Chapter 48
Ursula's Tales -- Part 3
The dog days of summer had come to Regal Bay in the form of a heatwave. Temperatures had gone up to the mid-nineties during the day, and dropped only into the mid-seventies during the evening. Even along the coast, where a cool breeze coming off the Pacific usually helped, the winds had been blowing out, and they were only light wisps. Air conditioners were running hard keeping the population cool in their homes and businesses, and providing a little extra work for those in the business of repairing and maintaining the units.
Ursula's house had a central air unit, and had for years run without issue. As it so happened, no sooner had the heat settled in for the week did the unit in her home begin to act up. It was still blowing cool air, just not quite as cool as it should. Her father had checked out the system and told her, "Your compressor's running fine, but I think it's in need of a re-charge. I'll call a repairman."
Ursula had not yet talked with her father about her one-time affair with her son. She had never held secrets from her father. She had asked him over that afternoon to have a talk with him on this very subject, but when he took notice of her A/C issues, the subject never came up. After he had left, Ursula went to her room to lie down. She had nothing left to do that afternoon, and with Freddy working over the summer at the Golf Club full time, Ursula had the house to herself until he came home for dinner. Unless he decided to hang out with friends. Or pay Pamela Walker a visit.
Ursula knew about her son's affair with Pamela, a woman Ursula once thought of as a friend. Since Pamela had told her about her affair with Freddy, Ursula had seen the older woman in a different light. She refused to answer or return calls from the woman. Her hostility didn't come from those facts, however. Ursula knew that her issues with her former friend stemmed from the fact that she had then seduced her own son into her bed. Ursula had never considered an affair with her son until Pamela had suggested it, even hinting that she herself was bedding her own son Johnny, and enjoying it. Had it not been for that seed planted in her mind, and the drinking she had then done, Ursula would never have made love to her own son. Nor would she have enjoyed it so much.
Ursula couldn't understand her feelings for her son. They were nothing like those she directed towards her father, and yet both acts were identical in the eyes of the moral world. She was having an incestuous affair with her father, and had been for twenty years. And now she had had incestuous relations with her son. They were equal in sin, and yet so very different in her mind. She loved her father, deeply and dearly, as any daughter should. She had always seen her sexual relations with him more as a duty, to ease his pain at losing her mother so many years ago. Ursula had never seen their love-making as anything else.
By contrast, when she had made love to Freddy, there was something completely different in her heart. She loved her son as any good mother should. However, in the heat of passion, she didn't love him in that way anymore. She lusted for him. She craved him, even now, so many weeks later. And she often went to bed hoping that Freddy would come to her and take her. She wasn't about to bring it up with him anymore, and she wished that they could go back to the way they used to be. Except when she felt the cravings deep in her belly. It was pure lust, she recognized. Nothing she had ever felt with her father. It was Freddy that made her want to sin, and as a result, she did everything she could to prevent it from happening.
Even as these thoughts again flowed through her mind, Ursula settled into her bed atop the sheets. The ceiling fan spun and pushed cool air across her body, relaxing her. She had stripped out of her shorts and t-shirt, and wore only a red one-piece under garment. It was cool on her skin, and made out of light linen. With the house so warm of late she often wore only underwear to bed. Not to tempt her son. She made sure she never let him see her in such a state of undress. She didn't want to tempt him in any way, for she didn't like the thought that she'd be unable to restrain herself. She rolled onto her side and slipped off into a welcome nap.
Ursula awoke, not knowing how long she'd been asleep or what had awakened her. She looked at the clock on the nightstand and saw that it was nearly 7 pm. She rolled over and found Freddy standing beside her bed.
"Oh! Freddy! You startled me," she said. And then she noticed that her son was standing a few feet away, and that he had dropped his work trousers and underwear down around his knees. In his right hand he held his cock, and it was stiff. "What the hell?" she gasped when she realized that her son had been standing over her, jacking off as he watched her sleep.
"Freddy! What are you doing?" she asked as she sat up. "How long have you been there, doing that?"
Freddy held his ground, and continued to slowly stroke his cock. "I'm sorry I woke you. I had to, you know. It's been so long since we did it," he explained. "I want to make love to you again, Mom."
"Oh, Freddy," Ursula sighed. "We can't. We shouldn't even be thinking about it. It's wrong and we both know it." Unfortunately, even as she said the words she knew she was melting. Her eyes locked to her son's hard cock gave that away.
"I think about it all the time," Freddy admitted. "Do you? Do you think about what we did?"
"Yes, Freddy. I do. And I'm ashamed that we did what we did." She tried to keep her eyes on his face, but his moving hand kept distracting her, drawing her eyes back to his manhood. She wished he'd stop it and pull up his pants. She wanted to tell him to get out of her room, but the works wouldn't come.
Freddy took a deep breath before asking, "Do you masturbate thinking about me? I do, thinking about you, Mom."
Ursula looked up at him then. The innocent look on his face made her heart beat heavily in her chest. He was so handsome, so desirable, she admitted. She realized that she wasn't so much as made at Pamela for what she had done, but jealous that she hadn't been the first to do it. In that moment, Ursula felt the needs within her begin to boil. She wanted her son as a lover, and there was nothing she could do to change that.
Ursula reached out and touched Freddy on the hip. She looked up and said, "We can't be doing this all of the time. We can't let your grand-father know."