Chapter 9 - Tara
We just got out of the shower and I've done my best to hold back my nerves. Caoimhe can sense the tension, but she hasn't said anything about it. This isn't just about getting her to the next level, but also wondering if I should mention Dillon. I'm not supposed for at least another day, but if I wait it may cost me far too much.
If I wait and she doesn't react the way we all hope she will, then that leaves me less time to correct my mistakes and time is something that's already being lost. If I act to soon, then I may loose her altogether. It's a difficult choice and one with no clear answer.
I wish we had the money for another room, since I could use their advice right now. Unfortunately, I can't reach out to anyone without a phone and it won't work out here. One of the reason we chose this resort is the inability to reach anyone in the outside world. We are free to do as we wish here, which is why I can use some help from a friendly voice.
I was supposed to bring up Aunt Kayleigh today, but she beat me to it. Everything about today was to lead her to a willingness to be with both of us and now the entire plan needs to be reworked. I'm pressing ahead because I must, but there was nothing that prepared us for that kind of eagerness.
Caoimhe is every bit as daring as Kayleigh, maybe even more so, which is a nice surprise. It didn't even take that much for her to get comfortable with our nudity. I had expected the flushing cheeks to still be on her, but I haven't seen any hint of that in a while now.
There's one part of our bodies that remain untouched and that's what the lube's for. I'm tempted to reach for the wine and pour us both a couple of large glasses, but I also want to see how she reacts completely sober. That's why I'm frozen right now and I have no idea which direction I should take.
I wish Caoimhe would make this a little easier and reach down for my dark hole, but she hasn't done that. She's come very close and I know she stares at it when I have an orgasm, which is the reason she likes me on top when we sixty-nine. She just can't seem to bring herself to take that next step and I wonder if that's a place she won't allow herself to go.
I told her we would do whatever she wished and never even hinted about doing anything I wish. We're sitting on the bed and my legs are spread wide for her enjoyment. She so loves the way my pink looks, especially when my fingers press my lips to the side. That's exactly what I'm doing right now and a little drool escapes her open mouth.
I love the way her green eyes stay focused on my body and the way her breathing changes just a little. As she enjoys the view of pink, my mind is starting to formulate a plan. My lips spread a little further and I'm dripping down with the anticipation of what's going to happen next.
I summon my inner Kayleigh. "I'm glad you like looking at my pussy, Caoimhe."
She's a little startled by my words, but her eyes remain focused. "What, mommy?"
I smile, even though she can't see my face. "I said, I'm glad you like looking at my pussy. You make me so fucking wet. Do you know what I want to see right now, Caoimhe?"
She's a little flustered, but I can sense the slight change within her. These words excite her and I'm willing to do whatever it takes, including using words she's never heard me use before. Her eyes are pulling up to mine and her hand wipes away the drool.
She grins as she asks, "My pussy, mommy?"
My grin is a little wider. "Not just yet, Caoimhe. I want to see your asshole."
Her green eyes widen. "My what?"
I hold her eyes with mine. "Your asshole. I know you've been looking at mine when we sixty-nine, so it's only fair that I see yours."
She shakes her head a little in an attempt to deny the truth. "Mommy, I haven't..."
My voice cuts her off, but there's no anger in my voice. "It's alright, Caoimhe. There's nothing wrong with looking at my asshole. Hell, your Aunt Kayleigh and I do a hell of a lot more than look."
I can see her eyes are trying to grasp everything, but there's no sense of losing her from being more direct with my words. "Like what, mommy?"
I smile warmly. "Like touch each other there as we cum. It's fun to feel the spasms press around my finger. We also lick each others assholes."
Her head is no longer shaking and I fear I pressed too hard. "Really, mommy? You've done that with Aunt Kayleigh?"
My smile remains warm and my voice turns a little softer. "Really, Caoimhe, we've done it a lot. It's fun for us. We also finger each other and use some toys. I don't want to just see your asshole, Caoimhe, I want to play with it for a while. How about a deal? You let me play with your asshole and then you can play with mine."
Her face is hard to read as she thinks things over. "I don't know, mommy."
I look into her green eyes and see a host of emotions within them. "About me playing with your asshole, or you playing with mine?"
There's hesitation before she answers. "Me playing with yours. I've been looking at it and I like watching it spasm, but I don't want to do anything else."
She's lying to herself and I can see it in her eyes. Whatever door was opened, she doesn't want it to open all the way. There's so much turmoil within her and I won't push. At least she doesn't have a problem with me having some fun with her. Caoimhe will come around, but I won't force the issue.
My face shows reassurance as I say, "That's alright, Caoimhe, we're here for you. I'm glad you can tell me things about what you don't want to do. We want you to be comfortable with us, not pull away. How about this? Once I'm done playing with your asshole, you can look at mine for as long as you like."
She nods and I can see relief wash over her face. "Thanks, mommy. What do you want me to do?"
It's more than relief that I see on her face as a sense of eagerness starts to take hold. I'm glad it's my dark hole that she's hesitant about, rather than hers. She'll get there, even if I have to use some wine to open that door. I need them all open, but I can't expect it to happen right now.