Rin knew she was a bad girl. She sobbed silently as she entered the church, hoping that no one would notice that she had cut classes. She hadn't been inside St. Agnacius since junior high school, right before her parents got divorced. Now an 18 year old high school senior, Rin felt a need to reconnect with the church, especially after what she had just done. She looked around the church, hoping to find some inspiration, some sign that she could be forgiven for her sins. Instead, her guilt pressed even more heavily on her. She sobbed again.
She was glad the church was empty. She bowed her head and took a deep breath.
"Please God. Please forgive me. Please don't let my mom ever find out."
Rin toyed with her long silky black hair, trying to muster some courage. She played back the day's events in her head, hoping to imagine a different ending. But each time, she felt flushed with guilt. But the memory also made her feel warm in other parts of her slim Asian body. She put her hand on her chest, and could feel her heart thumping loudly against her pert B-cups. She pressed her legs closely together, hoping to squelch out the sensations from earlier. She closed her eyes, remembering the things she had done for him, the way she squirmed, the way she...
Rin jumped back in startled surprise when Father Jim put his hand on her shoulder.
"Are you alright, my child? Oh, is that you, Rin?"
Father Jim hadn't seen Rin in years, but in his eyes, she hadn't changed much. He remembered her as a shy, but incredibly sweet little girl who would sit silently with her parents in the front pews. She still had that same beautiful angelic face, with soft almond eyes that shone with innocence. Her jet black hair was now longer, and her slim, firm body had filled out in the right places. He found his mind wandering as he stared at her milky white thighs below her short skirt, and had to shake his head to snap out the thoughts that were creeping inside his head.
"Oh Father....I've done something terrible." Rin bit her lower lip as the tears started to form again.
Father Jim could not hide his surprise. He could not imagine what sweet, innocent Rin might have done that could make her feel so remorseful.
"Child. Do not be frightened. God loves you. You can confess your sins, and if you are willing to commit penance, you will be forgiven. Do you want me to hear your confession?"
Rin lowered her head. She nodded. She wasn't sure that she could be forgiven, but she had to get the guilt out before it suffocated her. She walked over to the confessional and entered. She heard Father Jim enter his side and open the partition between them.
Rin looked around the cramped space, not having been to confession in years. The confessional was brighter than she remembered, and the open partition allowed a clear view between her and Father Jim. She chewed on her lower lip, thinking that confession would be much easier if she couldn't see the priest.
"We can dismiss with the formalities, my child. You look very troubled. Why don't you begin your confession."
"Bless me father, for I have sinned. It has been six years since my last confession." Rin blurted out. Once she started talking, she found she could not stop. She felt a wave of relief washing over her, as she relayed the day's events. Perhaps she could be forgiven after all.
She had woken up that morning late. Her alarm had not gone off in time, and when she opened her eyes, it was already 7:30 am. Oh no. Her mother would have already left for work and now Rin was late for the school bus. She jumped out of bed, and rushed toward the bathroom in her bra and panties. She burst inside without knocking.
To her shock, her stepfather Steven was standing naked in the shower but no water was running. She could not believe what she was seeing. Steven's eyes were closed while his hands...his hands were wrapped around his cock, pumping back and forth. Her stepfather's cock was much bigger than those of her previous two boyfriends. Steven's cock was a somewhat longer, but it was very thick, much thicker than even the ones in the few pornographic videos she had seen. Rin edged slowly back, and stumbled against the bathroom door almost falling down.
Steven was horrified to see his stepdaughter, sprawled out on the bathroom floor. He quickly grabbed a towel and tried to cover himself up. Rin ran out and back into her own room, shutting her eyes trying to forget the images. But she couldn't. She couldn't forget. She felt a little uneasy when she felt a slight tickle between her legs at the thought of Steven's manhood...how erect it was, how it was throbbing as his hand...
She heard Steven knock on the door. He was still clad only in a towel wrapped around his waist when he entered. Steven had a concerned look on his face as he sat down next to her on the bed. Rin lowered her head and let her hair cover her face so she could hide her embarrassment.
Father Jim shook his head sadly as he listened to the confession. Rin was relaying the morning's events in vivid detail. The priest, of course, knew both Rin's mother and Steven. In fact, they had been in marriage counseling with him for several months, despite the fact that they had not been church goers in years. Rin's mother had married Steven right after her divorce, and the second marriage was not working out well. While they loved each other, they had serious incompatibilities. Rin's mother was very traditional and very timid. While she was beautiful, she was also very shy and conservative. Steven, on the other hand, was outgoing and adventurous, and proud of his Irish-American heritage. A gregarious man, he enjoyed the company of others and had dated many women before marrying Rin's mom.
Steven had always had a "thing" for Asian women, and the two had hit if off immediately. Their courtship was brief, and they soon married. He had respected her conservative nature, and the two of them had only engaged in mild petting before their wedding night. Much to Steven's disappointment, however, he soon discovered they were sexual opposites. His drive was immense. He needed sex and he needed it constantly. He felt as if his insides would explode unless he could relieve the building pressure daily. Rin's mom, on the other hand, was as frigid as she was beautiful. To her, sex was dirty. And with Steven, it was also painful because of his size. She eventually found it physically impossible to have sex with her new husband. Soon, the marriage was in trouble. Father Jim thus was not surprised by Rin's words as she continued her confession.