Author's Notes: If you have not read the previous chapter it might be a good idea. This chapter begins immediately where the last left off.
I hope you enjoy it. Thanks for reading.
GM01
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Why it suddenly came flooding over me at that moment I don't know. Obviously, it had been an emotional past 24 hours and my heart was raw.
Tim softly tried to comfort me. "Sara, I'm not leaving for a few months so we have time. We can figure this out. We don't have to do it all in one day."
"I know," I whined. "It's just that I feel so good about us and what's happened since you came home early last night. Being with you today, the way you focus on me, it's just been more than I ever imagined or hoped for. I don't want this to end."
My brother had always been mature for his age. Maybe it was because he was just a little bit older than most of the kids in his class, he'd be turning 20 in two months, but he was always a leader among his peers. A captain of his sports teams, one of the kings of the high school, able to easily speak with adults and respected by most everyone who knew him. Certainly, I thought he was wise beyond his age, so it didn't surprise me when he tried to get some perspective on things.
"Sara, this is an amazing and incredible thing that has happened to us. You're right, our emotions are off the charts right now. Every minute since I opened my door, held you in my arms and kissed you last night has been extraordinary. We need to slow down for a minute and just take it all in." He sounded so confident, so self assured as he spoke.
"I have to leave for work in a little while but I don't want to leave you while you're upset. I know summer will go by quickly but two months is a good stretch of time. We can use that time to come to terms with this. Who knows, you may be sick of me in a month and find a real boyfriend." He was holding me to him, stroking my hair and kissing my head as he spoke.
He was a physically strong guy and he could be as tough as any guy out there. He had demonstrated that on the football field, in the hockey rink and in a few fistfights when he was growing up. At the same time he was secure enough to be so tender, so sweet that he would paint my toenails. He wasn't a boy, he truly was a one of a kind man and this is why I loved him, and I knew the love was real.
"I love you," I calmly told him.
"I love you, too, Sara."
We stayed in each others' arms for a while. I had settled and composed myself.
Actually, Tim had pacified me and allowed me to compose myself. The clock on our mantle chimed and I jumped up.
"Tim, you've got to get ready and go to work!"
"Easy," he laughed. "I've got plenty of time. I'll go on two conditions. One, that you really are OK and you don't need me to stay with you. Are you alright?"
I assured him I was fine. "And your second condition?"
"Saturday nights are big and I'm usually there late. I probably won't be home until after one at the earliest. My second condition is that when I get home you'll be asleep in my bed. I really like the idea of coming home tonight, taking a shower and then lying next to you again to sleep for another night with you."
"I can't promise I will be asleep, or that I won't wake up when I hear you come in or take your shower, but I promise I will be in your bed ready to sleep with you again." I kissed him. My intent was for a quick kiss just to reassure him I was OK. Tim had other ideas. He pulled me in tight to him and put a serious lip lock on me.
Grinning from ear to ear as he broke the kiss and heard me sigh he said, "That's to hold you over until I get home."
"Oh, good thinking Einstein," I teased. "That's only going to make me miss you more!"
A few minutes later he was changed for work and heading out the kitchen door to his car. I stood at the door feeling playful, a far cry from my outburst of earlier. "You go make money at your job, honey. I'll be in bed waiting for you when you get home, sweetie." I gave him a peck on the cheek.
He looked at me funny. "Did you just turn into every 1960's and 1970's TV sitcom housewife?"
"Yep, now get to work."
He started whistling as he went to his car.
I actually did fall asleep in his bed. I woke sometime around quarter to two when I heard the shower turn on. I just smiled to myself and snuggled deeper in the bed. In no time I felt the mattress move and my brother, my man, my lover, my Tim, was there, strong and warm as he wrapped himself around me and kissed me on the cheek. I heard him let go a big sigh and felt his body totally relax. Our bodies both knew we were right where we should be.
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In the morning I woke to his big hands caressing my breasts and his hard cock wedged between my ass cheeks. He had rolled onto his back and pulled me pulled me along with him so I was lying on my back on top of him giving him free access to me. I tried to roll over so I could kiss him but he told me "Don't move."
His hands roamed my body, from my neck to my thighs and everywhere in between. Each time they passed over my breasts my nipples were treated to an extra rub or twist or light pull. Each such action sent a message straight to my pussy and I could feel myself getting more and more wet.