The timing was perfect. On my last day of High School I get run over by a freaking school bus. My plans had literally turned to shit. I was facing six weeks in a freaking body cast that extended from both forearms to my neck then down below my knees. As if that wasn't enough my jaw was wired shut from a fracture there.
The first week was in the hospital but this morning they tell me I'm going home to recover. What a joy that's gonna be. Between my workaholic mother and totally stuck up bitch of a sister I'm going to probably spend the next five weeks laying in my own shit. Christ! Just shoot me.
With my mouth wired shut even eating is a nightmare. They fill up a bag with God knows what and it runs through a tube into my mouth. There's a valve they put in my hand so I can at least control the flow rate. They could at least puree real food instead of this tan crap they're giving me.
To communicate I use a computer. That's how I'm writing this journal now. I type, they read. Too bad they don't pay attention to what they read. I asked for the TV remote so the jerk nurses aide lays it on the bed a foot from my hand and with the cast I can't move to get it.
You might be getting the idea that I'm frustrated and pissed. Well, I am. I wasn't that way at first but with the way I've been treated in the last week it's gotten to me.
I will give the hospital staff one thing. They keep me clean. At least twice every day they come in with a pan of water, wash cloth and wash all the exposed areas thoroughly. Too bad they haven't discovered the warm water control on the sink.
I'm eighteen so I get erections a lot. They have a treatment for that too. It's called an ice pack. It works like a charm except by the time they remember to remove it my balls are aching so bad I could scream. Screams are very dissatisfying when you have to type them.
This is nothing more than a legal way for a bunch of sadistic people to exercise their fetishes in the guise of health care workers.
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I've been home for a week now. Today is the first day I've had my laptop back. They delivered me in the back of an ambulance. I was in misery the whole way. I'm a big guy, six-four and two hundred twenty pounds. The cast has my arms sticking out to my sides and my knees about as far apart as they go. All four extremities were hanging over the cart in the shock absorber free ambulance.
When they rolled me into the house they ran me in to the front door and into my mom's bedroom door. Yes, that was Mom's bedroom. You read correctly. My room is upstairs. Hers is on the ground floor. Mom decided that having me in her room would be better for nighttime when she's my caregiver.
She leaves for work at seven am. From seven to four there's a cute, but dumber than a rock, aide here for me. Her name is Lil. At least she's cute. Four to seven is Cindy, my nineteen year old bitch sister. Then Mom takes the seven pm to seven am shift.
On the first day at home I discovered that Lil isn't much of a reader. To communicate even the simplest things I had to download and install a speech synthesizer. At least Stephen Hawking isn't in a body cast. Lil does give good baths at least. She uses warm water. She wears those blue nitrile gloves instead of a washcloth which actually does feel kind of good. I always get an erection during her cleanups and she seems distracted by it. That's about the limit of my entertainment.
Cindy is a real piece of work. She does the morning feeding. Right from the fridge to the tube. Some times she even remembers to give me the valve to control the flow. Not often, but occasionally. In the morning if I make a mess she lets me lay in it until Lil gets here. In the afternoon I lay in it until just before Mom gets home. That way she can show Mom what a caring sister she is. She always takes the laptop just out of my reach so I can't bother her with my needs. I'm not making this shit up. That's what she actually said. She has a unique approach to my erection problem too. She puts the computer on a porn site before putting it just out of reach. Sooner or later that bitch is going to get hers.
Mom, at least tries. She warms the slop. Cleans me when needed, with wet ones. They use them on babies. They're disposable things. They're also room temperature which is about twenty five degrees below body temperature. But I'm just being a baby, she says. Babies don't seem to mind them. Mom's approach to erections is throw a pillow over it. Sometimes the pillow pushes it flat to my abdomen but sometimes it forces it to point toward my knees which hurts like hell. That's an every morning issue. She walks out of her bathroom in her panties and bra and dresses right where I can see her. When I mentioned it she told me not to look. Hell, I'm eighteen and she's hot. How far removed from reality can a forty year old hot woman get? God, I'm horny.
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Week 3
It's been a week now since Mom took the computer away. Cindy, just for fun, put porn on and left it running to let Mom catch me with it. Not just any porn mind you. She put mother son porn on. Yes, it was where I could see it but not reach it. It was playing loud too. Her reaction to the mother son stuff was priceless. It was like she just met Satan.
During my week without the computer I spent a lot of time meditating. I wasn't looking for inner peace. I was trying to develop mind control. Yes, I know it's ridiculous but I had a lot of time on my hands. So far it's gotten me nothing but I've only tried it on Lil. Today I'll work on Cindy and Mom. I know what you're thinking. You're right. I'm trying to get sex.
Day 22
Possible breakthrough with Cindy this morning. When she put porn on I kept sending her mental thoughts for brother/sister stuff. She did just that. Coincidence? Possibly. I'll try sister anal if she does it this afternoon.
Bath time is coming up. I'll send Lil hand job messages.
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I'm in shock. Lil did it. Not all the way but she almost had me there. I'll try again when she cleans me after I pee. Gotta concentrate harder and start way ahead of time. I'll keep you posted.
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Nothing further with Lil today. Cindy apparently thought gay porn would be fun this afternoon. At least there was no erection problem. That vanished the minute she turned it on. I'm changing my approach with Cindy and Mom. For Cindy I'm going to send thoughts of how much she wants to give me a blowjob. Mom's getting horny messages.