*EVERYONE IN THIS STORY IS 18 OR OLDER*
Class is going by slower than normal today. I can't focus on writing lines of code when just a couple of hours ago I was filling my mother with cum. I've tried to text her but she is adamant that I focus during class. She isn't responding, which is a good thing. She's doing what a mother should do. Maybe it's just because I've never had sex before but I feel so strongly about what we did. I have nothing else to compare it to. The most I've had before this was heavy make-out sessions where I felt a girl up.
I only have classes three days of the week this semester. The other days I work and whenever I am off, I squeeze in school projects. I've been maintaining the business well. I wonder how whatever I have going on with my mom will fit into my schedule. What is going on with us? What are we? We enjoy being close and making each other feel good. But what are we? Are we together now? She called me "my love" earlier, but that's something she would have already said. This is hard to navigate. I still would like her to be my mother but I also want to make her cum and spend time with her. I have no interest in seeing classmates or coworkers. None of them have made me feel this alive. Just watching a movie next to her gave me more of a rush than when Jennie kissed me and rubbed me off through my pants at the end of senior year.
It's not just the sexual rush I'm after. I want to hold her hand and kiss her. I want to be the only one she is ever with again. But I still very much would like a mother. Can both realities co-exist with each other? It's a little after 2 PM and I'm eating a bland burger I bought from the cafeteria. I text my mom that I'm on break right now and before I can even put my phone down, I see that she is calling me.
"Hi, mom," I say excitedly.
"Hi, handsome," She says sounding equally excited to hear from me. "I've missed you."
I feel real butterflies in my stomach hearing that. The way she said it. It sounded so full of love and desire. She spoke it in a soft breathy tone. I can't believe hearing from my mother is causing me to get this excited. Weirdly I didn't feel as bad before about wanting to fuck my mother. She's a hot girl so who wouldn't? But now I have a desire to do more than just fuck her. I want her to be min and it's fucked up. What is happening to us?
"I've missed you too...beautiful," I say feeling awkward. "Did you enjoy this morning?"
"I've been masturbating thinking about it all day," my mother says in a whisper tone.
"You have?"
"I came four times already, babe."
My dick is growing inside my pants. Not only did I fuck her good. My mom touched herself thinking about what we did. Even if she wasn't my mom. If I got a call from a girl I slept with and she said this. I would feel like I achieved something great as a man.
"Mom," I say and pause for a few moments. "I love you."
"I love you too," she says in a warm motherly tone. "My sweet little man."
"I mean...I really love you."
"I know what you mean, dear."
My heart is pounding right now. This isn't right but I don't care. If this pure unconditional love is considered bad by society. That's society's problem. Not mine. The woman I've been in love with my whole life wants me. I'm on cloud nine.
"Do you want to...I don't know, do something?" I ask cautiously. I don't know what kind of relationship she wants. She may want to just have sex and cuddle. She is within her rights to want that if that's what she desires.
"Steven," she says in a cheeky tone. "Are you asking your mother out on a date?"
"Well...yeah."
"I'd love to go out on a date with you, honey."
"I'll pick you up after school in your car. Uhm, just one thing. How are we going to go about this?"
"What do you mean? Haven't you been on a date before?"