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It started out like just a plain boring night for me. My parents were out at a party for a coworker, and my brother was out with his girlfriend probably getting laid at this very moment. Which leaves me, stuck here at home with nothing to do but sit in front of my computer and surf the net till my brain fries from the radiation off my monitor.
It’s not like I didn’t have a choice about it though, I mean I’m not that bad a person and surely could have gotten together with a few friends, or even found a date for tonight. I’m 21, 6’ tall, 160 lbs, blonde hair, green eyes. I’m not out of shape, but I’m not buff, just trim. Also had I of planned it right, I could have met up with a guy from the internet, and traded blowjobs with him, but instead I’m stuck here on my own.
Yeah I’m bisexual, have been since I was 18. I’m 21 now. Nobody in my life actually knows it though, since they’d never understand. I want to tell them, but how do you walk up to your Dad and tell him that you enjoy having sex with men when he uses the term fag as an insult almost every day. My Mom might be the only one who could understand, but the fact that she’d surely tell my Dad is what keeps me from telling her. My Brother and I hardly even talk, so he’s definitely not someone I’d be coming out to.
After a few hours of internet surfing, I decided to move downstairs to the living room and throw a porno of mine in the DVD player. Grabbing one at random from my room, I made my way downstairs in just my jockey’s for a good jerk off session. It wasn’t until I pushed play on the remote, that I realized I had grabbed my one guy on guy DVD. It didn’t matter to me, I just planted my ass on the couch, and got ready to jerk my meet while watching guys suck and fuck other guys.