I waited as long as I could after the sunrise peaked around the edges of the curtains before I got up. I grabbed some clothes from my suitcase under the bed, and then crept up and knocked on the bedroom door lightly.
Hearing nothing, I cracked it open an inch, and saw Rin passed out on the couch. Her hair was a mess, the blanket was twisted and tossed, only half covering her, and one of her arms was trailing on the floor.
I opened the door the rest of the way and tried to carefully walk towards the bathroom and the tiny shower.
And stepped exactly where the floor creaked loudly.
I didn't stop to see if I'd woken her up, I practically ran for the bathroom, closing the door and staring in disbelief as I found that not even this door had a lock on it.
I cringed, held my breath, but didn't hear a pursuit.
I breathed out tiredly, stripped down, and started the shower. It took a little while for the water to warm up, but soon enough I was leaning my head against the wall with steaming hot water running down me.
I didn't get to really relax, or get out of my thought spiral. There wasn't a lot of hot water, and somebody else deserved it far more than I did.
I towelled myself down, and got dressed into another simple t-shirt and jeans pairing. Different than the day before, but completely uninteresting all the same.
Then, taking a deep breath, I opened the door to the main room and walked out.
Rin wasn't on the couch, anymore.
She used to do that when we were young. She'd spend all night sitting cross-legged and fretting about something, but the moment she heard anyone else, she'd pretend to be asleep. Then, when they weren't looking, she'd run away.
Glancing around, I knew I had to find her, talk to her about getting her home. I checked the bedroom, but she wasn't there, either.
One of the curtains, over the door to the verandah, was a bit crooked. So I dragged it up and open, letting pale yellow light flood the room.
I was surprised to see Rin leaning on the verandah, laughing and smiling like nothing was wrong in the world. She was talking to Tom, both of them holding steaming mugs.
I gave a small wave to them as they noticed me, and then turned around and began cleaning up the main room. Taking Rin's blanket back to the bedroom. Giving her space to enjoy being herself without me around.
I heard the door open, "You going to mope around or come join us?"
"Rin?" I asked in confusion, looking at her. She shrugged from the doorway, leaving it open as she stepped back to talk with Tom.
"Yeah, we had a bit of a fight last night. Not entirely his fault." She said loud enough for me to hear it, "I can be... A bit of a bitch. When I want to."
Tom was quieter, "It's important to acknowledge a fight, when it happens, of course. But what's more important is what you do afterwards. Doesn't matter who started it. Matters how it ends."
"I still love him." Rin replied as if she hadn't run the hell away from me, "I guess we're always going to have little things like this... But I'm not about to let him go. Not let it ruin our holiday."
Tom sounded emotional in his response, "You're a good woman, Rin. A good woman. Don't let anyone ever tell you any different. It's more important than looks, which fade when you get to my age. More important than romance, which can grow stale. A good woman is better than a dozen others."
"Aw." She said nervously, "Thanks."
I shuffled out to the doorway, running out of things to do and pretend to be busy. "Morning."
Tom lifted his mug, "Morning. Just came down to make sure you could get going. I retied the rope for you last night, wasn't sure you'd know how to undo it."
"Thanks." I said genuinely, "But might be here a tiny bit longer than I expected. Rin's head-"
"No, I'm not." She interrupted me, her voice dropping angrily and letting me know she wasn't going to argue this. "Why don't you go to the front, and have Tom show you how to cast off. You and I can talk about it after, when we're on the move again."
Tom put his mug down, "Thanks for the tea, love. Boy, let's see if you have what it takes to become a man."
I headed through with him, feeling conflicted, to the front. Tom showed me how to slip the knot undone, and how to tie it again. Made me practice a couple times.
"You know... You might just be an idiot."
I blinked in surprise as I began coiling the rope, "Wow. Where did that come from?"
"You were going to let a fight split the two of you up?" Tom asked and shook his head, "Only a moron of the highest order would let that woman out of their sight. She's a one of a kind."
"She is." I replied quietly, "Look... Things aren't quite what they seem here. Rin didn't exactly tell the truth last night. Probably not this morning, either. They're... Complicated."
"That doesn't change that you're an idiot." Tom shook his head, "First, that's the wrong direction to coil a rope. Secondly, it's never not complicated. But if a woman like that loves you, then you're an absolute shit-for-brains for trying to send her away."
His quiet mentoring way made me wish I could tell him exactly why things were as complicated as they were. To ask for his advice.
I sighed, "And if she belongs to someone else?"
"Women don't belong to anyone, boy." Tom laughed, "What matters is what she chooses. What it is that makes her happy. Even if she decides to leave you tomorrow, you have today with her. That makes life worth it. Your life's work isn't your career. It isn't even your future. Your life is right here, right now, with her. Making her smile."
I shrugged sadly, "She didn't choose me."
"Might have changed her mind." Tom said as I finished coiling, and then leaned up and lifted himself onto the bank and waved, "You go easy, now. Remember what I said about the tree up ahead."
Leaving me alone with Rin.
I moved back inside to find her washing the mugs, still wearing her onesie from the night before, "Tom gone?"
"Yeah."
Rin nodded silently.
I sighed, "Playing the newly wed again, I see."
"It's fun." Rin shrugged.
I sat down on the edge of the pilot's chair, as far from her as I could really sit in the tiny room. Put my head in my hands, "Are we talking? Or am I finding a way to get you home?"
"I'm not going home. We're on a trip together." Rin said, bristling angrily.
I winced, "Rin... I crossed a line."
"After I... Well, I didn't practically beg you. I actually begged you." She said and turned, wiping her hands on a cloth and she shrugged. "I was the idiot."
I shook my head, "It should never have happened. You ran away for good reason."
"I didn't run away." Rin said in confusion, "Chris. I didn't run away. That's not why I went to the couch, you idiot."
I raised an eyebrow, "You didn't freak out?"
"Oh, I freaked out." She agreed, "I freaked out that I actually got what I wanted. I just didn't know what to do with it because I never expected to actually get it."
I cocked my head, "Come again?"
"I teased you, because I wanted you. Like you said, I'm not quiet when I'm... Playing with myself. You ever hear me say someone else's name?" Rin shrugged, "I wanted you. But... I was like a dog chasing a car. Once the dog actually catches the car, it's got no fucking clue what to do with it. How do I actually do anything with you, without hurting you permanently?"
"Hurting... Me?"