Thank you for reading my story, I hope that you enjoy, Mica, Yorkshire, England
We stayed on the boat for the rest of the afternoon, the sun warming our skins as we lay naked in the aftermath of our tryst. I was conflicted, Harry is my son, mothers and sons should not engage in sexual activity, but, I told myself, I love my son and what we did was lovemaking, not sex.
I tipped my head and looked across at Harry as he lay next to me. His dick was remarkably similar to how I remember my late husband Paul's to be. Much more than a palm's width in length and just a bit more than a circled palm in girth, uncut, his head hidden except when fully aroused when it would just push his foreskin back and peek out. His balls pendulous and hanging deep from the base of his dick, promising so much.
His stomach still flat and his chest muscled rather than moobed. He didn't really work out, but his body was toned and looked after and it showed. Where would we go from here? Was this a one off event, was it engineered by Harry? I suspected that it was. Did that mean he wanted more, would he expect me to open my legs for him, to invite him inside me? I wasn't sure on my own feelings. The sex, if I just isolated it as sex, was fantastic, I orgasmed naturally for the first time in a long time. But was it more, was it pure love?
The sensation of his juices dribbling down, leaking from my fanny to my perineum was something I had forgotten, both unpleasant and yet remarkably nice. The numbness in my fanny after the orgasm, and then the slow return to feelings as my fanny returned to its normal closed self was, again, a feeling I had long forgotten. My body has reawakened, do I want to let it sleep again, do I want to take advantage of what my son appears to have to offer, did I somehow initiate this? Is my subconscious engineering scenarios that will inevitably lead to intercourse with my son?
I lay half asleep watching the sun sink lower in the sky.
"Harry, we should be getting back, it will be dark very soon," I called across to Harry.
He sat up and scratched his balls, lovely, and then stood.
"Yes I suppose you are right. Ought to get dressed I suppose."
"Indeed." Arriving naked back at the marina would ask questions that we didn't need answering.
I went down to the head and cleaned myself as best I could, remarkably there was still a lot of him inside me, it would be leaking for ages. I did the best I could with toilet tissue, I would have to douche properly when we got back to the Plantation House and a decent shower.
I went back aloft and dressed in my bikini and sarong and sat on the bench at the back of the cockpit, I could enjoy the last of the sun and watch my son as he took us back home. Harry was back in his shorts and T Shirt and had started the engines and retrieved the anchor.
"Right mum, back to the purity of the Plantation House," he said.
What a strange turn of phrase I thought, did he imply nothing would occur between us back there? Was this tryst to only happen when we were remote, away from others, were no one could see us, no one could draw judgements? I guessed that tonight would answer that, the party door would, or would not, be used.
We arrived back at the Marina just as the sun was setting, long black shadows hiding so much as we moored. I had phoned Jorge as we approached, and he was there to help with the ropes and help us moor and disembark.
"I will deal with the yacht later madam, sir," he said, "Let us get you back to the plantation house first."
We piled into the Toyota and headed along the bumpy streets back to the plantation where Maria greeted us.
"Hello madam, have you had a good day?"
"Yes Maria we have, we may do it again in a couple of days, it was quite relaxing."
"Excellent Madam. I have a lobster salad prepared for tea, but if you are not hungry, then I could save it for tomorrow's lunch."
"Oh that sound divine Maria, yes dinner please. But first I need to go and shower the sea air off me, my skin feels quite dry."
"Yes madam."
"Harry," I said to his retreating back, "I am showering and then dinner in thirty, okay?"
"Yes mum, of course mum," back to not boat Harry then. Good, I think. I expected that the party door would not be used tonight.
In my room I first checked that the party door was shut but unlocked. If he wanted to, he could use it, but I would not invite it by opening it. I stripped off my bikini and rinsed it in the hand wash basin and turned on the shower. I stepped in and rinsed myself and the removed the head from the hose. I smeared a little gel around the end, squatted slightly, and gently pushed the hose end past my entrance and inside me.
It was a strange feeling, the water, which I had on a low setting, flooded my insides washing away the last of his sperms, leaving me clean inside. I just used water no soap internally, I did not want to wash away my natural juices and oils, just remove the last remnants of my son. I pulled the hose away and reattached the head and put it back on its hook. I gelled my body, rubbing as much of the sea salt away as I could, and then stood and let the shower rain wash away the suds.
Feeling refreshed I towelled myself dry, added some after sun moisturiser and then stepped into a sundress. I looked in the mirror and decided that it was not obvious that I wasn't wearing knickers, no bra, yes, but so what, everyone has nipples, right?
I went down to the dining room and poured a martini over ice and stood in the opened door looking out to sea, the myriad of stars with their familiar patterns filling the now dark sky, millions more than we can see in the light polluted UK sky, here in the Caribbean the sky is alive, look long enough on any night and you will see shooting stars. Make a wish Harriet, make a wish.
Harry came in, "Hi mum, good shower?"