This is about a stepparent, not a biological parent. Some people do not consider that "true" incest. So be it.
Also, this is not a treatise about Freightliner trucks. Over many years, the company produced a large variety of models. Marion does say that it's a 2008 model. For the purposes of this story, it's a two-axle truck with a five-speed manual and a bench seat. I cannot verify if the company ever produced a vehicle with that exact configuration.
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There are a couple of notable things about me, a woman of forty-two. The first is that I drive trucks for a living. No, not tractor-trailers. That's a bit complicated to do. I work for a moving company and I mostly drive two-axle straight trucks; no trailers. Those are not too hard to handle. Fortunately, I don't have to load and unload them.
The second aspect is that I had a sexual craving for my nineteen-year-old stepson, Nathan. You'll notice I said
had.
That's because it has become an on-going affair.
Maybe you think I'm a wicked lady for doing that. And maybe I am. But let me explain before you pass final judgment.
Ten years ago, I married my second husband, a widower named Philip Delaney. He's a good man, but somewhat lacking in the marital arts. Let's just say that he'd have trouble finding a clitoris if there was a chart of it on the bedroom wall.
I guess that's just as well, because he claimed to not like the taste of pussy. Yet, for a while before it all went downhill, he thought that his dick tasted just fine -- in my mouth, of course.
I really can't blame him; my first husband was lacking with that too. Men may think they are studs, but a surprising number never learned what the hell they should do with a woman. If you try to guide them, some just won't listen.
Maybe you may have seen those guys on YouTube and on their blogs, even with entire books, claiming that women are only interested in sex to get "resources." Millions of years of evolution and all that. They certainly are verbose, and end up saying the same things for years.
I can only speak for myself. If you've ever read Erica Jong (I guess I'm showing my age) describe herself at twenty-four as an "unfucked wife" -- well, she reported wanting to copulate after a while with any and all males within reach.
For me at forty-two it was the same situation. And right in my house, there was Nathan, Phil's son and my step-son, reaching the age of eighteen. (For some reason he never wanted to be called Nate.) Fortunately, he went away to college for ten months so some of the pressure was off me. Then, the next summer, he was back home for the duration of the season.
Oh Lord, I tried to be a good girl, I really did. But just like the heart knows what it wants, so does the pussy.
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The first time I knew I could get into a real situation was when he came back for the Christmas break in his freshman year. I wasn't thinking when one afternoon I pushed open the door to his room without knocking. There were some towels I had to get from the closet, you know?
So there was Nathan lying face down on his bed wearing only a tee-shirt and humping his own pillow. Some men -- and some ladies too -- will use that technique in their masturbation rotations
For a couple of seconds I looked at his tight ass clench as he thrust himself back and forth. I could imagine myself under him where the pillow was.
Nathan, please bang me instead of that damn thing.
He turned to look at me and my embarrassment was intense. I simply left the room and closed the door. Fortunately, Nathan had a lot of sense and he never mentioned it later. But for the next several months, he was often in my thoughts as I whacked off. I think I imagined doing it with him everywhere and in every possible way.
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Then in June he was back from the University of Nevada, Las Vegas. (Actually, it's in Paradise! No, not the one John Milton lost; the town in Nevada.)
He had some dinky part-time job over the summer. Sometimes he was out with friends, but I never saw him with any girls. He had mentioned dating two of them at school, but I knew nothing else about his private life.
At other times, he was around our house in Reno, and that could be difficult for me to handle. I would have liked to just grab him and throw him down on the floor, but I behaved myself for a while. Yet I knew that, under the right circumstance, I might slip and do something drastic about my lust.
I had no children of my own, but I got along very well with Nathan. He never called me "mom" but always by my first name, Marion. That was fine, because I didn't feel like his mom, but rather like an aunt or favorite teacher or some other role I couldn't define.
He was a pretty low-key guy, and he always treated me with respect. In fact, I enjoyed talking with him, much more than I did with his father.
By nineteen, he was about five-ten and his body was a bit of the slender side, not "ripped" like some guys who like to work out a lot. He had nice wavy dark hair and dark eyes.
When I was around him, I was aware of a desire for him that was both fierce and tender at the same time. My body quivered, but I maintained my self-control -- for a while, anyway.
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I suppose I'm not that unusual looking; men do not stare at me in the supermarket or wherever. I'm about five-seven, and my brown hair is down to my shoulders. That's about as much hair as I wish to maintain. I have steel-rimmed glasses, but I'm a bit vain about those and I often push them to the top of my head even though I can't see as well.
At my age, I've developed a bit of hip spread. However, a little "junk in the trunk" doesn't bother me.
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Trucking: I got into that about five years ago when I was laid off from an insurance company, I wanted something different, so went out and got hired by a moving company, Silver State Lines.
The company had a couple of tractor-trailers, but that seemed like too big a lift for me. Those big rigs can jack-knife, the loads can shift, they are difficult to park and to drive in cities and towns. Also, I generally didn't want to be away from home too much.
The two-axle Freightliners and sometimes a smaller van suited me just fine. I'd help the movers deal with whatever the families wanted and offer advice in setting up a household. Yes, I think the customers liked having a woman to negotiate with along with the all-male crew.
Often, I had a local trip within Reno. For longer trips, I'd pick up the loaded vehicle at the Silver State lot and drive it to any number of places like Lake Tahoe, Winnimucca, or Carson City. The moving crew would go in a separate passenger van, but it was never in a convoy with me.
Sometimes, I had to go to, say, Salt Lake City and I'd be away for one night. It was on just such a trip that I had my first sexual encounter with Nathan.
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In early July I was assigned to a Reno to Provo, UT trip. As a sort of experiment, I invited my stepson to come along for the two-day ride there and back. Phil had no objections and thought it was a fine idea.
Nathan wanted to go on that adventure with his favorite Auntie Marion. As for myself, I was having some naughty thoughts but I hadn't worked out a full scenario yet. If I saw my opportunity, I would take it.
That is why, instead of I-80, I chose U.S. 50, the so called "loneliest road in America," to cross the state. I hoped all that empty space and solitude might allow for some serious fooling around with Nathan It would take a bit longer to drive, but the benefits seemed to be worth it.
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On the appointed day, I showed up wearing a skirt and blue shirt. It was rare but not unknown for me to wear a skirt while driving, although at that time it was a conscious decision on my part. My foot gear, however, consisted of work boots and heavy socks.
That morning, Nathan and I went to the Silver State facility and picked up the truck which had been loaded the day before. It was a 2008 model, the oldest vehicle in the fleet and the one with the highest mileage. Yet "Old Reliable" needed fewer repairs and broke down less often than many of the newer trucks.
We went out of Reno along I-80, but then I turned south into a spur called U.S. 50 Alt. By the afternoon, we were going long a mostly straight section in a very isolated area near Sevier Lake. All I needed was a good pretext to make my move. We were certainly in the right place for me to do that.
As we went along a straight-a-way, Nathan gave me the excuse that I needed for one of my scenarios. He asked me about the floor-mounted five-speed shifter. "I've never learned how to use one of those, I mean a stick-shift."
"I can show you how to do it, if you wish."