It was ten o'clock on Friday night and I was lying in my bed completely frustrated. The big night I had looked forward to all week was here and somehow was ending like all the rest of my nights. I was alone, unable to sleep and would eventually jerk off because it was the only way I ever got off. I stared up at the ceiling watching the patterns the flickering of the candles on my nightstand made and sighed.
The day had started out as it was supposed to with Doug and Denise leaving early in the morning to drive to New Hampshire where they were going to stay until Sunday. This was the first time they had gone away since I had lived there and coupled with Megan's having to work until eleven it gave me the house to myself for most of the night.
Summer had just started and I was working at a construction site where Doug had gotten me a job. The pay was decent, and I enjoyed the work, it was hard labor, but it was outside so I was getting a great tan while adding to what was already a pretty solid build.
I got off at four, cashed my check, and after stopping home to shower and change, picked up Krissy who was the main part of my plan. Krissy looked hot in a denim mini and the cutest little pink top that showed off her amazing tits, well I assumed they were, it's not like I had seen them yet. I was driving the black 78 Lesabre the folks had bought me as a graduation present and I took her to Friday's for dinner, then a ride to the beach for Ice Cream. After that I stopped home, and asked her if she wanted to come in.
Krissy knew no one was home but after a brief hesitation said okay. I was nervous but excited as we went up to my room. I lit the candles and shut the light off, when I turned to Krissy she was on the bed with her shoes off and hair down. This was it I thought I was finally going to get laid! I sat next to her and we started making out pretty hot and heavy, I got her shirt off and seeing her tits in just her lacy pink bra had me so hard it hurt. Krissy grabbed my cock through my jeans and after giving a little gasp-not that I had much to go by, but from what I had seen in the magazines I seemed pretty well hung- began to rub it.
At that point I went all in and sliding my hand up her skirt, slipped my finger into her panties and felt her wet pussy, we both moaned and I rolled over on top of her ready to try to get her skirt off when a car door slammed directly under my window. Krissy jumped off the bed so fast she almost fell off. I looked out and saw that it was only the guy next door but when I turned back to Krissy she was putting her shirt back on and saying she was sorry but she was too nervous. I tried to talk her into it but after a couple of minutes gave up, she really looked upset so I took her home.
As soon as I got back home I went up to my room and jerked off, then still feeling wound up went into the basement and lifted for an hour, pumping the weights thinking I should be pumping Krissy. I took another shower, a cold one. Slipping on a pair of shorts I lied down and tried to read for awhile.
I was reading Aleister Crowley's Do as you Feel with mixed emotions. Like Anton Levay Crowley talked about being better than the rest, a God amongst the herd, I felt I was one of those people. I had graduated top of my class and was going to PC in September with a full scholarship. I made all state in baseball and after only two years of karate was going for my black belt next month. As far as my looks went I turned the head of every girl I walked by, unfortunately I couldn't get anywhere with them. Well Krissy was the only one I wanted and so much for that.
I tossed the book aside disgusted. True I had all those things going for me but I was also an eighteen year old virgin who was afraid of the dark and slept with his sister when I had bad dreams. Not just slept with her but let her hold me like I was a baby. Yeah I was an alpha alright. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep which was always a crapshoot on the best of nights, let alone when I was aggravated. I tried just letting my mind drift and as always I started thinking about sex again.
It only took a couple of minutes of that before I started getting hard again. I tried to fight it, I mean I had just jacked off a couple of hours ago, but then again if you're not getting any it's not like you're wasting it. I slipped my shorts down past my hips and using my left hand began to stroke it. Closing my eyes I replayed the scene with Krissy except this time after grabbing my cock she slid down onto her knees and unzipping my pants began to suck on it. I started jerking faster as I pictured my big dick in her face going in and out of her mouth. I was getting close when it happened again; Krissy's face was replaced by another girl's and not just any girl; Megan.
I stopped stroking thinking; again with this? It happened for the first time a couple of months ago. I was jerking off thinking of Krissy, when I had a vision of my sister underneath me, naked, sweating, and moaning my name. I felt so bad the next day I couldn't even look at her. Since then though, it was hard not to.
Megan was absolutely gorgeous with her long dark hair, amazing blue eyes, and that adorable smile. I also couldn't help noticing her body was pretty hot too. I checked out enough girls to know she wasn't too big in the tit department, but at 5'8 her legs were incredible and she had a perfectly shaped ass that I had a hard time not looking at whenever she bent over.
"You're a sick fuck Mark." I said out loud.
Then again it was only a thought, I mean I wouldn't try anything. Megan was the best thing that ever happened to me. Doug and Denise were nice to me, but Megan loved me. I trusted her completely, knowing she would never hurt me the way so many others had. So at this point if I started thinking about her I would usually just let it go, it was just a phase. If I ever got laid I would probably get over it. Of course what didn't help was the fact we slept together sometimes. For a longtime Megan would wear a t-shirt and shorts to bed, lately however that had turned into underwear- a tank top with, as I was painfully aware of; no bra.
I think she caught me looking down her shirt one night; I could see all but her nipple and was staring when she woke up and asked what I was looking at. I mumbled something stupid and rolled over. It got worse a week later when I had spent a torturous half hour staring at her ass in a pair of black panties. Megan rolled over with her back against me, pushing her ass into my hard on. If there was any chance I thought she didn't notice it was gone when she giggled and said;
"Someone must have had a good dream!"
Speaking of those black panties, I realized I was still holding my cock and figured why the hell not? I returned to stroking it picturing my sister in those little panties, her tight little ass. Yeah I thought, afraid of the dark, a virgin, and jerks off to his sister.
I jumped at the sound of a quiet knock at my door. My heart pounding I looked at the clock on my nightstand, it was just after eleven.
"Mark, you awake?" Megan called softly. Before answering I pulled my shorts back up and made sure the covers were over my lap.
"Yeah," I called out.
The door opened and Megan came in, still wearing her uniform from Vinnie's which I was quite a fan of. The uniform consisted of a formal looking long sleeved white blouse and a black skirt that didn't go down much further than the curve of her ass, black stockings, and heels that I had no idea how she walked in.
"Hey little brother," She said "Sorry I'm late, they let me stay until eleven, and I could use the money."
"No problem," I said "I've been home since eight."
"How was work?" She asked. As she came closer to the bed I looked down at her legs and thought again how good they looked. The stockings making them look even better. I wondered what those stockings would feel like.
"Mark?" She asked again louder.
"Sorry." I said looking up at her. She was looking at me strangely.
"Work?" She repeated.
"It was alright."
"What about after work?" She asked, flashing that famous crooked smile of hers. She had known what I was planning. "You see your little Krissy?"
"Yeah I picked her up after work and we went to Friday's."
As I spoke I notice she was looking at me, but not my face following her eyes I swore she was staring at my chest or arms one of the two. Seeing she was no longer looking at my face my eyes slid back down to her legs again.
"That's cute." She said. I looked back up but she still seemed to be fixated on something other than my face. Finally Megan looked up and smirked.
"So, you bring her back here?"
"I did. I got her in here."
"Oooh," She sat on the edge of the bed. "Tell me more."
"Nothing to tell," I began. "We were getting pretty close, and then she heard a car door and got scared." I shook my head disgustedly. "I feel like a fucking loser."
"Don't Mark, she's a good girl and you're still kind of shy, but it'll happen." Megan put her arm around my shoulders and smiled reassuringly.
"Maybe even sooner than you think."
"I guess."
"You want to talk?" She asked.
"No, I'm okay"
Megan stood back up,
"You sure? I don't mind."
"No really, I'm fine." I told her.
"That you are little brother," She said in an odd tone that made me look back up at her she was staring at me again with a weird look on her face.
