File this under "Beware of getting what you've always wished for"...
My mother knocked on my door. "Mind if I come in for a moment?"
Actually I wanted to be alone, maybe forever, but Mom doesn't give up. "Sure," I said.
She closed the door behind her, then sat down on my desk chair. I think she was waiting for me to say something, and after a minute or two she realize I wasn't going to. "Jeremy, I don't mean to pry..."
Yeah
, I thought,
you kinda do
"but when you came in earlier, you looked as if your dog had died."
She meant that metaphorically, of course, since I don't have a dog.
"I'm fine, Mom, really."
Well, Mom
, I couldn't tell her,
I just had the greatest afternoon of my life -- the greatest afternoon anybody's ever had ever -- and I couldn't be more miserable.
I had fucked Jill Edwards, and it was more spectacular than I'd have ever dreamed. Sure, there were... well, extenuating circumstances, or whatever you want to call it, and that heightened everything; but I discovered that even without that, Jill had a strongly sexual, even kinky side that 'd never have imagined. She's smart, gorgeous, and she gets turned on by having guys cum all over her. God knows what else she likes?
And now I'll never have sex with her again. Guaranteed.
Of course, I also have to face the fact that without this crazy thing going on, she probably never would have looked at me in the first place.
And so I also have to face the fact that I might have taken advantage of her, which makes me a terrible person. I don't think I did, not intentionally anyway, but maybe I should have known.
"Jeremy?" Mom said.
"Um?"
"You zoned out for a minute."
"I'm really fine, Mom, it's just been..." I suddenly noticed she was fiddling with the top button on her blouse. Not even consciously, but I thought she was starting to look a bit flushed. She was showing a little cleavage now, maybe she's going to unbutton the blouse some more... and I realized I was hoping she would...
oh shit!
"Mom, I have some work I really have to do, I said abruptly. You should--"
"Maybe I should stay and--"
"I hear Dad calling you. It sounds important." I did everything but physically shove her out the door, though I wouldn't dare touch her.
As soon as she was gone, I left my room and slipped into Karin's room, right next door to mine.
"Hey," she said, annoyed. "You still have to knock, you know."
I looked the door behind myself. "I couldn't let Mom see me. Karin, this is bad."
"What? What happened?"
"Mom came to my room to see how I was doing, and a few minutes later..." I gestured at Karin, and she understood what I meant.
Her eyes widened. "
Holy fuck, you and Mom?
"
"No, no, but... that thing happened, the whatever. I don't know if it really hit her completely, but she was looking warm, and she started unbuttoning her blouse, like to cool off."
"What happened?"
"I told her Dad was calling her, and she left. Hopefully they're fucking their brains out right now."
"Eww, don't make me think about that."
"Karin, it could have been
me
and Mom, so I'm not getting squeamish about Mom and Dad."
"Good point. If-- Um, Jeremy, stand up straight for a second."
I did. She looked at me. I guess I was too focused on what had almost happened with Mom to think about it.
"Jeremy, you're not okay." No, I wasn't. My dick was so hard, it hurt.
"I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it. I can't go fuck Mom."
"Of course not. And you won't be able to jerk off, as long as your dick thinks it's supposed to go into Mom's pussy, we both know how that works. I can't
believe
we're having any part of this discussion. Okay, take off your pants."
"What?"
"Just fucking do it." As I got undressed, she reached into her nightstand drawer and pulled out a bottle orange-scented massage oil. "Don't judge," she said when I read the label. "I'm trying to help you. Lie down."
She spread oil onto my dick, and started stroking it.
"Karin, I thought--"
"We have no interest in having sex with each other anymore, but maybe I can help you cum. If you can't do it it yourself, maybe somebody else can We're just looking for a physical reaction after all..."