This short story came to me as an inspiration here on Thanksgiving Day. It is solely from my imagination, but references some of the issues that undergird many ancient rituals - including the Eleusinian Mysteries - that is the giving of the thanks and the supplication for continued blessing into the future. May we all be blessed going forward into the unknown future.
The Sacrifice
By LadyKaren50
Ninna was still shivering as she stood in front of her mirror in the cabin following her cold, outdoor shower. With a towel still wrapped around her shoulders and another wrapped around her body she stood gazing at herself as she was slowly warmed by the fire in the fireplace. This would probably be her last shower until the spring since by late November it was already very cold in the north wilderness where her family lived in community. Having been settled in this location only about 20 years before, Ninna had known life in the mountains of the old country and the voyage across the sea as a girl. And after disembarking she was part of the hike and finally the settling up in the north of what they called the "New World." At this time their settlement was as far away from the radical, violent Puritan pilgrims as the community could get.
Their community was one of the last remaining animist communities in Europe, but conditions had gotten so difficult that they had had to abandoned the homeland where they had lived for centuries and move to the New World in order to find the freedom to live according to the traditions of their culture. This new life was difficult in a new place, especially at first. But the community was a strong and loving community. And, not only that but they had been able to partner with some of the Native peoples and this mutually productive and protective relationship had kept them alive and thriving, when other colonies farther south had failed.
And they certainly had become a thriving community, so much so that the population had doubled in a generation. This had required that the community split a few years previous, so that about 25 adults or so had moved west and set up a new settlement that left the old settlement with a more comfortable 28 adults, not counting the many children. All of this together had enabled this ancient community to maintain their traditions and rituals.
As she stood in front of the mirror, Ninna had finally warmed up enough to drop the towel from around her body and pull off the one from around her shoulders. Standing there she looked at her naked body. Being a mother and having birthed 11 children over the years had taken a toll and her large breasts which once had stood so proudly and plump on her chest now sagged low. She gently cupped and lifted them as her 20 year old son Nita burst through the door carrying fire wood.
Surprised Ninna covered her breasts with her arm, "Nita, you shouldn't burst into rooms like that. It isn't proper to see your old mother like this."
Dropping the firewood, the recently married young man looked at her with a smirk, "Well, mother, I will be seeing much more of you than this if you are chosen as the sacrifice."
At the mention of the upcoming ritual, Ninna blushed and felt a shiver. "Oh nonsense. They aren't going to choose me."
"Why not?" Another deep voice came from the doorway. It was Ninna's husband Tilmun. "We have been married for many years and you are the mother of many children. And, you have never been chosen, except to serve as an attendant. You have earned it!"
"But I am the school teacher and I serve as secretary to the Master and the council."
"All the more reason for you to be honored in this way."
Ninna picked up her towels and tossed them on a nearby chair. She knew that within the community the yearly sacrificial victim was chosen from the older mothers whose lives reflected the fertility which was essential for the survival of the community. Currently within the settlement there were only 9 women who would qualify and of those there were only two who had never been chosen before, herself and Daria, her sometimes friend, who more often served as her nemesis. The idea of being chosen both frightened and excited Ninna. "Well," she said nervously after some time, "I guess we will see."
"Come, Nita, let us leave your mother to prepare herself for the harvest festival."
Taking a kiss from both men as they left the room, Ninna returned to the mirror. It was very possible, she mused. This could be her year. She felt her heart rate increase at the thought; her nipples hardened and she felt moisture between her legs. A part of her was embarrassed at the thought, but another part of her desperately desired the honor and the privileges that would come her way as a result. Each year a matron, an older woman who had been married and the mother of multiple children was chosen as the community sacrifice. The ritual was designed to both serve as a thanksgiving to the spirits for keeping the community safe, alive and fertile. But it also served as a supplication to invoke the spirit's good will and blessing for the year to come. Coming as it did at the end of harvest time, in late November, it was obvious that one implication of the rite was for crop and animal fertility, which was necessary for the health of the community. But it also referred to the fertility of the human couples, especially newly married couples - like her son Nita and his new wife Sagmi. Both of whom would have a role in this coming ritual, since they had married only a few months ago, right after Sagmi had celebrated her 18