Chapter 54
Annie's Tales -- Part 4
Annie awoke with a start, a feeling of fear and dread rolling through her. She was breathing hard and even sweating a little, she noticed. She was lying on her side so she rolled onto her back to look over at the alarm clock on the nightstand. It was only 4:22 in the morning. It was still dark outside. She was alone in her bed, a rare thing since she and her son had stepped up their relationship over the summer.
For more than a month, Annie had been sleeping with either her son Tim, or his friend Ray, in an on-going love-triangle. Maybe she should instead think of it as a sex-triangle, for she dearly loved her son, she didn't have those same emotions for Ray. He was a stud, no doubt, but little more than that. And for him, Annie felt that she was little more than a cum-dump, or surrogate mother possibly, as Ray didn't enjoy a nurturing home life. Tim had all but given her to his friend, and for the most part, Annie didn't mind. Until she and Tim had started their affair, Annie hadn't been having sex with anyone.
She rolled back onto her side and the dream that had startled her awake began to play back in her mind. An ache began on her chest as she realized that she had been dreaming about her late father. She had dearly loved her father, and at times missed him greatly. Even though she hated him equally for what he had done to her, for what he had put her through. That time had been a false alarm, because she hadn't known at the time that her father had taken precautions long before. The fear and anxiety that filled her for more than a week as a teenager had returned to her.
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The week of anxiety that she suffered through after that night had been her fault, she knew that now. All she had to do was to talk to her mother, to let her know about her real fear instead of letting her assume that her mood had been caused by her father.
Up until that fateful night, Annie wasn't sure about what was being told to her about her family. She never seemed to grasp the concept of incest. She had grown up with her family loving and making love together, all around her. It was only natural. It wasn't until her mother had come to her bedroom and sat with her on her bed that the way her father and mother loved each other, the ways her aunts and uncles loved each other, and the way they all loved each other, would be viewed to others as wrong. Annie couldn't grasp the idea that when her mother made love to her uncle, or her father made love to her aunts, could ever be wrong. Yes, she admitted that it had been odd when she walked in on her father and uncle Hugo making love to her cousin, Ginger. Ginger was only nineteen at the time, about to leave for college. Annie had never thought about that dynamic, of parents making love to their children, or uncles making love to their nieces.
Her mother had told her much that night. She was eighteen then, and in a few months, she would be leaving for college herself. Until then, the only sexual contact she'd even had within the family had been with her younger cousin, Glenn, and even then, it had only been a bit of "show me yours and I'll show you mine" stuff. She could remember touching his, and him touching hers, but that was all.
Like many girls her age, Annie wasn't a virgin anymore. She'd had a couple of boy-friends in school, and had lost her virginity to one due to the "third date rule". Dutifully, each boy she dated in school made it to three dates, but few ever went longer. Her mother was aware of her sexual activity, as it had been openly discussed throughout her life. There were few secrets in the family, although few outside the family were aware of the goings on within.
"You'll be leaving us soon, Annie," her mother Greta reminded her. Annie lover her mother's deep southern accent and wished that she had one herself. Growing up in the Pacific Northwest, however, didn't give her much accent at all. They were both dressed ready for bed. It was after ten and Annie's sister Charlotte was out on a date. "Your father would like to come to you tonight," her mother said with a soothing voice. She stroked back Annie's curly red hair and gave her a light kiss on the cheek. "He would like to make love to his beautiful daughter before she leaves us." Again, her mother kissed her cheek.
"I don't know, mom," Annie sighed. "It feels strange. Even wrong."
Her head was turned to face her mother then. "Annie. Family love is the most powerful, binding, and beautiful love. Without it, families fall apart. Believe me, I come from one such family. Why do you think we never hear from my family? We don't love each other, is why. We never did. We'll not have that in this family."
Annie remained on her bed after her mother stood. The nightgown her mother wore was thin and showed her that her mother wore nothing underneath. The dark triangle at the bottom of her belly, and the dark circles that capped her breasts were both plainly in view. It was strangely erotic to her. Maybe that was why she finally agreed to having her father join her.
"Okay, mom," Annie sighed. "I'll go to dad, and make love to him." She started to rise, but her mother held her back.
"No, Annie. Your father will come to you." She leaned in and gave Annie a kiss, this time full on the mouth. It was warm and deep, and full of love. Annie wanted to melt for her mother then, to let her mother take her into her arms, to make love to her. Instead, she watched as her elegant, erotic mother slipped from her room.
Annie climbed into bed and lay down. She could feel her heart beating hard in her chest. She was frightened. When the door to her room clicked shut, she just about jumped. She looked over and saw her big, handsome father standing in the shadows. He was naked, she saw, and his cock hung frighteningly from his groin. She'd seen him naked on many occasions, and using his tool on her mother, aunts, and cousin, but this was the first time that she would be the object of his desires.