Chapter 5 - Tara
I can still taste my daughter's sweet release on my tongue and lips, which I find to be even better than anything I ever dreamed to be possible. I'm staring at her slumbering body, with one leg slightly crossed over the other, and a strong part of me wants to wake her. There's plenty of time to explore Caoimhe's body and I remind myself the reason we are here. I fight the urge to reach out for her body and concentrate on the impossible task ahead of me.
Getting Caoimhe to the point of allowing me to go down on her was the easiest part by far and the wine was tremendous help to set the mood. It's what comes next that I worry about, for the moment, since I need her to want to do the same for me. There's nothing I can do to make anything like that happen.
All I can do is wait and gage her thoughts as best I can. Mother's intuition will serve me well up to this point, but I don't know if it will be enough for what must follow. It isn't just myself that I'm working her towards, but the three of us and I must act with a great deal of caution. One mistake on my part and the entire plan will be lost to us forever.
I decide to let her continue sleeping for the moment and head out the only door to the outside world. The sun's hanging low in the sky and I need to get something for us to eat. There's no need to cover my body as I step outside and feel the warm air touch my body, since every building is perfectly secluded. I open the call box, which is the closest to a phone that we have, and order our meal. It won't be long and then I'll wake her.
I close the door behind me as I return to watching her sleep and this time my fingers do find her cheeks. Considering just how deeply she sleeps, not to mention what I just did to her body, I'm not worried about waking her. There's need to be careful, of course, but I can be careful and caress her body at the same time.
Her cheeks feel wonderful on my fingers as I find the firmness to be something very close to what my sister use to have. Kayleigh's are still firm in their own way, but not like this. This can only be found in youth and I smile as I squeeze gently.
She doesn't stir at all and find myself tempted to press my luck a little further, but will need to be content with what I'm doing right now. If I go any further, there will be no holding back and that's the last thing in the world that I want. I enjoy the feeling of that tightness as I squeeze just a little harder and she murmurs out something, which causes me to soften my touch.
There's a soft knock on the door and there will be none to follow. I pull myself away from the wonder of her body and open the door to find a tray waiting. There's no drinks and it's nothing fancy, but burgers and wine will work just as well as burgers and soda. Well, not quite as well as wine, which is why I didn't bother with drinks when I placed the order.
I pick up the tray and close the door behind me with my foot. There's no need to lock something that does it on its own. The heat of the day leaves me and my nipples harden to the coolness of the room. There's a part of me that just wants to set the burgers and fries to the side to continue to taste her, but there's a stronger part of me that wants to wake her.
I carefully set the tray on the bed and reach for her cheeks, but pull back at the last minute. My hands gently grab her shoulder and I start to shake her a little. There's a mumble as she slowly turns and her breasts give the appearance of not being there at all, but her dark nipples more than make up for it.
My eyes move down her narrow body to her trimmed bush and I love the way that it looks. It's as if a red carpet has been thrown haphazardly onto a white floor and hope she doesn't decide to shape it like Kayleigh. It's not that I miss the bush, or the pubic hairs on my tongue, but wish she would just shave it already. She spends more time on trimming and shaving than anything else, which means less time to have fun.
Her legs part as she starts to get up and I catch a glimpse of her hard clit, before she closes them again. I pull my eyes up to hers and see she's still very groggy. I wonder how much she'll remember, since there was the wine, but never gave her enough to impact memory loss. Caoimhe blinks her green eyes as she looks around and settles on the tray.
She lets out a yawn as she says, "Thanks, mommy. I'm really hungry."
I smile as I reach for one of the fries. "So am I, Caoimhe. Do you want to eat in bed?"
She reaches for the burger and her eyes glance across my nipples. "Yes, mommy. I need to wake up."
I set the fry down as I go for the wine and pour us both a small amount of red. It's just enough to help us eat the food, but not enough to impact her. I want her sober after dinner to test her a little. My hand caresses hers as I give her one of the glasses and I sit with my legs crossed as I eat.
Her legs are still closed as we make quick work of the meal, but her green eyes keeps looking between my legs and it isn't my smooth spot that she's focusing on. The last of the fries is eaten and the last of the wine ends up in our mouths. I wish I could still taste her, but at least I feel the remnant on my chin and cheeks.
I look deep into her green eyes as I say, "I know you're a little confused right now. How about I put the tray away and we'll talk?"
She struggles to find any words at all, but does manage to get out, "Alright."
I take the tray and feel her eyes on my cheeks as I walk and bend over slowly to set it down in front of the door. It won't be picked up until morning, so there's no rush to get it outside. I'm tempted to spread my legs a little to show her a little of my dark hole to gage her reaction, but it's too early for anything like that.
I return to the bed and sit with my legs crossed once again and she glances down before pulling her eyes back up and say with a warm smile, "It's alright to look at my body, Caoimhe. I don't mind."
She rolls her green eyes beneath the waves of red that are crusted on her face and her pale cheeks redden. "I know you don't, mommy, but I should. What's wrong with me?"
I reach out for her soft hands and hold them gently as I say, "Nothings wrong with you."
She shakes her head and tries to pull back from my grip, but I won't let go. "Yes, mommy, there is. I shouldn't have let you do that."
I smile softly in an attempt to console her. "I know there's so many things going through your mind right now and it's alright, Caoimhe."
Her head stops moving and there's a touch of anger in her eyes, but it's not directed at me. "How would you know? You're the one that wanted this, not me. Why didn't you ask?"
My smile stays warm and my voice shows only love. "I did, Caoimhe."