Mateo heard the car door slam, and knew his sister was home from her date. Allysa ran into the living room crying.
"What's the matter Lys?" asked Mateo, who was home for the summer from his first year of college.
"It's Jeremy. He..he...oh god, it's so awful I can't even say it!" Tears leaked out of her big black eyes and down her cheeks.
"Come here Lys," said Mateo, patting the couch next to him. Allysa snuggled up close to him, putting her head on his chest. Mateo put his arm around his sister, smoothing her hair back.
"I drove over to his apartment, and found ...I found him in bed with some stupid redhead. He told me he was getting tired of waiting for me to put out. He found that slut in one of his classes. He said that college boys don't date high school girls who won't put out. Is that true Mat?"
"He's just being a jackass. He's only six months older than you are! What else happened?" Mateo inhaled slowly, savoring the scent of his sister's perfume.
"He told me I could join them, or I could leave. He said he didn't want some silly virgin, and if I was going to play with the big boys, I was going to have to sleep with him. He then went on fucking her! Right in front of me! I left. I'm so hurt. What's wrong with me, Mat? Am I so ugly he couldn't stand me?"
"Lys, you're beautiful and you know it. You could have any guy. All you have to do is bat those beautiful eyes and toss your dark hair and you'll have them drooling. If you don't mind me asking, why didn't you sleep with him?"
"I don't want to just have sex. I want my first time to be with someone special, someone I love and someone who loves me. Maybe I should have just fucked him. I'm never going to find someone who loves me."
"Lys, I love you, and you know that! Look at me." Mateo cupped Allysa's still damp face in his hands. "You are beautiful! Any man would be lucky to have you, any man." Mateo kissed her forehead, her nose, and gently her lips. Allysa kissed back gently and slid her arms around his neck. Mateo pulled her closer and deepened the kiss. He traced her lips with his tongue and slipped it inside her mouth. Allysa gasped.
"Mat, I'm sorry. I...I just...I was... I don't know. I'm sorry." Allysa started to get up, but Mateo pulled her back to him.
"Lys, don't go. I'm sorry. It's my fault. I got carried away. You're just so beautiful, I've always thought so. I want you. I know it's wrong, but I do." Mateo motioned to the obvious bulge in his pants.
"I made you hard, Mat? Me? Why? I can't even keep a boyfriend."
"Lys, you're a hottie. You've grown into a woman, with a beautiful body." Mateo stroked her cheek. Without notice, Allysa was kissing him again, this time more forcefully. Her hands were working the buttons on his shirt. She kissed down his chest with every button she undid. "Lys, oh god, what are we doing? We can't do this."
"Why not? What's stopping us? I love you, Mat, and I know you love me, too. Teach me, Mat, teach me what you know." Allysa slid up Mateo's bare chest and kissed him again.