She was just 37 years old. Still young, but feeling old by what life had dealt her. She was getting ready for work, and had just stepped from the shower. She took inventory for a moment in the mirror. She was pleasingly proportioned. She was not thin and skinny like the young girls of today, but decidedly not overweight. She had that attractive look of a real woman. Her breasts were not the biggest, but they were full and did not sag. Her nipples, one of they things her husband had enjoyed the most, were very nice sized. She was about 5-5, with light brown hair and blue eyes. She weighed a very nice 125 pounds. All in all, she thought she was a pretty good looking woman.
Jackie and Joe had been Highschool sweethearts. They knew from day one that they were going to be together. They loved each other with a fire that could not be put out by any means, except death parting them. They were the same age and in the same grade during high school. She finished her senior year with his baby in her belly. It was not an accident, nor was it planned. They had simply created life. They had not set out to get pregnant, did not make any particular plan to prevent it, and were thrilled when it happened. No more and no less than any loving couple that had made a baby.
They had fucked with total abandon. There were times it was animalistic; there were times it was tender; there were times it was making love; and there were times that it was simply getting a piece of ass. It was so varied that they were never bored with their sexuality.
But life was not all happy go lucky. Of course there was the clucking by the crowd about her having gotten "knocked up."
The biggest problem had been their families. Joe was fourth generation American, but was of Hispanic origin. His family had never married outside the Hispanic culture. She was as white as you could get, being of European decent, mostly German. Neither family would agree, allow, or consent to them dating, let alone getting married. Old prejudices and bigotry die a hard death. So no one on either side of the family was exactly happy when Jackie came up pregnant. Her parents had insisted she get an abortion, which of course, she would not even consider. This baby was her child with THE man she loved.
After graduation, they went off and got married. It was tough. Both of them had to work, and both went to college. But they were together. They decided that they would not have any more kids for a while. It was already so much effort to do what they needed to do. However, the son she bore for Joe was perfect in every way, and they had named him Michael, or of course Mike.
Time marched on and Jackie and Joe continued with life. She graduated with a degree in advertising, Joe with a degree in Criminal Justice. She went on to a job in advertising, which was financially quite rewarding. Joe, who had always wanted to be a cop, got on with a big city department. The fact that he could speak and write Spanish was more than just a plus. Although he had a very high IQ, there were those that thought the only reason he got hired because he was a "Mexican." Joe proved them all wrong. He progressed through the ranks, passing every promotional exam with the highest or near highest scores every time. By the time Mike was in high school, they had both progressed in their fields to high management positions, and in so doing were knocking down a middle six figure income.
Jackie and Joe had made every attempt to keep their sex life from being a dull. They bought quite a few sex "how to" tapes and CD's. They enjoyed an occasional straight out old porn fuck fest tape and CD. They had tried just about anything and everything. They had considered a threesome, but felt that it would be breaking their marriage vows, even if it was consensual. So they had invested in some toys, mostly vibrators and dildos, so she could experience and enjoy double penetration. There were no parts of their bodies that they did not mutually explore and enjoy. Like most men, Joe loved a good cock suck. And Jackie was fantastic at it. For Jackie, she ended up liking Joe in her ass. And so it went, they had an enviable sex life.
Because of Joe's often odd hours scheduling, they had continued with their commitment to only have one child for the time, although they kept telling themselves that as soon as things settled, they would have another one.
When Mike was just 17, tragedy struck. Joe had gone off shift at 2 AM one morning, and had found a drunk driver, the hard way. He was on his way home when a drunk driver hit Joe head on. It killed Joe instantly.
Of course Jackie was devastated. The families, who really had never accepted the union of the two and their cultures, grudgingly were pleasant to each other during the funeral. The police department presented an Honor Guard. It was all grand, and totally out of her ability to cope. Mike acted more like a man than ever, trying to support his mother and deal with his own grief.
Mike had grown tall and muscular. The blending of the genes had produced something of a hybrid. He looked like he could be Joe's brother, but was several inches taller. He had slightly off white skin, sort of like a perpetual tan, not quite as dark as his father was. He took his mother's European genes in his build. He was on the football team, and did some weight training. He was his mother's "Golden Adonis".
Financially, Jackie and Joe had planned for everything. His death kicked in life insurance that paid everything off, and gave Jackie well over a half million in the bank. Plus she still had her very high paying position.
For the next couple of years, life continued to take its course. Jackie had dated some, usually got fucked for her efforts, but never could find it truly satisfying. The feeling was just not there. She was dynamite in the sack, and she knew it. She could suck cock as good as anyone could, swallowing loads of creamy cum. She always satisfied the men she was with. She could ass fuck, cock suck, and give them the rides of their lives. Her cunt was so sensitive, she could feel every spurt of cum hit her cervix when she would fuck. The same was true with ass fucking. She could always feel the hot ejaculate of every man coating her bowels. There were not many of the men she dated and took to bed that could do the ass very well though.
Most of the men she took to bed did a fairly good job of giving her pleasure. An orgasm was not difficult for her to achieve, and many of the men were good "lovers" as such.
The problem was that she just could not find anyone to love in the men she had taken on since Joe's death. She just could not find the soul connection she needed to really appreciate their efforts.
She was years away from menopause, and her fertility was of some concern. Although she was taking birth control shots, she made her sex partners use condoms when fucking her cunt. She hated it. She loved the feeling of a man's juices spurting into her and the out and out sexuality of sperm running around in her cunt. If she had been with someone who gave her that soul connection, then she would have fucked with less care as to the results.
Just after Mike turned 18, she really started to take more notice about him. He had grown into such a man, and he looked so much like Joe, she had several times called him Joe by mistake. Now she was starting to fantasize about him when ever she took on a sex partner. They would be fucking her, and she would be thinking of her manly son.