out to my three closests friends that I always rode everywhere with and went to plan out my outfit for the night. A tight black, deep plunge v-neck long sleeved shirt (that my parents absolutely did not know that I owned) and a simple pair of short pink fringed shorts. Very simple but I knew that it would turn heads. Again, I never did mind being eye candy. I wasn't serious with anyone and I didn't plan on being that night either. I know girls say this all of the time but I really just wanted to hang out with my girls... ..and also boost my social media subscribers but I mean, mostly to hang out with my girls lol.
As soon as I saw my cousin's car, I casually (and hurriedly) made my way down the steps, out the front door, down the porch steps and down the walk to my cousin's beater of a car. The faster I could get him inside of the house was the faster that my parents, my sibs and I could have dinner and then my parents could leave. Then I too, could leave. The plan was simple, I just needed to get Carter on board with it too. I uh... hadn't quite told him about his volunteering yet.
When I saw him sitting there in his car, he had this like, dazed look on his face. I knew that was his deep thinking face. Whenever his parents or my parents would ask him something that required more than just surface level thinking, he would make that face. There was once or twice where we tried to think of ways to get ourselves out of some deep, teenage shit and he made that face those times too but it was usually reserved for something major, which is why I didn't understand why he had that face now.
It was kind of annoying, he always had fun at our house. He always stayed in the same guest room where he'd hole himself in to game. Carter loved our pool and spa in the backyard, he was pretty simple. Nothing bad ever happened here. Unless he had somehow figured out my plan but no, there was no way...I hadn't told anyone except my parents. Maybe they called his parents and so his parents had told him. Uh oh...maybe he was trying to think of a way to tell me no or
worse