Senior year; three months before my high school graduation.
My mom stood before me in a tight, pink, thigh-high bathrobe. The fleece material clung to her body as if it was two sizes too small, showing me the curves at her waist, the bump of her fat ass and the heft of her big tits. She was thick and beautiful.
Our home's doors had all been locked, the curtains and blinds, closed for the night, and the only light came from a candle and a few strategically placed nightlights; she'd been waiting for me in the dark, which was never a good sign.
The house was so quiet I could hear our refrigerator humming four rooms over; this meant my father had powered down the tv in the den and given up on waiting me out. He was, no doubt, fast asleep. My mother, however, the main disciplinarian, wasn't so easy. I was an hour late of making curfew, which meant I was in deep shit, but this night, I couldn't be bothered to care; I figured, there wasn't much more bullshit that could make this hellish evening any worse, so fuck it.
She crossed her arms, perking up her tits, her nipples now jutting through the robe; I knew here that she wasn't wearing a bra. Her body had always seemed to force me to sneak glances at her. Her short skirts, tight pants, slim v-necks, thin slips and snug dresses had all given me glimpses of her in ways a son shouldn't see his mother.
"Why the fuck are you an hour late?" she asked. "We said midnight."
I stared at her. She was fired up, aggressive and pissed. Why was she so adorable when she was pissed?
"Kacy broke up with me." Embarrassingly, the words came out far more broken than I'd intended.
Her shoulders sank. "Oh my God." Her tone had changed, just like that she was in mom-mode, comfort-mode. "Are you okay? What happened?"
It had been a devastating night and my emotions were shot. A single tear ran down my face. I turned away to hide it but it was too late. She'd noticed. My mom rushed to me and wrapped me up in her arms. Her subtle perfume hit me as I gave in and embraced the hug.
"Did she give you a reason?" she whispered and held me tight.
"She cheated."
I felt her entire upper body drop with an exhale, a, sort of, sigh of disappointment. My mother had done a lot for Kacy over the year we'd been together, so, this betrayal didn't just hit me.
My mom inhaled and I felt her chest bulge and rise against mine. She was almost petite in my grasp; twice my age and half the height, I'd used to joke.
Her right hand caressed through the back of my hair, while the other pushed at my back, keeping us together.
I thought of Kacy, imagined her with that other guy, naked in his arms, her, never again in my own. Did she suck him off? Did he go down on her? Did he bend her over, fuck her ass, cum inside? My racing mind was in a free fall, spiraling into a pit of despair. I was angry, embarrassed and hurt. It would be a long time before I'd recover from this betrayal, this loss. I had thought we were in love, that we'd go on to get married, have babies.
However, I couldn't ignore this comfort that I held; it felt good, felt right. I had a beautiful woman embracing me, and her intoxicating scent, subtle cute breaths and tight form got my blood flowing. It was wrong of me to think of my mother in such a way, but in this moment, that's what made it so right.
I moved my hands to her waist, something she usually never allowed me to do. This time, she didn't pull away. I squeezed my grip, trying to invoke the usual response, the one that always made her give me that disapproving look. But no, she let me, and now, the fact that I'd crossed this barrier and held her the same way I knew she'd seen me hold Kacy ... it made my dick rise, which made my heart jump. I breathed her in, focused on her body pressing against mine and I let my dick fill, grow and push against her tight stomach.
I moved my hands to her upper back as I felt my cock, literally, pulsing, throbbing against her. I knew she knew. How could she not? The fact that she still hadn't pulled away, broke from her visibly turned-on son, made my cock rock hard, harder than morning wood. I pulled my chin from her shoulder and looked into her eyes. God she was cute, so pretty and elegant. I was tired of denying it, of fighting how sexy she was. I kissed her forehead. She let me. I kissed her cheek. She actually let me.
As my cock nearly erupted, I gripped her ass cheeks and pulled her feet from the floor. I put her back against the nearby wall as my dick sunk between her legs; she instinctively wrapped them around me. Then I heard it. Her voice came out soft as she breathed through her words.
"You need to stop."
My heart sank. My head dropped to her shoulder.
"Put me down, honey," she said. "I know you're hurting, and I'm here for you, but this can't happen. What would your father say?"
I did not put her down.
I kissed her neck, kissed her chest at the break in her robe and I kissed her chin. I thought, maybe if he appreciated her, wanted her and needed her like I did, she'd be in his arms instead of mine. The truth being, he barely noticed her anymore.
As she protested, my lips met hers and we kissed. My hands slid up her robe and it was then I realized she wasn't wearing any underwear. The kiss was long, a bit wet and her lips felt fuller than I ever remembered them seeming. When we pulled away, our lips separated loudly.