It's a mixture of shame and pride that I feel when I reminisce about the night I had sex with my son's girlfriend. Well, that sounds more polite than what actually happened. It makes me cringe to say it, but the fact is that I didn't do anything as sterile and euphemistic as "had sex" with her. I fucked her. Saying it makes me embarrassed, yet it also gives me an erection, which makes me feel bad all over again. But the memory is so compelling that I keep returning to it over and over -- I have probably masturbated remembering it at least fifteen times. I'm hoping that when I write this and get it off my conscience the thoughts will abate.
To keep this as anonymous as I can, I will use pseudonyms...Let's just say my son's name is Kyle, and he is a senior at the local public high school in the suburb of Cincinnati where we live. His girlfriend is "Kellie," also a senior, although she is eighteen. (I may be a traitorous scumbag, but I'm not a criminal!) From the minute Kyle brought her home I have been attracted to her. She's amazing -- perfect, even. She has long, dark brown hair which she normally keeps back in a ponytail, and light green eyes. Her skin is smooth and glowing, with a healthy tan that she has achieved largely by laying out by our pool all summer in her bikini. God, the times that I have looked out the window and watched her sprawled on a towel, only a piece of tied nylon across her back and the snug bottoms of her bathing suit hugging her round little ass so tightly. When she is on her back her breasts are firm enough to lay high on her chest and her bathing suit stretches wonderfully taut across her little mound. I can't help but compare her to my wife, fifty years old with breasts that sag into her armpits when she lays on her back and a vagina loosened by two births. Kellie's body is so firm and lean and young. Her legs and arms so slender, and her face so fresh and beautiful...I'm sure you can tell she drives me wild.
I had known that Kyle and Kellie were having sex before the night of the "incident." There was one late night when I was up with horrible insomnia that I heard Kyle's bedsprings creaking through the wall. I started listening harder and was able to hear Kellie making little noises, grunts and moans. I lay there next to my sleeping wife as I listened -- with a raging erection, I need not add -- to my son's girlfriend cum. God, when I write it all out like that it seems so sordid...and I guess it is.
Anyway, I will get to that night. My wife and I had gone to a friend's cocktail party. We had driven separately since we had both come from work. Kyle was on a camping trip with some buddies, and, as he was our usual sitter, we had recruited Kellie to watch our youngest -- Vanessa, 11 years old. That night I was tired from a long day and had gotten pretty buzzed at the party and left a bit early. My wife left as well but headed off to the house of a friend of hers to talk about some redecorating plans over a nightcap. So I arrived home alone around 11:30. When I walked into the living room it was fairly dim, only lit by the tv and a small lamp on the end table. Kellie was asleep on the couch, sprawled rather sloppily on her back in a skirt and tank top. Her legs were slightly parted, and I couldn't help but take advantage of the situation to have a little peek up her skirt. All I could see was a faint blur of her panties, but even that was enough to make my cock start twitching. I might be 53 but I'm not dead! I walked over close to the couch to turn on the brighter lamp on the other end table and kicked something under the couch. When I bent down to pick it up I was surprised to find a pint of booze. Vodka, actually. Empty. I was pissed at first and tried to wake Kellie up to give her a piece of my mind about drinking while she was responsible for my daughter. But she didn't respond to my saying her name or even to my shaking her shoulder. Then another thought occurred to me.