A lot has happened in my life in the last year. Not only did I start a wild affair with my brother's nineteen year old step-daughter (who was eighteen when this all started), who is ten years younger than me, but she was now living with me for the summer break after her first semester in a community college near me. She had skipped the fall session and was now taking some summer courses to catch up while working part-time to generate some income of her own.
None of this was planned, things just spun out of control when we began a sexual affair when she stayed with me for ten days while my brother Rick and his wife Kathy went on vacation. Things really went haywire when she moved into the dorms a few miles from my house. We couldn't keep away from each other and experimented with some light spanking and exhibitionism. The sex was (is) out of this world.
Now, Tina has moved in with me for at least the summer and her mother is wise to our affair and seems to at least tolerate it because of the change from Tina's wild past. I've been a good influence on my niece and she has matured tremendously since we started seeing each other in more than an uncle/niece kind of way. My brother still isn't wise to how close we really are and, quite frankly, I'm in denial about the need to tell him. I know one day he will catch on and I don't know what his reaction will be but it probably won't be pretty.
Things got even more complicated last night when, after making love, I told Tina I loved her. It wasn't planned and just seemed to slip out of my mouth. She also told me she loved me. Even though we agreed that we should still see other people while she stays with me, the prospect of being in love with each other adds another level to an already complicated situation. The sex has been so outstanding, like nothing I've ever experienced before, that I hope my penis isn't doing the thinking for me. To be honest, I really do care about Tina and I think I truly do love her.
The morning after we expressed our love for each other, I was scared and nervous. I had been through a messy divorce and wasn't planning on a long-term relationship as the wounds still hadn't healed from the break-up. Tina, picked up on my feelings but wasn't quite sure what was going on.
"Is everything alright Ron? You're acting funny this morning."
"Everything is fine Tina."
"Come on now. I know you well enough to know when something is bothering you but its okay if you don't want to talk about it."
I responded, "It's just that, ah, never mind."
"You can't leave me hanging like that Ron. Is it about last night? If it is, don't worry. A lot of guys have told me they love me and didn't really mean it."
Wow, that stung; it was another complication I wasn't prepared to deal with.
"It's not that I don't love you Tina, it's just that our relationship scares me at times. Not only am I ten years older than you but you will always be my niece. It just seems wrong at times. Then I worry about what happens when my brother finds out. He's going to figure it out eventually."
She was just shaking her head, "You're such a worry wart. Let's just take our relationship one step at a time and see where it goes. We don't have to figure it all out today. We'll deal with dad when the time comes. Mom seems okay with us being together so it won't be as bad as it could."
Those were words of wisdom coming from a much younger person and did calm me down. She was wearing one of my V-neck t-shirts and nothing else and came over to me at the kitchen table where I was sitting and straddled my lap. I could feel her breasts pressing against my bare chest as she kissed me, reassuring me things would be fine. I wrapped my hands around her waist and smiled at her in a silent acknowledgement that she was right and that she calmed me down.
Tina then kissed me again but a longer one this time and our tongues met as we kissed deeply. I lowered my hands to grip that nice, tight, teenage ass of hers. My dick started to grow as she began to move her hips, grinding against me. We broke our embrace and looked at each other with a look of lust in our eyes.
Not a word was spoken as I lifted her up with her soft, lean legs wrapped around me as I laid her back on the table, released my dick from my boxers and started to fuck her right there in the kitchen. The spontaneity of the situation made it even more sensual; two horny people needing a quick morning fuck.
Tina looked so beautiful laying back on the table with her legs spread wide as we made love. I lifted her t-shirt to fondle and suck on her breasts as I thrust into her pussy. I couldn't believe how lucky I was to have her in my life. After I came, she got up quickly because she was going to be late for class.
She took a quick shower, got dressed and started to head out the door in a rush. I stopped her for a moment to give her a long hug and kiss goodbye. I looked deep into her blue eyes and told her, "Tina, I truly do love you babe."
She smiled back at me. I could see tears welling up in her eyes. "I love you too Ron. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me." She then quickly left.
I wasn't sure but I guessed that while other guys may have told her they loved her in the heat of passionate sex, no one had ever meant it like I did. From that moment on, I decided to take her advice and take our relationship one step at a time and see where it goes and to enjoy every moment while I could.
On Memorial Day weekend, we took advantage of an offer from a friend of mine to use his lakeside cabin. Something had come up and he couldn't use it so he offered it to me and I jumped at the chance so Tina and I took the ninety minute drive to enjoy a long weekend. The place was gorgeous and was much more than a cabin. It had four bedrooms, four baths, a hot tub in a screened in porch, outdoor kitchen and was a little secluded. The upstairs master bedroom had a balcony that overlooked a small lake. Our closest neighbors were hundreds of yards away with some across the lake too. It was pretty private though.
We unpacked our food and clothes and immediately headed out to enjoy a quick swim. She had on a tiny thong bikini that barely hid anything but that was my exhibitionist girlfriend. When we got down to the water, there was a dock and small boat too. We both ran down the dock and jumped into the water but it was friggin freezing but a little refreshing too.
When we got out of the water, I noticed Tina's nipples poking through her top and a camel toe in her bottom. I told her the bikini didn't really hide anything; she might as well be nude. She said, "Okay" and stripped naked. I looked around to see if anyone was watching, being the nervous Nellie that I am, but there was no one within sight.
She looked at me and said, "Aren't you going to join me?"