Not long after I started college, when I was nineteen, my mother and I took a trip from Oregon to Kansas, to see my older sister Donna. She had moved away a year ago to go to college out there but had quickly dropped out. She hated school, she announced, but loved Topeka. And Donna was twenty-three, four years older than me, a fully-grown adult now, able to make her own decisions, so there she stayed.
This was the first time we'd gone out to visit her. It was an eventful drive, and I'll have to tell you about it someday, but this is a different story.
Anyway we got to Topeka and found Donna's apartment. Hugs all around, and she helped us bring our luggage inside, then we decided we were hungry and Donna ordered us some dinner. It was delicious, and wonderful being all together again.
After we ate we sat in the living room and talked about the drive down here, and I was terrified for a moment that Donna was going to see in our faces that something serious had happened and not stop bugging us about it, but it seemed we pulled it off.
Donna suspected nothing. Mom started fading fast and got up to say goodnight to us, kissing us each good night just as she had all our lives, not a hint of sex in the kiss she bestowed on me, and then she was back in her new bedroom.
Donna and I stayed up for awhile talking. Eventually we touched on the subject of romance, as we had so many times on the phone since she had moved away. Our relationship over the phone had changed drastically in the last year, our conversations growing more intimate, personal, and finally sexual.
I felt that familiar flood of desire and happiness course through me, that feeling where you've found a new romance and you want to share it with everybody, but of course I knew I couldn't. That was going to be tough.
"So, little brother, do you have a girlfriend?" she asked, snaking her legs under her and yawning. "You've grown up so much, you're so handsome and muscular, you MUST have a girlfriend."
"Well....." I could tell I was blushing.
She gasped. "You DO have a girlfriend! I knew it! Who is she? Tell me tell me tell me!"
"I can't tell you." She started to object but I held up my hand. I had planned for this. "I really can't, it's a girl at the college and we agreed that we're taking it really slow, it's not official and we promised to keep it a secret until we decide for sure."
Donna made a big show of pouting. "I know, I'd like to tell you, but I promised. You understand."
She nodded. "I guess, but I'm DYING to hear about your love life, especially since mine is on the fritz. So okay you can't tell me her name, but tell me what she looks like. You can tell me that much, at least, can't you?"
I thought a moment. How close to the truth could I get? "Well, she's extremely good-looking, I think. She has a beautiful smile and great big eyes, and her hair isn't super long, it's just right. I think she's perfect. I really do."
Donna smiled a little devilishly. "Is she older than you?"
My mouth dropped open. "How'd you--"
She laughed. "Honey, you've ALWAYS liked the older women. Haven't you ever noticed that? All your life you've liked WOMEN, not girls."
I must have blushed because she laughed even more, and I smiled. "Yeah, she's a bit older than me. A few years."
"More than ten years older?"
How much should I admit to? "Um.... Well, yeah, more than ten years. But that's all I'm telling you."
"Fifteen years?" Donna asked. She saw the look on my face. "TWENTY years older?"
"Now, come on, I don't think that's...."
"She's twenty years older than you? Bobby, that's a lot. Are you sure---oops, sorry. Wait. None of my business, it's your life. I'm sorry to pry, it's that protective big sister in me. Sorry."
"It's okay."
She looked at me. "But she IS twenty years older, isn't she? She's a full-grown woman with a family, isn't she?" I didn't say anything. She tried to stop, but I could see she had to ask. "Is she married, Bobby?"
I sighed. "She's divorced. That's all I'm gonna tell you."
"I mean, if she's so much older how did you meet her? Did you meet because you were dated her daughter, or something?"
"Donna, come ON, that's not fair."
"Okay, okay. You're right, I'm sorry, I'll stop. So, is she a good kisser?"
"Yeah, she's really good, yeah. Actually the best I've ever kissed, to tell the truth."
"Well, she's had a lot of time to practice, I guess," she smirked. "And of course she has great big knockers, because ALL of the girls you like have great big knockers. Am I right?"
I blushed again, and she laughed. "Uhm, yeah. They're pretty big."
"Big as mine?" she asked, sticking out her chest. My sister was very well-endowed, of course, being our mother's daughter.
My answer was to simply blush furiously.
She laughed again. "Hey, you can say it. It's just you and me, Mom can't hear us. Tell me, are her boobs as big as mine are? Come on, enquiring minds want to know."
She saw me stalling and looking out the window, and she reached over and grabbed my chin and pulled my face around. "You can look, little brother, I won't tell on you, I promise. You know I can keep a secret."
Was she talking about what I thought she was talking about? I took a deep breath, but I refused to actually look directly at my sister's breasts. "You're crazy, you know that? YES, they're as big as yours. Okay?"
"Bigger?" She stuck them out again.
I rolled my eyes. "How COULD they be bigger than yours, Donna? Okay? Satisfied?"
She shrugged. "Mom's are bigger than mine," she said quietly. "Bigger than any I've ever seen, anywhere. But do you think hers are TOO big, though? I wonder that sometimes. I know they must be painful, god knows mine are. Hey. Bobby. Whose boobs do you think are better, mine or Mom's? Are BIG tits better, or straight-up fucking HUGE?"