A/N -- Thanks for the feedback and comments left so far. Glad some people are enjoying it. Plenty more to come too.
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Hannah and I were out in Manchester. It was three days before Christmas. It was around 7pm. The pub was heaving already with revellers, out to enjoy themselves, plenty of laughter and conversation, full of Christmas spirit. At our table were the six friends I'd met previously, more than once by now. This time, four of them had their boyfriends with them, the other two were single and quite obviously looking for some fun. Whether just for the night or something a little longer, only they'd know.
The four boyfriends knew I was on the verge of joining the Royal Marines Commando. There was a mixture of respect and, not to blow wind up my skirt, they were a little intimidated. No real surprise, to be honest. I was only 19 and a half, but taller and broader than all of them. My forearm was the width of their bicep, at least on three of them. I hadn't bought any new shirts and the one I was wearing practically showed off every muscle on my broad chest.
Hannah couldn't keep her hands off me.
I was already walking around with head held high, absolutely confidence in myself. God knows what I'd be like at the end of training, but having gone through just to make selection, I knew the next twelve to eighteen months of my life would be absolutely life changing. This time next year, I wouldn't be a civilian. If I made it all the way through, and the only thing that would stop me being injury or death, I'd be a soldier.
I'd be a fucking Royal Marines Commando. I would restart the torch carried by my family since the days of Wellington and Waterloo. The Great War and World War Two. I'd do what my father had intended but he chose our family. I respected and loved him for that. If he hadn't stayed with Mum, there was a chance I wouldn't be here at all. But I was on the verge of doing what I'd wanted to do since I was a little kid.
"When do you leave?" Tim asked.
"Training starts January 10
th
. From there, officer training lasts around 15 months. From what I've read, there are three specific specialisations for an officer. Being a Mountain Leader is interesting, but I'll need to read up more about it before making a decision."
"How hard was just getting selected?" Tom asked.
"Hardest fucking thing I've ever done. I spent at least three years preparing body and mind, and it was still nothing like I'd done before. And I haven't even started yet. I've received plenty of paperwork about what to expect. There are three phases totalling 32 weeks where I'll be alongside regular recruits, while also doing officer training. I then do a further 28 weeks of specific officer training."
"You get to come home, at least?" Greg wondered.
"Occasionally. It's a regular job, so we get holidays, public holidays, pension plan, and numerous other benefits, but those mostly kick in once we're through training and graduated. And they also won't want us burning out if we're just on the go 24/7. Yes, the training will be intense, physically and mentally exhausting at times, but while the body will adapt, they can't push us all day, every day. Everyone breaks eventually but it's about physical and psychological endurance. Strength of body, strength of mind."
"Fuck, not sure I could do it," Tim said, shaking his head, "But fair play, mate. Doubt they see too many Aussies come over to join either."
"No, most would join the Australian Army and, if they're interested in joining a special forces unit, they'd join the Australian Special Air Service (SAS), the 2
nd
Commando Regiment, or Special Operations Engineer Regiment (SOER). But the family, at least on my father's side, has always served the British Army or Navy, with at least half serving with the Royal Marines. I wanted to follow the tradition."
The conversation moved on as I didn't particularly want to keep discussing what loomed on the horizon after Christmas and the new year. I wanted to spend these last few days of freedom still preparing mind and body, but also enjoying the relative peace and quiet. Hannah had moved out of her sharehouse for the festive season and, unsurprisingly, moved in with me at our grandparents' place. They loved having her there, obviously knew we were together, and they didn't care. "We haven't seen her this happy in a long time," Grandma said.
We didn't take off too early that evening as Hannah likely wouldn't see her friends again for a little while, at least until after new year, as we intended to spend most of our time with the family until I left for training. Ended up in a nightclub that was open until the next morning. I didn't drink too much but Hannah had a blast with her friends. I did find myself dragged onto the dancefloor occasionally, feeling her hands all over me, which certainly made me chuckle, and also rather turned on as she had no problem kissing me deeply and give me quite the fondle.
Leaving sometime in the middle of the next morning, we had to take a taxi all the way back to Altrincham, which wasn't cheap, but Hannah slept most of the way. Though I would have liked to fool around, by the time we were in our room, managing to undress her first, I was out like a light by the time my head hit the pillow.
Someone had a hangover when we woke up, and it wasn't me. I managed to drag her into the kitchen for breakfast, fed bacon, sausage and beans, before we had a shower together, then I put her back to bed. I stayed with her most of the time as she just wanted to snuggle, while also looking for sympathy. "Take advantage of it now. I'll return a complete hard arse," I joked.
That's when she got serious with me. "Nate, if I were to meet someone..."
I kissed her forehead. "Then like how it was with Amy, we're having fun, Hannah. But if you meet someone you fall in love with..."
"That's isn't you..." she said softly.
"That isn't me, then you will absolutely have my blessing. Whatever I had with Amy was never going to work. She was my sister. You're my cousin, and while it's legal, people will still freak the fuck out. Our grandparents don't mind, and your parents don't seem to mind, because they see we're happy, and perhaps realise this is only temporary."
"Part of me wishes it wasn't."
"Me too, Hannah. I'd be heartless to think otherwise."