"Your uncle and I have talked about this and we agree. You should come live with us," Aunt Sarah said. "I know you're an adult, but maybe you should stay with family until you get yourself settled in life."
It was a little over a year since Maddie's mother passed away, leaving her with her step-dad Steve. As far as Maddie was concerned, she wanted to stay in her home. She'd been there all her life. And, there was Steve. That wasn't something she was prepared to argue.
"I understand what you're saying auntie, I really do. But that house is my home. I have all my life memories there: mom, dad, school, Christmases. Steve has already said that he hopes I'll stay as long as I can," said Maddie. "Plus, he's been as much of a father as I could ask for."
"I agree that he has been very good to you. But still, a young lady like yourself? Don't you think that people will look funny at that? He didn't even adopt you," Aunt Sarah responded, pretty much indicating that she was already looking funny at it.
"Little do you know, auntie," Maddie thought.
"Auntie, I still haven't made up my mind what I want to do for school. Steve gives me all the freedom I need. Also, you know that he has formalized an agreement that mom's share of the house now belongs to me, right? It isn't just that I live there. It's MY house, at least part of it."
"Yes dear, I understand. That won't change when you come to stay with us," Auntie Sarah persisted.
"Auntie, you are saying this like it's a done deal. You brought it up when mom died and I've had a long time to think about it. I want to stay in MY house."
"I love you dear and only want the best for you. I am sure Uncle Jason will have more to say. Just keep thinking about it, okay?"
"Thank you, auntie. Do you have some more coffee?" Maddie responded, grateful for the opportunity to get off the topic.
The small talk about future plans, the coming holidays, and Maddie's mom was a relief. It was near three o'clock and Maddie decided she had to leave. Steve would be home from work at 5:30 and she still had dinner to get ready, plus some other preparations.
"Do you have to go so soon?" pleaded Sarah.
"I am making dinner for Steve and he'll be home soon," Maddie replied.
"Ooooh, he's a grown man. He can take care of himself," countered Sarah. "Plus, it's Friday. Aren't you going to go out and do something fun?"
"Take care of himself. Just like you make Uncle Jason do," Maddie remarked only to herself.
She sidestepped that thought and answered, "It's just dinner and the least I can do. And don't worry; I make a lot of time for my friends."
"I have to go. I love you Aunt Sarah," Maddie declared with a kiss to Sarah's cheek.
"I love you too, Maddie. See you soon."
Maddie smirked at the manifestation of her own conflict. Nothing short of an accident would keep her from the self-assigned responsibility of tending to her loving step-father. Even Steve had gently rebuffed the role she assumed in their house, but she persisted, well aware of her own developing strength.
It had been a long road to where she was at now. She wouldn't trade it for anything.
Steve and Maddie had grown remarkably close since her mom's death. She hadn't been pining away or anything like that. They both grieved, to be sure, and took comfort with each other. Despite the lack of legal and biological connection, there was no question in Steve's mind whether they would continue under the same roof. No one questioned it, at least apart from Maddie's Aunt Sarah. They continued as before, no change in the outward relationship. They shopped together sometimes, he helped her get ready for graduation, took a vacation after school finished.
Steve had always treated her mom and her like they were his life. He earned a good living and had unselfishly shared it with them. He was a well-respected engineer but not a workaholic. He always had time for them - life events, vacations, he took care of stuff around the house, went to concerts and games. She especially appreciated how he focused on the things she respected in a man. Or maybe, she had come to that respect because of the man who was doing them. Tasks like car care, fixing things in the house, and how he tinkered on some of his projects had fascinated Maddie. He was so much like how she remembered her real father. He had died of injuries from a car crash when she was only five, but she had very clear memories of security and happiness with him.
Arriving home from her aunt's at 3:30, Maddie opened the door with a delighted apprehension. She looked forward to her time with Steve. Friday nights had become their default family time: sometimes shopping, maybe a movie, very often a home-cooked meal.
They often shared kitchen duty, but there was a clear and amusing understanding; Maddie didn't touch the barbecue grill. She always chuckled to herself when she thought about it and the spontaneous Tim Taylor grunt that came to mind.
"Oh well, he's only a minion in MY kitchen," she gloated to herself.
Tonight, it was roast beef. It took her about a half hour to season the roast and get it in the oven, start some potatoes boiling and prep some vegetables and salad. The last thing she did was decant some red wine, a robust Okanagan vintage they got on their last trip to British Columbia.
"That leaves me plenty of time," she thought, quelling the growing tension in her body. It had gotten so she couldn't even bear the thought of these Fridays without some personal attention beforehand.
She hadn't worked that day and showered before she went to see Aunt Sarah. She was fresh, with a light vanilla fragrance still lingering from her body wash and shampoo. In her bedroom, she stripped down to her bra and panties. As much as she liked her clothes, something about this not-quite-undressed state lightened her step and mood. Plus, she loved her new underwear. She caught a quick peak in the full length mirror on the door, did a quick turn on the balls of her feet, watching herself the whole time before she sashayed to her dresser.