Tina's Sleepover - V: We Return Home to Our "New Normal"
© 2023 cv andrews
OVER THE PAST TWO DAYS I've come to see the differences between my two young girls - or rather, the two young women who have chosen to share their affections with me.
Tina's "approach" to the time we spend together - and by this I mean the time we spend in bed and otherwise enjoying sex with each other - is, how can I put this, more "loving." To me, she is tender, and caring, and even in the more "extreme" things we've done there is always this undercurrent of true affection.
On the other hand, Jen's approach to sex - or at least,
our
sex - has been raunchy and bawdy. Part of it is just the way she is, the way Jen approaches life in general. She has always been a "go for it" kind of girl, so it doesn't surprise me that she brings that same attitude into sex. The sounds that Tina and I have heard coming from her and Nick's bedroom just serve to reinforce what I'm saying.
And there is the other thing, of course. Jen and I aren't going to have the same kinds of feelings for each other that Tina and her dad do. For Tina and her dad, there are family ...
dynamics
... that made them, perhaps drove them, to look to each other for emotional support - of all kinds.
It's been our good fortune that Jen and I never had to experience issues like those. To Tina, I am "Doug, darling." To Jen I'm still "Daddy," the man who attended tea parties with her dolls and bandaged her skinned knees and took her to Camp Fire Girls and grilled wienies in the back yard. So, no, there's no way that that Jen and I will ever experience the same kinds of feelings for each other that Tina and her dad do. And that's a good thing. No, for Jen this is just one more facet of her relationship with her father - one more way for her and her dad to show how they love each other.
One new, exciting, thrilling way for us to show how we love each other.
And I realize how lucky I am, that I've been granted the gift of being able to experience both these kinds of love from both of these wonderful young women.
~ ~ ~
Jen and I came out to find Nick and Tina already preparing dinner - a big Italian spaghetti supper! Tina was skillfully at work on Momma Albertini's spaghetti sauce, and none of this "simmering neck bones for 2-to-12-hours" nonsense! Ground Italian sausage
and
ground pork browned with onions, then tomato sauce, tomato paste, plus Italian herbs (but still no garlic! - sorry, Momma A.).
"What kind of pasta do you want? Jen, you and Doug can make the salad and warm the bread in the oven." Nick pointed to a sesame-covered loaf of Italian bread from their freezer, already defrosted.
I tossed together the romaine lettuce, seasoned croutons, Caesar dressing (commercial - sorry) in the big wooden salad bowl while Jen got out the kitchen grater and deposited large shavings of Parmigiano cheese over the whole thing.
And we sat down to a big family-style dinner: a big bowl of spaghetti, Tina's sauce in a separate bowl with a large ladle, separate plates for the "Caesar" salad and the chunks of bread we tore off the crispy loaf - and wine. Not the Italian-red-plus-San Pellegrino. No, this time it was a good
Barbera d'Alba
, with separate glasses for the sparkling water.
No, this was a family dinner. Truly.
~ ~ ~
"She loves you."
"What, Hon?"
"She loves you, Daddy."
"Who? Tina?" But I already knew.
"How do you know Tina loves me?"
"It's obvious - the way she looks at you and touches you, and her voice when she says your name -she loves you."
And, yes, even though I know that Tina loves me, and, yes, that I love Tina, still, I felt that something that should be kept secret is no longer a secret.
Right away, Jen picked up on my feelings of guilt.
"It's alright, Daddy. Nick knows, and he's alright with it. He loves Tina and he understands her, and if her loving you makes her happy then he's good with it."
A father, giving his beautiful daughter who he's in love with permission to love another man? I guess there are dimensions to Nick Alberts and to his love for his daughter that I never suspected.
"So Daddy, no matter what happens, you know that there are two young women who love you."
I don't have to tell you - you know that I started to feel the tears.
But then my daughter said, "You know, Daddy, one of those women is right here with you, and she's wondering if you're ever going to give her the chance to show how much she loves you."
In a comic-sinister way I asked, "And
just how would
this mysterious woman
show me how much she loves me?
"
Jen got this wicked smile.
"By letting you pin her down to the bed and fucking her brains out."
But I had another idea. There's a straight-backed chair at the desk in Tina's bedroom, and that's where I led Jen. I stood in front of the chair and asked, "Jen, honey, would you like to get me ready?"
She smiled. Yes, my daughter would welcome the chance to get her Daddy ready.
She kneeled down and efficiently but delicately took my cock between her thumb and forefinger and held it steady and put her lips around it. And then my daughter made love to her father's cock. Not some wild throat fuck, and not a demonstration of skillful oral-manual artistry. No, my daughter loved my cock as though she loved the man whose cock it is.