This Chapter is from the point of View of Amy Alicia the sister. She has a multitude personality complex, Alicia is the more conservative personality and Amy is the more flamboyant one. But there is a twist, is there more personalities?
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Alicia -
I am so frustrated with my life. I thought it would have turned so differently by now. A good college education, and a good Job. Yet I can not seem to stop Amy from coming around.
That is why I am divorced now, Amy keeps coming to the surface and getting sexually frustrated.
I was married to Daniel, he was such a good person. We met in college during an anatomy class. We had the same course as I was debating on if I wanted to study for a Doctor or just an RN.
He was fine, standing at 6 feet tall with dark hair. He was fit and muscular as he jogged two miles every morning before his classes. He also went to the gym two days a week. He was very careful about his diet also. It was all about being fit and trim for him.
Yet he was very conservative, when it came to sex it always had to be the missionary position. It was kind of dull for me at times. But that really did not bother me as I am very conservative also. As long as he was happy so was I.
We met in our first year of college, we were both sophomores. The first date we went he took me to a Mexican restaurant, the kind you know you will have chips and salsa brought to the table at no extra cost. But if you just get a drink you would have to pay for the chips and salsa. Then we went to the movies after he brought me directly to my dormitory.
He never even tried to kiss me on the first date. It went on with us for like two months, then he asked me to marry him. But it had to be a six month engagement, nothing less.
During the engagement he brought me to meet his parents, they were conservative also. Strictly Roman Catholic, nothing less, they told him if I was a Protestant he could not marry me. This is how it was and he followed suit. I told them I did not go to church. So they were happy, because they told me I could be confirmed into the Catholic Church.
I was happy to please Daniel because I loved him so much. He was just like me, conservative.
We were married after the 6 month engagement and nothing changed. It was school, study, and church.
Then Amy started coming to the surface when we would lay down at night. I would start to get a headache and my thoughts started to get cloudy, before I knew it I had no memory of the night when I would get up in the morning. Kind of like what would happen when I was home with my parents before I went to college. Except Amy dominated most of my time when I was at home.
I can remember some of my childhood but not much of it. I have blurry moments when I would sleep. I can remember my father coming in the room, then my memory is blank.
I was able to take control of Amy at times, when I was able to come to the surface and force Amy to the background. Amy would tease my brother Jack, then once in went too far. I forced Amy to the background then when I did my brother was on top of me. He was fucking me, his penis was in my vagina and it revolted me. It was my brother Jack, I was able to roll to get him off of me and I screamed for him to get off me. Then I screamed for him to get out. I demanded for him to leave and get away from me.
I really did not have the right to demand that he leave and get away from me. It was my parents home, what right did I have to tell him to leave. I had none, I was just so revolted by him being on top of me.
Jack immediately packed his things from his room. He gave me a frown and packed his car. It did not take him long, he was traveling in his car and I did not know where, he didn't bother to tell me. But I was happy, I was able to control the situation and I forced Amy to the background.
But then Amy started coming to the surface after I was married to Daniel for around 6 months. I would wake up with no memory of the night. Daniel started to become distant with me, sometimes he would say good morning to me other times he would just look at me in a strange way. We were drifting apart, I seemed helpless to control the situation.
Amy -
Alicia is a bitch, she forced my brother away from me. She thinks that she was able to force me away, but I just let her have her way. I did so because she was causing me to have blurry thoughts when I would try to surface. It was just easier to let her have her way.
I could see what she was doing, so dull and drab. She thought she was so happy with Daniel but it was the same ole thing every day, day in and day out. I was sexually frustrated, and so so angry at Alicia for chasing my brother away from me. I had to have my revenge and get my brother back.