*EVERYONE IN THIS STORY IS 18 OR OLDER*
Dating, seeing, or whatever it is we have been doing. It's interesting because usually when you start seeing someone in that way. You get to know them over time and become accustomed to all their ticks and habits. With my mother, I know everything there is to know already. I know that she loves Joni Mitchell and Fleetwood Mac more than anything. Some of my earliest memories are of her singing Case Of You to me while giving me a bath.
The only new things to learn are related to sex. I've learned that she likes me doing counterclockwise circular motions when I lick her clit. She likes me to lean down and kiss her back if I am fucking her from behind. If she is on top of me it drives her crazy to spit in my mouth. I always have my mouth open for it.
Since she's my mom and I'm her son there are no awkward feelings. We've long since gotten beyond the "what we're doing is disgusting" phase. I don't have much experience with women who aren't my mother but I assume communication can be difficult. Especially if you are just getting to know someone and are trying to impress them. If the girl isn't doing something just the way you'd like it to be done. You might not say anything. But we my mother I am open. She is open with me as well and usually already knows just what I want.
It's obviously not practical for every son to sleep with their mother. I can't gauge everyone's situation. What we do is illegal and will never be socially acceptable. But what other woman is going to show you as much love and devotion? I've never felt more alive. Time with her makes time doing anything else seem pointless.
Winter break starts tomorrow so we're both going to take some time off work. I wish we could spend the whole three weeks together but no job is going to allow that. We plan on flying to New York and spending the week there. We'll have room service for Christmas.
"Don't forget to pack extra gloves and mittens!" My mom shouts from her room.
"I've already got them packed, mom," I say to calm her worries. "I've got everything ready. I'm just waiting for you."
My mother slowly walks out of her room carrying a heavy suitcase with her left hand. She's dragging behind a rolling suitcase with her right. She is struggling to lift so I rush over and take the heavy one from her left hand.
"Thank you, dear," she says and gives me an innocent peck on the cheek.
"This will be fun!" I say lifting my bag with my free hand. "I've never been on a plane before."
"I'm sure we'll end up spending a majority of this vacation in bed naked."
"I wouldn't say a majority...but a good portion."
Both my hands are occupied so my mother opens the front door of her condo and the trunk of the car for me. I lift and place all our luggage inside. My bag is fairly light but both my mother's bags are so heavy.
"What's up with these heavy bags, mom?" I ask slamming the trunk shut.
"I like to dress nice on vacation," she answers. "I hope you brought at least one nice outfit. I hope it's the red shirt I bought you a couple of years ago."
I open the passenger door for my mother and she gets inside. She's wearing a shirt and a puffy winter jacket. I stare at her legs as she swings them inside the car. I can't wait to be in New York where I can cover those soft legs in kisses. I start driving towards the airport.
"Remember, Steven, you can't call me 'mom' until we're back," my mother reminds me. "I don't even want us to use our real names. I'll call you Greg and you call me Mary, okay?"
"Okay, mom," I say giggling.
"Hey! This is serious."
"Okay, Mary."
"That's better."
The airport is about an hour's drive away. We'll have to pay extra for the car to remain parked there for a week. We could have gotten a friend to drive us or even a Uber. But she's really nervous about others finding out about us.
It's just one long stretch of highway and the airport is just off the exit. My hand is on my mother's thigh rubbing back and forth and she's just looking out the window. She looks happy but I also see a small bit of unease behind her smile. I keep glancing over at her. Her red lips and dark hair underneath a black beanie. She's the most stunning thing I've ever laid eyes on.
"You okay, mom- Mary?" I ask putting my hand on her shoulder.
"I'm fine, dear," she answers quietly.
I want to ask her what's wrong. But I also don't want to ruin a good thing with too many questions. I know I'm locked into us being something more than we were. But if I say the wrong thing to my mother and she thinks too hard about what we're doing, will she be okay with it? It's best not to say anything. I just drive and the car is quiet for the next half an hour.
"Can we talk?" My mother asks turning her head towards me.
"Sure," I answer.
"So....what....what do you want out of this?"
"You."
"I know that, hun. Do you think this is smart in the long run? I know I'm happy but we'll have to live a lie. We can never be open about who we are."
"Fuck that, I don't care. If I can have you in secret. That still means I have you."
"You really mean that, Steven?"
"Every word."
"You're just, you're so young. Sometimes I worry that I'm taking advantage of you."
"I worry the same thing too sometimes."