Well Diary, who would have thought that I would get to have this much fun with my brother? It wasn't quite as simple as perhaps I'd thought it would be after I let Grant know that I was knowingly fucking him.
I'd abandoned him in bed and rushed off to work, which gave him a lot of time to think. Boys shouldn't think too much, because it just leads to trouble. Grant wasn't home when I arrived home so I set about cooking a nice dinner for us, looking to celebrate the fact that we would be able to talk openly and have lots of sex.
Grant came home and was kind of cagey and struggled to meet my eyes when he was talking to me. It took some coaxing to get him to sit down and let me know what the problem was. It was quite simply the fact that he knew that having sex with his sister was something that he shouldn't be doing. He was struggling with the fact that he really enjoyed it and wanted more. At least once we got to that point we were moving forward. I assured him that I wanted it too and that if at any point in time either of decided that it should stop, that it would. It seems so simple when I type it out, but trust me, it was hours of conversation all over the apartment. When I finally had him agreeing to what I wanted, we were sitting at the little table in the kitchen again having coffee.
'So like are we going to share a bed now or something?' Grant asked me when it was getting close to time to sleep for the night.
'You know, I kind of like the idea of still having separate rooms, but fucking when we want. I mean, don't take this the wrong way, but I'm not looking for you to be my boyfriend, just a fuck buddy kind of thing.'
'Wow, sounds ok to me,' he laughed.
'I don't want you to hold back either.' I too had been thinking during the day (though clearly not the way he had) and wanted him to know what I wanted him to do.
'What do you mean?' he asked me.
'When ever you want me, let me know and there's a good chance you can fuck me. And if I am asleep or sleepwalking and you get the chance to take advantage of me, do it. You have no idea how much it turns me on to think that I could wake up with your cum dripping from my pussy and not even remember it getting in there.'
'Seriously? You want me to fuck you in your sleep?'
'Yes, I give you permission to do anything you want to me as long as it doesn't hurt me.'
'Holy shit.' I could see his imagination spinning up to speed and enjoyed the different emotions that crossed his face. I wondered what that permission would mean for me and felt myself getting wet thinking about it.
'So if I pulled my cock out now and asked you to suck it ...'
'Why don't you try it and see what happens?' I asked, excited. Grant stood up from the dinner table and quickly worked his cock free of his shorts.
'Nikki, will you suck my cock please?'
'So polite,' I grinned, crooking my finger for him to come closer to me. 'Of course I will.' Grant walked to my side of the little table and I grabbed his rapidly stiffening cock. I pulled him so that he stepped close to me, between my legs and I wrapped my lips around him, sucking him deep into my mouth. God I loved sucking his cock. I loved the feel of it sliding over my tongue, probing against my cheek, being thrust as deep as I'd take it. I moaned around it as he thrust at my face, loving the fact that it was happening at the dinner table. How fucking dirty!
Grant's hands moved to my head, his desire guiding him as he tangled his fingers in my hair and fucked my face. I grabbed his balls and rolled them in my hand, then wrapped my other hand around his shaft, pumping it, wanting him to cum for me. I kept sucking, licking and pumping and before too long was rewarded when he came with a vocal cry, emptying his balls into my mouth. I swallowed and swallowed until he had nothing left to give me.
I grinned at him as he sat back, scooping a little bit of cum that had dribbled down my chin back into my mouth.
"Thanks Nikki,' he said, smiling.
'You're welcome,' I replied, picking up my coffee to finish it.
I think he was still a little stunned that it had happened so simply and he appeared completely unsure as to what should happen next.
'Relax, I have no expectations Grant, if I decide that I'm horny enough to need you, I'll be sure to let you know. Right now I think it's time for bed.'
I headed off to bed wondering if I'd stay there, wondering if perhaps Grant might even come to visit me now that I had given him permission. I think sucking the cum from him was a mistake though. Nothing happened.
When I woke up the next morning I was disappointed. I was surprised at just how much I had apparently been hoping for something to happen. I rubbed myself a little and then got up, sighing that work wasn't going to allow me the luxury of a long sleep in or even the time to masturbate properly. I quickly showered and then set about dressing for work. I pulled a bright red thong from my underwear drawer and paired it with a black cotton bra. I was about to pull more clothes on when I decided to be cheeky and went out to the kitchen to have breakfast in my underwear.
I sat at the table eating my cornflakes wondering if Grant was going to appear. I wasn't sure what time his first class was, so he may have been going to sleep in. I heard the toilet flush and grinned. Grant shuffled sleepily into the kitchen wearing the boxers that he'd slept in. When he saw me sitting there, his eyes bugged out, bringing a big grin to my face.
'Morning sleepyhead.'
'Yeah, um, morning,' he replied. He grabbed some bread and popped it into the toaster before turning back to take another look at me.
'New breakfast outfit?' he asked, eyes roaming up and down.
"Thought I'd try something different,' I teased. I glanced down and was pleased to see that his cock was hardening in his boxers. He knew where I was looking and coughed, a little embarrassed.
'This is going to take some getting used to you know. It's weird enough that you're so open about checking out my cock, let alone walking around the house like that.'
'Oh I'm sure that you'll be ok,' I laughed.
'Can I see your tits?' he asked quietly, obviously only just starting to test the notion that he could ask for what ever he wanted whenever he wanted.
'Of course!' I put my spoon down and reached behind my back to release the clasp before hanging my bra on the chair next to me. My nipples stiffened instantly in the cool morning air and I loved the way Grant just stared.
'You know I've got to know them pretty well in recent times, but its still fucking amazing to see you just sitting there like that.'
'You don't have to stay all the way over there,' I replied. He took one step toward me, but his toast popped up, distracting him.