Based upon the ideas J gave me, this is a full account of the story that I planted for Daddy to find:
Tuesday, 7 September,1999
I got the bus after school to go home. I hoped that the big, old black guy would be sitting at back like he had for the last four Tuesdays. I smiled to myself when I saw him. I walked to the back of the bus and sat on the opposite side of the aisle directly across from him. I let my pleated grey skirt ride up to reveal my tanned thighs and crossed my leg towards him. I had changed into my black high heels that Mom and Daddy had bought for me last week 'cause they made me feel sexy. I liked the way the old man looked at me, I was fed up dating boys. I looked around quickly, thinking that he would look away from me, but he was not worried and just kept staring at my legs. I had been thinking about him all week and now I was doing what I had been dreaming about. All the other people on the bus were seated further forward, so, when the next person got up to get off, I got up too and moved across the aisle and sat down right next to the old, black man.
I hitched my skirt up and crossed my legs towards him so that my right shoe brushed against his trousers. I turned away from him and stared out of the window across the other side of the bus. My heart was pounding. Nothing happened for about two minutes. Then, just when I was beginning to despair, I felt his hand land squarely and confidently on my right leg, just above my knee. At first, I paid no attention and just carried on looking at the world pass by through the window outside. But as he started to caress my thigh, I looked down to see this big, old, gnarled black hand moving roughly over my soft white skin. It was the first time that a man, a real man, had touched me and I was crazy with lust. I looked up at him and smiled. He told me his stop was the next but one and that I should get up and he'd follow me off. I couldn't have backed out then, even if I'd wanted to, 'cause I'd pushed the old guy too far for him to be able to stop. It was getting dark as we stepped off the bus. The old man took hold of my arm and quickly led me towards an old run down tenement building. He pushed me up the few steps that led through an open door into a communal hall. The smell and noise of many families hit us as we entered. The old man was about six feet four or five. At the bottom of the stairs he bent down and put his left arm around my hips and picked me up as easily as if I was a child. He looked up into my eyes and said by way of explanation: 'Just in case you change your mind'.
He carried me up two flights of stairs. At the top of the first flight a group of teenage black guys were messing around. When they saw the old man carrying me, they cheered and hollered and told him to stick it to the white bitch good. At last, we came to his room. I had to duck my head as we entered. He obviously lived alone and hygiene wasn't his strong point. He locked the door behind him and put the key on top of a wardrobe, out of my reach. He put me down next to a big double bed and told me to strip. He told me he was 58 years old and that he was going to enjoy fucking my little white ass. When I had got down to my underwear, he lost his patience and ripped my bra and panties off me. He brought his big, fat face down to mine, and his equally big, fat lips sought mine and began to slobber all over me.
He told me to beg for his dick. When he undid the zipper of his trousers and it sprang out, my begging was for real. It must have been nine or ten inches long and all shiny and jet black. He lost no time in filling up my eager snatch. I must have climaxed two times at least as the old man fucked me continuously for over half an hour. As he looked ready to cum himself, he told me that he was going to fill my little white cunt with his sperm in the hope that it might get me pregnant. I didn't tell him that I was on the pill. After he had pulled his meat out of me and lay down exhausted on the bed, he said that if I wanted to get out of here, then I first had to blow him off. I soon got the old man back to full size as my mouth and tongue worked on his dick and balls. He held onto my head as he erupted inside my throat and I was forced to swallow all of his semen. He only let me go if I promised to do the same next Tuesday. I said I would, but I'll make sure not to catch that same bus again. Once was great but twice may be scary.
As I re-read my story, I was fairly sure that if Mom ever read this then she would throw me out the house for good, so I knew Daddy would be able to use it to blackmail me. Following J's instructions, I placed it in the bottom of my jewelry box and waited for Daddy to take it.
Every day for over a week, as soon as I got home from school, the first thing I would do is check that disk was still there. And every day that it was, my despair grew. And then, one Sunday evening, when I had returned from a friend's house, I looked into the box, and the floppy disk had gone. My Lord, Daddy had the floppy disk. He had taken J's prompting and had finally found something that he would be able to hold over me forever. My tummy was full of butterflies. What would he do and when? Surely nothing now, because Mom was in too. I was desperate to see him and see if I could gauge anything from his reactions.
I went downstairs as casually as I could. I held my breath as I entered the living room. Would Daddy's expression give away the knowledge that he now had? I was disappointed to find only Mom there. Where was Daddy, I asked her, noncommittally. Mom said he had been up in his den for hours and didn't want to be disturbed. I sat down and began to read a newspaper. About twenty minutes later, I heard a door open upstairs, and then Daddy's footsteps coming down. I held my breath as he opened the door and entered. It suddenly occurred to me that it might all be a big mistake on my part, and that Daddy might actually tell Mom about the contents of my disk and that I'd really be thrown out. I began to panic. When an hour had passed and nothing said, my fears began to disappear. They went altogether when Daddy announced to Mom that he would be leaving for work a bit later tomorrow as he didn't have to be in the office until ten o'clock. That meant that he and I would be alone together after Mom had gone. I knew then that he was going to make a move on me.
That night, I hardly slept at all. Fear, excitement, anticipation, they all played their part in keeping me out of the land of nod. It was so thrilling for me to know that within a few hours, my own father would be coercing me into having sex with him. I must have looked tired when I went down for breakfast but I was now living on my adrenaline. I had my usual coffee and slice of buttered toast and went up to get ready for school. I shouted goodbye to Mom as she left for work and wondered what would happen next.
About ten minutes later, just as I was about ready to think that nothing would happen, I heard a soft knock at my door. I opened it as casually as possible and said hello to Daddy. He said that he'd like to see me in his den. I objected that I'd be late for school. He told me not to worry about that, as he'd drop me off. I followed him along the landing and into his den. He told me to sit at the computer. I asked him what this was all about. He said I'd see soon enough. Daddy pressed the return key, and up before my eyes, popped my imaginary diary. He asked me what I thought of its contents. I countered with the old chestnut that it was my personal diary and that he had no right to steal it and read its contents. Daddy ignored that comment and said that if my Mom saw this she would never want anything to do with me again. I agreed with him and begged him not to show it to her. Daddy said that it was wrong for a man to keep secrets about his children from his wife. I laid it on thick and said I'd do any thing if he didn't tell her.
Daddy's appearance then changed. He became somehow smaller and less confident. This was the big chance for him and I could tell from his faltering voice that he, like me a few days ago, was both excited about what might happen next and fearful of what could go wrong. At last, almost in a whisper, I heard Daddy ask me if I'd be willing to keep another secret. I asked him what kind of secret was he talking about. This was it. It was coming, it was coming. The moment I had waited for. The moment when Daddy summoned up the courage, thanks to his darkest desires and lust, to ask his daughter for her body. And then, slowly, in a wavering voice that was so unlike daddy, I heard him say: ' I'll keep this a secret from your Mom, if......', Daddy hesitated for a long time. 'If what, Daddy?' I prompted. '........if you'll treat me as nicely as you treated that black man'. He finished, quickly.