Author's Note: This is the 2nd chapter of a multi-chapter sibling romance erotica novel, not blatant written porn. If you haven't read chapter one, I highly encourage starting there as things will not make as much sense without it. I hope you enjoy the story as much as I'm enjoying writing it for you. All characters are over the age of 18. Comments are always welcome and encouraged.
Again, a huge and special thanks to ArilynWriter, my brilliant and extremely encouraging editor as well as Benji4lyf who has also been very encouraging of my work.
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With my hand directly cupping Becky's breast and afraid to move even an inch else she might change her mind causing me to lose the opportunity of a lifetime, my thoughts raced through the night about what her actions could really mean. Was this another cuddling comfort thing for her, or was my sister initiating real sexual contact between us of the likes I had fantasized so many times in my life? Perhaps, she had just slept next to Chris with his hand on her breast so it was another of her self-security things. Then again, she might have just figured that I really liked it since she had caught me feeling her up before, and wanted to please me due to the feelings that I was now highly suspicious she held toward me.
The fact that her leg was wrapped over mine only intensified the sensations in my mind. My imagination started messing with me. I swore that I could feel the rising heat of her groin as she pressed it against my leg. Of course this only made my throbbing erection problem all the worse. I couldn't dare move a muscle to jerk off though; she would feel any movement I made and would probably wake up to catch me in mid-action. So, I suffered blissful agony throughout the night, unsure of what was real and what was only in my head anymore. I finally fell asleep from complete exhaustion at some point in the wee hours of the morning.
"Looks like Becky got the better end of this deal," Lizzie joked as she served my eggs and bacon. I could hear Charity on her piano in the distance practicing some difficult piece from Bach or Beethoven; she really was good at what she did. "Lizzie was bouncing around full of energy when I saw her earlier; been in the bathroom for over an hour now. A big change from the norm I'd say." She chuckled. "She keep you up talking all night or something?"
My eyes were having difficulties to stay open, though the smell of fresh coffee that Lizzie handed me was starting to help with that. "I just had a lot on my mind," I smiled at her groggily. "Becky's a great roommate; slept peacefully and hardly moved at all through the night. I was just thinking too much all night to sleep is all."
Lizzie sat down in a chair opposite me and rested her chin in her palms. "Yeah, I know what you mean. I've been really worried about how things are going to work with the money too." I suppressed a chuckle as the monetary issues we were facing hadn't even crossed my mind all night long. Still, it was a better excuse than admitting to what I had really been thinking about.
"How bad is it really?" I asked looking around to make sure that none of our sisters would hear us. Lizzie was always careful about worrying the others with things if there was a way she could take care of it first. "I mean, what are we talking here?"
She sighed and pursed her lips in a way that just made her look even more adorable than usual. "We'll last about two weeks," she sighed again. "After that we'll either have to cut out some service or there just won't be enough money to cover food for the rest of the month." I could tell she was really worried about it, placing her head down on the table in the first sign of depression I had ever seen from her.
I ran my hand over her hair, caressing it in a similar way I had done so often with Becky. "The cable's not exactly essential," I suggested. She turned her head to the side, guiding my hand around to her ear that I soon began to trace with my finger. "I know the internet is part of it too, but I'm the only one that really uses it. I'll just learn to deal without it."
She chuckled a bit, moving her head now purposefully to have my hand flow all over her head. "I can definitely see why Becky enjoys this so much." She lifted her head, several strands flying freely over her head from my caressing. "Shutting off the cable and internet would help, but I'm afraid it will only buy us time in the long run. We seriously need some kind of income coming in soon. What about online? Think you might find some more gigs there on... I don't know," she shrugged, "that craigslist site or something? At this point anything would help."
"Two weeks you say?" I feigned a smile. Now she had me honestly worried about the situation as well. "I'll make sure to search out everything I can before we lose the internet then. I'll find something; you'll see. Don't worry so much." I knew, of course, that telling Lizzie not to worry was like telling her to stop breathing. It just wasn't going to happen.
As I had finished eating, Lizzie stood up and took my plates to the kitchen. Sitting at the table still, I watched her for a few minutes, my imagination running away with what it would have been like had the prior night's sleeping arrangements involved her instead of Becky. Of course Becky was definitely now my preferred sister given recent events, but that didn't lessen my attraction to Lizzie in the least.
'Definitely a little more to hold' I chuckled to myself figuring there was at least a full cup size difference between their breast sizes. Lizzie's taller height and larger frame in general would have meant we would be squished even closer together on my small bed, though I had great difficulties picturing Lizzie draped all over me like Becky had been. I had witnessed firsthand that Becky was a master of sensuality. She had a way of making a guy feel like he was her entire world and she needed him for protection, which drove me completely wild. Lizzie on the other hand was a bit too independent, standoffish, and self-assured for any of that.
"Do I have peanut butter on my nose or something?" she raised her eyebrows at me as she dried the dishes. "You've been staring at me for five minutes now. Everything all right with you?"
"Oh?" I snapped out of it shaking my head. "Sorry. Mind was wandering a bit about the money thing." I stood up from the chair and started toward my room. "I'm going to check out if there's anything on the web now. Maybe all this worrying might be for nothing." She smiled at me and wished me luck.
I had been perusing the internet for several minutes when I heard an angelic voice behind me, "Morning sleepyhead." Almost immediately afterward Becky's hands fell softly on my shoulders and then slowly slid down my chest as I felt her cheek near mine. From behind she hugged me and then pecked my cheek with her lips like the night before. "So how'd you sleep roommate?"
As I felt her backing away, I turned around in my chair to greet her for the day properly and my jaw just about hit the floor. Her hair was up in a ponytail, the ends curled charmingly while those same two blond strands delicately caressed the sides of her face like the night before. She had obviously spent quite some time with her make-up as well, something I had never really seen her do until then; a rosy hint to her cheeks, a soft red lipstick, and her eyes just popped gorgeously as she gazed at me.