June looked out of the window and sighed. Her husband of thirty years had been cremated today having died just over a week ago and she was incredibly sad. The wake was over and now she was in her house alone for the first time in many years. Her marriage had been a good one and now what was she going to do? Sitting down in an armchair, she stared ahead, a tear escaping her eye and rolling down her cheek.
Realising that her feet ached she removed her shoes and put them beside the chair. She then drew her feet up under her and massaged her feet and legs through her tights. She had worn her best shoes that day and they were still a bit tight - she didn't wear heels much these days but the rubbing helped the aches.
June was tired and rested her head back. Within a couple of minutes she was asleep.
*
June woke a couple of hours later. It was dark. She shivered with the cold as the heating had turned itself off whilst she slept. Stiffly, she stretched her tired and aching muscles before standing up and going upstairs to bed.
When she reached her bedroom, she removed her cardigan and undid the buttons on her blouse, hanging both up onto hangers. She then removed her skirt, again hanging it up. She rolled her tights off her backside and sitting down removed them entirely. Getting up she went to the bathroom where she peed and removed the rest of her underwear, placing these into the linen basket. Turning off the light, she returned naked to her bedroom. She was so tired that she went to bed without putting on any pyjamas.
*
June was woken by her mobile phone ringing. Reaching out of the covers she picked it up and saw it was her daughter, Susan.
"Hi love," June said.
"Hi mum. How are you feeling today?"
"Oh, you know, ok, I think."
"Yeah mum, I know. It will take time. Do you want me to come over?"
"No it's ok love. I need to move on and the sooner the better. I'll potter about today and probably do a bit of food shopping later."
"Ok mum. I'll ring you later."
"Ok bye love."
June disconnected and put the phone back on her bedside cabinet. She stretched but soon put her arms back inside the covers as it was still a bit chilly, her heating would come on soon and then she would get up.
For some reason her hands rested on her breasts and she absent-mindedly caressed her nipples, making them hard. June was enjoying the sensations and her breathing quickened as she moved one of her hands down through her pubic hair and onto her pussy lips. Slowly she started to rub up and down. Within a few seconds she started to get wet as she became more horny. Her rubbing quickened and she became wetter. Finally she orgasmed onto her hand.
As she was coming down from her orgasm, she wondered why she had masturbated. No reason she thought but it was good.
June heard the heating come on and gave herself another 5 minutes in the bed before she got up and went for a shower.
*
June spent the day cleaning the house and doing lots of 'little' jobs to occupy her mind, before popping to the shops to buy a few items. Mid afternoon she made herself a cup of tea and sat down for a rest. This gave her an opportunity to think.
She thought about her family, particularly her children, Susan and Imogen (known as Mo). Susan was 27, married to Kevin, no children, whilst Mo lived with her partner Zoe. It had taken June some time to get used to the fact that Mo was gay but was now content, on the basis that Mo was so happy. Neither of the children lived too far away and June knew that both were there for her. Her thoughts were interrupted by her phone ringing, it was Susan again. They chatted for a few minutes and agreed that they would meet up on Saturday and go shopping. It would be good for both women to take their minds off everything else with some good old retail therapy!
After the phone call, June decided to have a bath.
Undressing in her bedroom, June caught sight of her body in the mirror. She had always been self conscious about how she looked, believing that she had too large an ass and carried a few pounds too many. For the first time in a while she stood in front of the full length mirror and properly appraised herself.
Starting at the top, June saw that her hair was showing a fair bit of grey. She hadn't bothered with colour for the past few weeks during her husbands illness and she decided that she would have her hair done before going out with Susan on Saturday. Her face had a few wrinkles but she didn't think she looked her age of 56. She knew she had nice breasts, her husband had always complimented her on these. Her nipples were always quickly receptive to the touch, hardening within seconds, as she had seen that morning. June held her breasts, running her thumbs over her nipples. Her stomach was slightly swollen but now that she looked properly, not too bad for her age and having had two children. Casting her eyes further down she saw that her pubic hair was too long as she hadn't spent any time keeping it in check and resolved to do so. Reasonable legs, June stood on her tiptoes to show how they would look in heels and was quite happy. She turned to the side and saw her large rear but cheered herself up by realising that a large rear was considered fashionable. Shaking her head she picked up her scissors, razor and shaving cream and went to have her bath.
After her bath, June returned to the mirror. She saw that she was pink as the bathwater had been a little too hot and she also saw that she had been a bit overzealous with her shaving, her pussy lips now very visible in the reflection. June moved her hand down and through what remained of her pubic hair, resting again on her pussy. She was still damp from the bath and ran her fingers along her pussy lips. Quickly aroused she started to masturbate again. As she did so she watched her own reflection until her legs slightly buckled with the excitement. To stop herself falling she allowed her knees to bend resulting in her kneeling in front of the mirror, her legs open as she continued to play with herself. She orgasmed with one hand, the other rubbing her large breasts.
June didn't know what had come over her but after a while she got up and put a dressing gown on before going downstairs to prepare her dinner.
*
That evening after watching television for a while, she decided to have an early night. Reaching her bedroom, she removed her dressing gown and went to put on her pyjamas. With her hand on the door of her cupboard she stopped and thought about the previous night when she had slept naked. Should she do the same? This time she decided to wear her pyjamas and reached inside for her favourite pair. Putting them on, she went to bed.
That night she slept fitfully, waking on a few occasions. At 4 o'clock, she awoke again. Through her haze she realised that her hand was inside her pyjama bottoms and she had two fingers inside her vagina, which was soaking wet with her own juices.
"What is the matter with me," she thought to herself. "Masturbated twice yesterday and now trying again whilst sleeping."
However, instead of removing her fingers, she continued to frig herself, until she was close to cumming, stopping before she orgasmed, removing her fingers from inside. She then moved her wet fingers up and put them into her mouth, sucking her own juices from them.
June had never tasted herself, or at least she couldn't remember doing so. She tasted nice. Once she had licked her juices from her hand, she moved both of her hands down and found herself removing her pyjama bottoms. Once off, she opened her legs wide and with both hands returned to her masturbation. Again she got close to cumming and stopped again. This time she undid her pyjama top and removed it. Now completely naked she resumed her masturbation, both hands on her pussy.
June came hard, her back arching with the ecstasy. With her legs still wide open, June stayed that way for a couple of minutes, whilst she recovered.
June closed her legs and moved to the other side of the bed, her side being wet from where she had squirted. She fell asleep.
*
June slept in later the next morning. She was confused with why she had been so horny since the funeral but she put it down to release of stress.
After she had got up and dressed she made an appointment for the hairdressers for later that day.
*
June returned from the hairdressers feeling better, having been pampered for the last ninety minutes.
That evening she called Susan to make the arrangements for the next day and went to bed. She didn't feel the need to masturbate that evening.
*
June woke the next morning looking forward to her day shopping with Susan. She removed the covers and........she was naked. She could have sworn that she had worn pyjamas when she had gone to bed. Never mind, she got up and stood on her pyjamas, which were on the floor by her bed.