There have been many Indian stories here but not many from southeast asia. Here is a true story of mine coming from the Lion City.
I am Sumangali (the one blessed with long marriage life). However, my marriage life didn't last more than 11months. I fell in love with my professor when I was in the teacher training school and got pregnant at the tender age of 19. Against the wishes of my family and relations I married him and moved in with him. When my son Suresh was born my husband dumped us both and ran away. With no family and friends to turn to I was stranded with Suresh as my only companion in my life.
Now the age of 38 I am living in a 1 room apartment with my 18 year old Suresh. We have been here and I am working at the same school since Suresh was born. He currently studies in a polytechnic. He has been grown up to be a fine young man I should say.
Due to my family genes I've been always a large framed girl. Not fat but a bit fleshy and big boned. My parents are tall and I followed suit. As I attained puberty at the age of 12 my height shot up, my hips widened and my chest started developing more than other girls my age. My grandmother and mother are blessed with curves and the blessings followed me too. We are Indian women built like the Amazon women with curves which have brought us lots of attention.
Despite the attention I have received I have been always a rather conservative Indian woman. As a result of the way the women in my family are built my upbringing was rather strict and the only mistake and the biggest mistake in my life was the accidental teenage pregnancy. I was always made to dress and behave modestly and traditionally. I was never allowed as a child and teenager to wear sleeveless tops or shorts even at home. Not to mention short skirts. I was always made to wear skirts that cover my knees and long pants at all times. This habit has caught on despite the years have passed. Even now when I am dressed in saris I ensure that I tie it 2inch above my navel and make sure that my hips are not exposed.
My sari blouse (ravikai) are tailored to be rather high neck so as not to show any hint of my ample cleavage and covered at the back as well. This is not only for modestly but also for comfort purpose to support my well endowed chest . My most comfortable attire has to be Salwar Kameez with baggy pants and long loose tops. They cover me perfectly and hide all my lady lumps especially when I am sharing a small space with a young man.
When Suresh was a kid I used to bath him and my colleagues used to share stories with me where they bathe their kids in their nude. But I found it so strange and weird to share the bath nude with your baby. I always was dressed when I bathed him till the age of 3. Even when I was dressed I made sure that I don't get wet. At times Suresh playfully will splash water at me, causing my clothes to get drenched and stick to my body. The wet clothes will clearly show off the outline of my body clinging onto me like second skin. I will get very uncomfortable and tie a towel around me. When Suresh turned 4 I made sure he wore his undies when I bathed him and taught him to wash his privates on his own. At the age of 6 when Suresh started schooling his was bathing and clothing all by himself.
As he grew older I became more cautious about the way I was dressed especially when he was around. I used to wear night dresses till Suresh reached the age of 6. I realised over time that when I sleep overnight my dresses ride up exposing my legs and there have been times the dress come up all the way to my thighs and as a result my panties can be seen. Hence I switched to wearing baggy tops and track pants to ensure my modesty.
As Suresh attained puberty I realised that his natural curiosity towards girls grew. I realised that he starting noticing women more actively and I became more careful to cover myself. Even though, I was his mother I gradually notice that he looks towards me lacked the innocence he used have and I gradually avoided hugging him or kissing him unnecessarily. I could feel that he didn't often look at my face when he talked to me and his eyes often travelled down south. He started taking longer showers and I suspected that he started to relieve his sexual tensions in the shower. I stopped drying my undies in the bathroom. I made sure that I took them out when he showered.
I never used sexy lingerie and always wore ordinary full cup bra for support and that too in standard nude shades or black. Even my panties were normal boy cut or girdle to help me shape my tummy. However for a boy his age any women's underwear was heaven and being his mother I didn't want him using my bra or panties for his pleasure.
As much as I covered myself, Suresh was only dressed in his shorts at home and always walked around bare chested. I have always admired and adored him and tell myself that he has grown to be a fine young man. Despite being a mother and conservative women I too have my needs. Every woman is at her sexual peak from the age of 30 to 40 and now at the prime age of 38 I found myself to be alone with no male companion to satisfy my need for love and lust. For the past couple of years my fingers and my shower head have been my sole companions to satisfy my need. I waited for times Suresh leaves home and then I will have my shower and at the same time quench my itch for lust. I'll place the showerhead between my legs and enjoy the warm stream jet of water hitting my sweet spot. With my son not around my gentle moans gradually grow louder as I reach my climax and reach an orgasm. Being a "virgin" for a long time after Suresh's birth has allowed me to remain tight for a woman my age.
I had the tendency to admire myself in the mirror to see how well I have matured over the years. Even though I have always been on the bigger side the arrival of Suresh has gifted me with more womanly roundedness and age had added on softness as well. At 178cm and 80kg, I still managed a hourglass figure with minimal exercise and diet, My hips are wide and round at 45inches the last time I measured. My ass is on the fleshy side and my thighs a proportionate for my lower half. I've a slight hint of tummy with deep navel. Tapering upwards to a slightly smaller waist compared to my hips at 32inches. My top is well equalised by my ample bosom at 38inches D cup with very minimal sag thanks to the fact that I never go braless. Rather a pleasing sight for a 38year old single mother.