Cassie's Tale (Pt 2)
It was a question that popped up twice a day:
where the hell does all this sperm come from?
Well, from my father, obviously. But why so much? Daddy had been fucking me for a week, and I was no nearer solving the mystery.
When I blow Dad, I swallow -- I don't know, a teaspoon or two of jism? But when he cums in my pussy, it seems to be at least a pint. It creates a huge wet patch in the bed and leaks out of me for hours. His greasy kid stuff gets everywhere. And that's just the sperm that doesn't make it into my womb. All that from a teaspoonful? A mystery indeed.
It had been a whirlwind week. Dad had taught me so much about sex in a few short days.
Amazingly, when he took my virginity, his super-thick cock punching through my 19-year-old hymen and bursting my bubble, he brought me to a gut-wrenching orgasm. I had been expecting the pain. I hadn't expected the pleasure.
The second time, there was less of the pain. With my cherry bomb exploded the previous night, I had found it easier stretching to take his girth. But there had been less of the pleasure too. It was fun, but it didn't make me climax.
"I can't understand why I didn't cum," I grumbled. "I want every time to be perfect. I want every time to be like the first time."
He kissed my stomach. "Cassie, you shouldn't be trying to recreate a perfect experience from the past. You have to make
this
experience, the one you're having
now,
perfect. Relax, enjoy what's happening, not what you think should be happening. I have one cock, two balls, an endless supply of sperm on tap. You have the juiciest cunt, a clitoris that knows what it wants, perfect breasts. We have hands and fingers and tongues, amazingly sensitive skin, and two fantastically inventive minds. There are millions of possibilities when we go to bed - why limit it to just one?"
He was right, of course. The next time we made love, I let myself go, revelled in Dad's hands on my ass, his mouth on my nipples, his strong tongue invading my mouth. He subdued me, pinned me down, brutally mounted me and held both my wrists in one hand above my head while he virtually raped me to a raging orgasm like something out of
The Ride of the Valkyries
.
And after that, sex seemed as natural and easy as on that first night, when he had carried me to his bed and expertly deflowered me, giving my unfucked pussy its first lesson in a lifelong education.
So here I was, his cum seeping out of me. A virgin no more. I had waited all this time for the right man, and it turned out to be the man who'd been there all along.
For years I had wondered how it was done, how it would feel. Being fucked. Having flesh inside me that was not my own finger. Doing what my mother was doing with my twin brother, Jack.
After a dozen or so fucks ... well, I wasn't going to declare myself an expert, but I had reached a few conclusions.
Sex doesn't make sense until you do it. After that first night with Dad, I understood. Cumming with someone pumping inside you. Somebody else's body in your body. It doesn't seem natural. It hardly seems possible that it could bring mutual pleasure, let alone the sort of orgasms my father was giving me.
There are easier ways for a girl to cum, but when you get it right (as Mom and Jack did, as Dad and I were beginning to), it is viscerally, earth-shakingly,
cosmically
right.
When Dad is fucking me, and I'm striving for my orgasm, tilting my pelvis, concentrating on his cock rubbing my clit and touching those areas inside, it's like nothing else.
Vaginal or clitoral? Every orgasm is clitoral, I'm sure of it. Whether it's on finger, tongue or dick. But, oh, the absolute best is your clit getting a working over by a cock. Nothing beats cumming with a big prick slamming into you.
And Dad knows what he's doing.
It's about preparation - his hands and his mouth all over me, licking, probing, exciting my skin, exhilarating my nipples, electrifying my clit, melting me down, ramping me up.
He knows when I need him to pull my hair, when to choke me - not too hard, just enough to emphasize his possession of me. I love it when he bites me hard at the back of my neck when we do it doggy-style, marking his mate, staking out his territory, leaving bruises and teethmarks. (
He bit me and it felt like a kiss!
) It just means I can't put my hair up it in a ponytail in hot weather.
It's about degrees - his cock entering me at the right angle to rub my clit as well as touching zones inside me that my purity-ring finger couldn't reach; zones I hadn't even known I had.
And above all, it's about love: I was so completely in love with the big beast riding me. That night, as my orgasm faded, and a hot glow radiated across my body, I thought of my mother.
She never really loved you, Daddy. She loves Jack, and that's what makes their sex so fabulous. She never loved you. I love you. And that's why this is forever.
There are things I will never understand about sex, though.
For instance, when I get that aching jungle throbbing deep up inside me, why is that only a hard pounding from my father's cock can silence it?
Why it is impossible to think nasty thoughts after an orgasm? There is so much pain and spite and hate going round, it's lovely to know there's a space, if only for a few minutes, when the world is good.
69? Sixty-Nein, more like! It sounds brilliant in theory, but it's so wrong in practice. Everything that makes perfect sense right way round is lost. I can't reach the sensitive underside of his cock. His tongue goes against the natural licking grain of my clit. It's like trying to ride a bicycle backwards. I don't need to do it 68 more times to know it doesn't work for us.
Breasts! Men are moths to the flame. Whole business empires have been built on those packets of fat on our chests. I'd seen how Jack is in thrall to Mom's breasts, and Dad is just the same. Cupping them, licking, suckling like a baby on them. And looking, always looking.
"You have serious breasts," he told me.
"What - big, you mean?"
"More than that. Big, round, symmetrical, high up on your chest. Powerful, intimidating. Porcelain skin, bright pink nipples. Large breasts on a thin body - do you know how rare that is? Plus, they're sensitive, they connect to your clit, so they have to be handled with care." He does -- he handles them beautifully. So I'm not complaining about the attention. But for organs that were designed to feed young children, I am fascinated by men's fascination.